The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:9.30PM

when i was resting, i keep nagging so boring
when i working or studying, i demand for more rest
i cant define the REST i need.. ARGH..

i "rest" the whole moring sitting at my chair staring blank..
i was doing my self reflection for the past few weeks..
i don know how to share.. coz i don know how to put it in words.. BUT for sure some activity is missing in my daily life..

MORE
talking cock (wid pee buddies)
stress

LESS
smoking
drinking
clubbing/pubbing
MONEY

if i was to change stress to LESS category
MEANS
my smoking, drinking and clubing will move to MORE

WHAT SHLD I DO?!?!
dots.. argh..

JOJO STOP EMO-ING AND BOUNCE UR ASS BACK FROM THE WALL PLZ
we love u...

i really hate how the world function..
muz sad thing happen to us so we know wat is happiness??
tat is so sarcastic..
i hate it..


will blog again

-Avenger In The Making

TIME:11PM

class was FUN..

i learnt about VISUAL AID

summarising what i wan to say to the SHORTEST possible

after school was pee buddies GATHERING

i had FUN FUN and MORE FUN

i hope this entry is short and simple and help u guys highlight the keypoint i wan to say.

i'm APPLYING what i'm LEARNING

wooohoooo

will blog agin



-Avenger In The Making

TIME:12AM

science UT is GG.. don know wat i'm doing..

chris and wene started dota.. now left 1 more person to convince.. shan shan!!

than we pee buddies can form a clan + 1 sub.. nice!! LOL

my desktop is dead... my laptop having problem.. i don know wtf is happen.. damn it man..

will blog again..
no mood at all..


-Avenger In The Making

TIME:10PM

i'm not in the mood to blog, my desktop went dead... say to mi window's file missing.. all my precious.. damn it.. ARGH

-Avenger In The Making

TIME: 12.30AM

HAPPY B'DAY TO HUI SHAN & MY BROTHER !!

TIME: 11PM

TIME:1AM

like wat my prev blog say.. sunday was working day.. and i'm super tired now.. leg like jelly le. ARGH...

TIRED

STRESS

FEELING of gonna EMO soon T_T

to yang: i don mind them mocking mi.. by saying tat kind of words.. they trying to isolate themselves from us.. let them go ahead... no life ppl muz speak in a weakshit mentality to feel self-satisfied.. i'm ok bro.. tks =) and really hope to meet ya soon!! haha

so heng man.. tml is ah huat lesson, he gonna revise UT.. i tink tml is more about paying attention to him than mi using my brain juices.. so can consider as a rest for mi.. phew~~

i'm immune to the vulguar language in tis world,
so R all the hypocrite words,
the more u say it,
the more i wan to laugh,
don mock mi ever,
becoz in E end u R juz wasting ur time and besides,
i'll screw u back even harder and make u roll ur tears down the cheek like u nver have before,
i do my way as a Avenger,
nth will stop mi until i execute the root of my hatred.


-Avenger In The Making

TIME:10.45PM

TIME:12AM

ok.. i was suppose to blog earlier sia.. all tks to the bus driver.. i went to meet up my HER after work and went to the bus stop to w8 for bus.. the driver saw us standing there.. but he didnt stop the bus.. OH MY GOD.. wat is he doing.. cheesepie kia.. argghhh T_T

i promise shan mei mei to play MSN games.. but in E end nver play.. sori shan.. sob sob

and yup.. i don see a reason not to come to school.. so i treaten wene and ahmad to go school today too.. muhahaha... and really.. class wasnt tat bad after all today.. i felt it was really really nice today.. it's like a dialogue session compare to class lesson today.. faith and us was chatting about ourself, dreams or ambition and our past.. and i swear all the topics were interesting and we even had our 2nd meeting at the foodcourt..

tml is sat.. goin out wid my HER
sunday is working day.

will blog again...



