The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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friday evening jo called me and say she broke up wid glen and she was so sad that she wanna meet and drink.. so mak, me, nick, yang, glen, tom and yun went to rach house and find her.. i'll cut the story short.. she's ok wid her bf le i tink.. in E end cabbed back home wid glen, yang and jo.. we did drink a havoc and sinful drink.. mixing coke wid chivas, martel corden bleu and vodka can be deadly ppl

today.. alot of things happen.. i don know how to list it all out.. but the most impt event is

the end has come, i saw it coming but all along i've been trying to avoid it..
this 23 month relationship has come to an end
all the words and effort i put in to savage us was ineffectual to u
now i truly understand how i am ranked in ur heart
work is forever most impt than anything else in ur life
i hope 1 day u find someone that is more impt than work
i've failed at changing that mindset of u
i'm not worthy of ur love
i juz feel like a weakshit now
ppl around me keep saying time will heal the wound
i don tink it's tat easy
tks for shaing all those once happened happy moment wid me
and u propose a breakup within even thinking twice
my brother have even brought u some things in HK by my request
i tink i'll juz let those thing be in the dustbin
juz like how tis relationship has been put into the waste bin by u
thank you for the lesson u have taught me

u won even be seeing my blog.. i wonder why i post so much about u..
mayb u were not even there for me since the day we were together, wat u have done is really heartless.. mayb it's the one fatal stab u give me so that i can wake up

it's the 2nd time i have a kind of feeling of hating and loving the same person in my life..

1st was zanny
now it's u..

i don even know how to proceed anymore, i'm scare that the next r.s i move into.. there might be such random nonsense happening again.. NO MOOD TO DATE ANYMORE as a simple excuse and it simply destroy the r.s..

tks, but no tks

seriously after drinking wid nick, tom and jun juz now and now i juz finish drink a few cup of chivas kosong.. i don know wat i'm blogging.. sorry everyone.. i better go back to msn now... alot of ppl giving me tis weakshit free counselling now.. i muz go back and attend to them

sal, chris, wendy, von, yang, yu zhen, tom, nick.. thank u all and i might miss some name.. sorry if i didnt list out ur name.. wat else can i say? i seriously have great friends.

thank u ppl

back to drinking and MSN.