im not Christian; just agnostic.

;Friday, July 25, 2008

TIME:6pm

ok.. let mi continue wid ytd.

THURSDAY
so i headed to school and reach around 10.. lesson was java.. i didnt do much thing ytd.. i was tinking why jo tried so hard to hold onto her r/s while i practically did nothing to savage mine.. i asked myself would i be better holding onto it or proceed wid my life.. tks to jo.. i've found my answer and i've never regret moving on.. it was a better choice..

anyway after school i went home on bus.. coz sky so dark liao.. sure gonna rain.. sry kel~ LOL
while on bus jo call me so i went home than go sun plaza meet her.. it was raining super heavily lor -_-" reach sun plaza half body wet liao @_@

yea.. and i brought her chicken rice and FORCE her to eat.. keep complaning no appetite.. wth? he's enjoyin single life and here u R torturing urself.. there's alot of ppl who still love u ya know? don make them sad.. so i thought it would juz be me and her slacking at sun plaza.. than suddenly xue ling and my nai mei come sia.. WOO~ now i'm surrounded by 3 gals -_-" quite sad la.. they got some topics is keep saying guys R jerk, baddies and etc.. i cannot defend if not i tio also.. LoL~

so racheal and jo ate, than we went to KFC outside there to sit down, I NEVER SMOKE OKAY~ muhaha~ although I super wanted to take cigg from xue ling.. >.< onli racheal and xue ling smoke =p lim pek is guai kia.. woo.. than after tat i tink racheal new scandal bf came to find us, but i left shortly coz i haven eat dinner and mop floor for my mum =x

FRIDAY
ok.. i wanna be serious for awhile.. have u guys had a dream of doing smth and when u woke up it really happen? it happened to me today..

i woke up today, eye abit swollen and tears dripping down.. i rmb crying in my dream.. the dream really spoil my day.. i'm scare now.. my eye did become swollen + tears came out.. was it a vision or a dream? everything look so real in tat dream.. and worst of all, the dream was about HER.. someone who i've not contact ever since the day we put a clear cut with each other a few years ago.. i don know why i had this dream.. she's the 1st gal i've shed my tears for her.. i hope it's a dream really.. i don wan it to happen.. even my mum realise something was wrong.. i woke up at 11 and my face was totally pale + swollen eye.. like ghost sia..

i try to act like nth happen, than i was using my comp as usual keep tinking about tat dream and why did HER appear again.. suddenly got a gal voice shout "ALEX!~" OH MY FUCKING SHIET! FUCKING SCARE THE FUCKING GUTS OUT OF ME.. I THOUGHT IT'S HER~ but it was not -_-" it was joycely, parry and joyco O.o they came hunting for me from school.. lmao

joyce contact dawn for my address so i tink dawn find his scandal bf LAN PA KEONG than keong find yang than finally found my address.. damn surprise can? suddenly 3 fren popout from no where in front of my house XD so we played some cards in my very untidy study-room while introducing them to my nephew mikel~

left at 1+ coz i need company my mum to the theraphy thing.. so here i am.. home sweet home..

i'm gonna end here.. mayb going to mak hse later.. hope yang is driving =\

i really hope it's nothing more than a dream
now i realise how deep u have make this scar to my heart
there's onli pain and agony left
fcuk

-Avenger In The Making
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