-Avenger In The Making

TIME:10PM

whole bunch of us walked out of class at 10am.. i was damn fedup.. 3 qns in UT nver do... damnit.. and my 1st UT grade for comm prac really sucks.. i tink i gg liao la.. damn it..

so i walked away in class.. where can i go?!?! AMK HUB =D
went they to talk cock wid pee buddies and read up abit for nxt week UT..

damn it all man.. tml pee sis sheena not coming school.. die die.. comm prac left mi wendy and ee wen.

tml is another hell day.. fuck it.. i'm out
super no mood now..

will blog again


-Avenger In The Making

TIME:10.40

TIME:1AM

sian.. finally sch reopen.. science was really irritating.. i really wanted to go home halfway BUT i look at my team.. i guess i juz cant walk out of them.. if not salome, jasvin and wendy will become a THREE MAN team.. funny sia.. when presentation got SIX person.. haiz

after sch went swensen.. i don know why.. it's another super duper sudden plan made by pee buddies.. i guess we muz cut down all tis activity le.. i'm broke, shan shan need to save and chris lost $10.. don know wtf he doing sia -.-..

i hate the timetable.. tues science, wed maths.. i tink my friend migraine is gonna drop by and visit mi every week le.. stress..

fcuk tis world
where is the love?


will blog again
-Avenger In The Making

TIME:10.45PM

ok.. today is still a school holiday to mi although my body is in sch.. LAUGHS.. why eh? coz it's ah huat lesson!! wooo.. no more monday blues.. LOL..

topic was okok la... but i feel kinda bad.. i forgot about the foreign student in class and indirectly humiliated them.. sorry.. i'm a person who speaks wat i wan out.. not happy oso bo bian.. i say out le.. wat to do? sorry thou, i'll learn to speak more carefully in class.. zzz

after sch had a pee gathering.. cool sia.. 1st day of after sch is gathering le

hmmm.. tat's all.. tml sch gonna officially reopen coz it's science! GG T_T

i'm really really really sorry to sheena, had to put her at such a difficult spot.. hope ur bf understands.. =)


JO u sound sad in ya blog. talk to mi if u need mi k, ur ROARR bro will always be there for u

Shan Shan u muz put the history aside k, i'm sure fate will come and look for u somehow, u R still so young~ take ur time =D

Jia En u the worst of all, ownself alot problem still help ur frens tink of their problems.. i know u put frens b4 u, but tink for urself k..

Wene ar, fight for ur loves one.. if a gal got a bf, they MIGHT break, if a gal is married, she MIGHT divorce, so fight fight fight!

Ahmad, i really see u trying damn hard to be a better person, sometime it can onli be done when u give up other things.. i know u can do it =)

my HER, u the pig i worry the most.. forever don know how to take care of urself and quarrel wid teacher and tio DP, plz stop doing tat and STOP ur spending spree, u R not rich k..

the god each individual worship differently - stop giving my frens and love ones problem, spread some love to the world plz.. thank u very much =)

will blog again. love u all

TIME: 11.45PM

ok.. i work today, 12-10.. wat to say.. father's day.. very busy.. night sales $2156.. and all the food was rushed out by just mi and yonghui..

alot complains.. becoz they waited too long.. 30 minutes is soso la.. coz ur table is not 2 person, is all 4-10 pax.. how u expect it to come out fast? =.=

my legs R jaded now.. i'm tinking of whether i wan go sch tml anot.. i need more rest..

will blog again.
tata

blogskin changed~ i tink it's simple and nice.. well.. =)

TIME:

BTW.. MEOW sis(JOJO) got a request.. ask mi blog about her.. -.-"
wat can i say about JOJO.. hmmm.. seriously we R juz strangers to each other during sec sch, the most is talk cock in class and NEVER involve in out of class activities.. but since keong's b'day at sentosa.. we start crapping hell loads =.=.. but at least fun la.. JOJO u juz need to stop asking mi qns tat makes mi VIOMIT ok.. LOL.. u shld know wat qns.. T_T.. it's a torture to hear u asking mi those kind of qns.. somemore u wan mi answer.. i very betray my own concious de lo.. =x.. ROFL!!




