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The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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;Saturday, May 10, 2008

TIME:5PM

I would talk about the place i hate most 1st.. RP.. i got an A for my java tis week.. i'm surprise.. i believe it's the help of the demonic RJ i have wrote that helped me earn this A.. personally, i think that this is the most inhuman RJ i have write b4 but cmon.. RP is a mental torture environment.. been kind to other ppl is sacrificing your grade.. i don feel bad for writing that RJ becoz i really feel like a one man team with no help..

after near 5 weeks of school.. there's still smth i like about going this class.. although there are really some weakshits that do nth.. alot of my current classmates still R able to do work and the best part is there's no "shooter" in my class.. peace and harmony :) i feel very secure especially when the likes of yu zhen, wen jie and andrew is in my team.. they R willing to learn and share.. tat's the best kind of teammate u can get seriously..

alright.. enough of RP.. i'm getting sick juz by mentioning this place..

i shall say how's life been back to singlehood now.. i'll be frank, i still cant get over it but i can take it.. sometimes after school I would sit in class feeling this "emptiness" in my life because in the past i would be like msging her or meeting up wid her but now.. i don know wat to do.. either i go home and slp or i stay in class till like 5 or 6 than go home..

ytd night after work.. i went home to bath, go coffeeshop packet than headed to tom hse to chill out wid my bros.. mak, nick, jun and yun was there.. they have brought a bottle of barcadi than mak also bring his half bottle of chivas.. mi and mak were still tinking we shouldnt have buy the barcadi.. sure cannot finish the chivas one.. because the one drinking were onli me, mak, nik and tom.. tom and nik R not heavy drinker.. mak and me will onli be heavy drinker if there's cigarette around but we don have.. so 4 of us were suppose to be like drink for relaxing onli.. in E end........ we drink finish all the liquor and nick created havoc at tom's house.. HAHAHA

ok.. i've really been emo because of so many thing.. i'm really thankful my bros were able to company me esp on a friday night which i really wan to chill out and drink and we seriously drink till our heart content ytd night.. after drinking the half bottle of chivas and half bottle of barcadi.. mak, me and tom was high and we were spouting nonsense, nik was sitting on the sofa bed calmly listening to us talk.. so i did something sinful.. there was no coke left.. i suggest a toast and it was the half bottle of barcadi into 4 cup and all KOSONG with NO ICE~ we toasted and nik already lying at the table slping.. and he could feel that he cannot walk le so he decide to stay overnight at tom house wid mak.. so we dragged him to one side and unfold the sofa bed for him.. but fucking hell the moment he lie down, he vomited.. mak trying to calm himself so he sat at the chair, tommy also getting high and walking around like gonna GG soon liao.. yun had to look after baby and tom, jun was stun and didnt know wat to do.. in E end i muz kio the sai for nick.. i cleaned him up and allow him to spit in my hand which was holding a very thin piece of clothes.. i wonder if he chew his food b4 swallow or juz swallow everything.. he spit out a whole piece of beef.. still haven chew tat kind de lo.. trust me it's ultra disgusting.. juz by imagining it can be disgusting, especially now i feel it in person.. all my goosebumps coming out liao !!!!! T_T

i was tipsy liao but i still had to go home because i working today 11am.. jun was sweet to msg me if i reach home liao ma.. LOL! tks jun~ i went to slp at around 2am.. and 3am to near 5am was a memorable moment for me.. i was happily hugging my toilet bowl and vomiting like free.. i vomit till i feel like my guts or something R gonna be vomit out also.. when i finally can stand up and rinse my mouth.. i saw the mirror and my eye were blood red.. come to tink of it, that was a nice effect.. mayb i force myself vomit next time than i dress myself as dracula to attend hallowean party.. LOL~

today still, i woke up at 10 having migraine + hang over from the liquor.. my head was spinning 360 but i still insist to go to work because i find it rather irresponsible to miss work juz because i'm having hang over.. so i manage to survive work wid some accident because i am not working in a 100% clear mind.. i cut my finger, burned my hand and dropped a knife in the kitchen =x


our drink last night


tat's my nephew mikel.. he had a task given by the school to create a costume using recycle material XD


sal gave me tis choc and sweet to brighten up my day :)


taken at zouk last time but we R the 4 drinker i mention as aboved.
FROM LEFT: HAVOC CREATOR Nicholas, mak, me, tommy

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