im not Christian; just agnostic.

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My Beliefs

The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

About Me

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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;Sunday, April 27, 2008

TIME:10.30PM

work was really fuck up today.. non stop incoming customer.. mi and chris tired till really no mood to do anything liao.. lucky i work till 9pm onli.. but today's busy biz helped me to get numb the whole day thankfully..

i always thought i've been a over-sensitive person so i do not really speak out or take actions on several occasions but tis time.. i regretted for not taking actions early and things have gone to a very sad stage.. i thought i can have a good chat wid my HER on may 13 but......................................................

she spoke out today all of a sudden.. she asked for a cool down period for us.. she is confuse and want to sort things out herself.. she say she doesn't have time and etc, and she say it's not my fault it's her...

i don know wat i should reply... i'm totally stun.. i cant believe it... i juz wanna find smth else to do so i can don think about it... because i know once smth like this happen.. the ending is quite clear.. I've been lying to myself all this time thinking we will be juz like normal but it isnt..

things have already gone to this stage.. frankly i can do nth now.. because my heart is having a really bad feeling since the day she quit manna because i thought to myself.. the day she quit manna will be the days when problem will start rising.. i was correct and not over-sensitive.. but it's too late to realize now.. wat shld i do?

-Avenger In The Making
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