2 ah gong.. JOJO and ME.. ROAR bro and MEOW sis. =D

TIME:10PM

tis song is funny, from shrek 3 and new hit on 98.7.. =)

ytd i work full shift, reach home totally drained out. Happy for all the staff for country manna, i appeal to kate about the stupid staff meal and hope she discuss it wid the new CEO, and we've reach a new agreement, at least now more variety to eat le.. wooo

today was fun, i met up wid jo at semb and went to causeway to meet SL to have lunch 1st..
mak and sean came shortly..
than we headed to partyworld to sing K..
woo!! mak is the champion -.-.. hang on to the mic for at least 1 hour.. he choose all the "cold" song that we all don know how to sing... zzz.. but really enjoy singing la..
a new way to relieve my stress, i've discover clubbing and smoking is not the onli way to relieve, sing K is healthy and relieve stress too..
but really wasted yang having headache and could not come.. take care bro.. =)

after K we wasted 1 hour at causeway, for jo's spec thing and in E end oso don know wat happen than walk away liao.. lol.. reached semb at 6.45 and had to w8 till 8 than can take back my photo tat i took to develop. really tks sean for accompanying mi.. and helped mi to carry some stuff at NTUC coz i brought some ingredient, tml gonna cook spag for my nephew to eat.. =D

REALLY DISAPPOINTED WID NEU JUN JIE.. HE PUT OUR PLANE AND CHOOSE TO SEE FANTASTIC 4.. SAY NO MONEY AND OWN NICK $10 STILL CAN SEE MOVIE.. WTF?

but i'm glad at least i can meet up wid sean, mak, jo and sl today.. i guess the more mature ones have to do activity tat suits them like singing K and clubbing or chilling at pub while the little kids go and watch their cartoon movie and play no-life games all the time..

"you can choose to make a choice"

-more MATURED?
-Little Kids =)

it's all in ur mind..

if u read tis post and felt angry, don feel offended coz i juz bring out tat "kid" in u =)
cheers

will blog again

TIME:12.30

ok.. i was suppose to play lan and joke wid the pee bros today until i laugh like mad..

BUT

jiaen got some personal problem, so i had to stand in for her at work for 6-10.. but since i promise pee bro i goin, i did went tpy wid them and play lan for awhile.. and after tat rush back to work.. ate fastfood for both meal.. bk and long john.. OMG =.=..

and tml, i'm working 10am - 10pm.. omg.. tired.. NVM!

wed K session wid sec sch peeps.. woooooooooo

will blog again
i need zzz already

=)

TIME:1.20AM

WHOLE DAY OF WORK..
NTH TO SAY

GOIN K-ING AGAIN SOON.
BUT WID SEC SCH PEEP.
I MISS THEM.

=D
WILL BLOG AGAIN.

TIME:12.15AM

OMG.. TIRED.. SUPER TIRED... today is no life for mi.. i working 12-4 6-10.. b4 work chiong GE, reached home saw JW on9 but aron not on9.. so nver jio him to DOTA. juz login to GE and run some errand..

i'm working tml and sunday too.. sian.. WTF man.. boring life!! ARGHHHHH

suppose to work till 9pm tml.. suddenly ytd steven tio sack wid immediate effect.. TML I MUZ WORK TILL 10PM LIAO LO.. WIN LIAO LO.. WTF LO.. OMG....

somemore tml kitchen onli mi and jiaen nia.. TWO PERSON.. >.>...
i guess i need marlboro heavy to help mi survive for tis few days le.. too tired..
damn it T_T.. $10 gonna fly~~

i better stop here.. i need to rest.. my energy is all drained out..
will blog again..

TIME:12.20AM

went out wid wene, sheena, chris and shan today.. super fun =)

1stly i wan to thank chris! tks companying mi go woodland settle my bill..
(i met tommy at the train station.. he've got himself a nice haircut o.o..)

nxt i meet sheena and wene, 1st thing i wanted to do was to buy kit kat for sheena as to apologize for hurting her leg =x after tat we keep tinking of wat to eat.. in E end play o ar bei ar song.. than song until pizza hut, so went pizza hut to eat!! nice =D

eat le super fun, went goodspeed to play CS.. spend 1 hour plus there and after that finally meet up wid shan mei mei at amk hub, we too full liao and shan say she already eaten than we went to new york new york.. juz get a drink and slack there for awhile b4 we proceed to the final station for today

KBOX !!! woooo.. go sing my heart out.. and tat's all for today..
tml working le.. OMG T_T

having migraine now.. i need a rest
will blog again =)

TIME:11.15

new song by 98.7, plain white T's - hey there delilah.. nice beat i feel in the song, relaxing =D

i was trap in AMK the whole afternoon. full stop, went amk hub wid my mum to settle her bank thing and after that i went to my grandparent house and visit them.

Suling gave mi a call in the noon asked mi wan go jo's pub anot, don have the mood recently sia.. sori gal..

my HER went to her fren hse and baked muffins for mi sia.. omg.. very nice.. chocolate flavor. yummy.. thank u dear.. i love it loads and also i love u loads too =)

tml is pee buddies outing.. lookin forward to it.. and i'm glad to saw sheena blog that she patch le.. hahaha.. 1 year and 8 month is really long relationship.. cherish it sis.. jia you !!!

as for sec sch peeps.. i guess we have to w8 till nxt week le.. almost all of them R still schooling now except mi and SL, i haven plan where to go but i expect the place muz be suitable for kids becoz afew of them R still at primary school level, don dare to drink, don dare to do anything.. forver hiding in their nest.. totally no life.. i cant be bother to change them, juz let them be.. they'll grow up as time goes by, even glen can make such a big change why cant the rest do it? haiz, no point sayin those hopeless fools.. my life have to go on.. =)

yang-he's really a hardcore brother to mi, we really have tis friendship beyond friends..
sean-we chat using blog tag.. a fren who really concern his fren. thanks
joanna-my MEOW sister, long time no meet up, miss camwhoring wid her xD
suling-becoz of RP, i guess we chat alot, from strangers now really consider frens liao
mak-another bro of mine, busy wid NS but really wish to meet him up soon
jun-my most gay bro i ever had, still chat regularly =D
glen-still got chat

the rest? ALL MIA LE.. woo !

as for my ite brothers..
marvin can go kiss the wall, i see him everyday
jw still in contact, coz we DOTA =D
nick oso got abit of contact, coz of jw and marvin
cason rarely contact, unless got problem will chat wid each other
CK.. i don know wat to say, he has change..

will blog again~

TIME:11.57

W14M outing =) fun indeed.. so fun, becoz early when we reach, volleyball and soccer already drained all my energy, when the rest play captain ball at the last part.. i already sitting there GG liao =.=.. and the rest thought i was sick and EMO-ing

wat i enjoyed more was after beach session, juz the PEE BUDDIES.. we ate at delifrance and talk bird.. go merlion take pics and talk bird, go vivo slp and talk bird, than meet the class for dinner and after dinner we gather at the balcony of vivo and talk more birds! indeed we R lamo.. but wat's the point of being too serious everytime.. we need to laugh and smile to relieve the stress we had.. and a small grp chit-chatting really does the magic.. i cant possibly sit the 24 classmates and tell every1 my personal problem.. LOL..

chris is rushing mi to publish now -.-.. i shld stop here than.. will post the photos tml.. =)
wil blog again..

TIME:5PM

b4 i talk about all the little insignificant things that is happening in my life, tis is an announcement to ALL of u.. plz stop all UPloading and DOWNloading activities u R having.. singapore government is for real liao!!! they have send alot warning and fine letters to public already.. so now watever u UPload or DOWNload is at ur own risk.. good luck to those who don sought my advice =)

didnt blog ytd, i reach home late, around 10 plus.. when to watch pirate wid my pee buddies.. after movie we went to have dinner together, ate the same stall again -.-.. and i swear chris was super emo.. but he's fine after we went home i tink =)

UT grade out, Comm prac i got a bloody D, problem solving i got a bloody A .. if can opposite than i'll really be so happy, my problem solving daily grade is doing real well, it's my comm prac i'm worried about >.<..

MY MATHS GOT THE 1ST B.. OMFG... NOOOOOOO.. T_T..

RP!!! U SUCK! U SUCK! U SUCK!

i'm not doing anything today, nick sms mi for soccer.. i didnt reply him, i juz don feel like it.. in E past i was always able to write out all the emo thing i'm having in my mind, but recently i cant do it at all.. i don know how to put it in words..

during faith lesson, i asked the qns "why am i living in tis world" she used my qns and have a discussion in class, but all E way till the end of the lesson.. she couldnt giv mi a definite answer.. i guess no1 know the answer and every1 is still findin out that answer... for mi.. i guess i'm juz a puppet create by mother nature to let her see mi suffer.. she wan mi to smile, i have to, she wan mi to be sad, i have to.. perhaps tat's the reason i;m living..

I'M SUPER EMO NOW
will blog again..