;Wednesday, July 16, 2008
TIME:12.05am
CONGRATS TO MY BROTHER!
he just got promoted at his workplace.. now his position is Software specialist =) this is his 1st job he ever had in his whole life, he never work part time when he was young before.. so proud of him sia~~
last week my mum and bro went to make a bank investment and got 2 free gift which is a 4gb mp4 player (worth $299).. ytd got delivery man send to my house than the delivery man say we can go to tpy and redeem another free gift which is a portable speaker worth ($69)
so today my bro on MC than my mum suggested to go redeem the speakers.. went to tpy and redeem.. my mum always go to a "hong kong cafe" place to eat at tpy.. today 1st time go.. the food there was good but desserts need improvement.. ate till $41 juz for a lunch -_- after tat redeem le went home.. my mum lazy cook dinner.. my bro suggest go dian xiao er at cwp to eat.. my mum of coz agree lor, no need cook ma.. in E end whole family go eat at cwp.. cost $80.50.. still ok la..
it was onli at dinner time my bro told us about his promotion.. which makes me reflect/emo for quite awhile..
it's been years since i've enter a shopping complex wid my father's prescene.. he has been working hard for the past 30 - 40 years.. my memories of him R vivid.. he come home at 7, sleept at 9 and next day would be the same thing.. i've never really sit down and chat wid him.. another reason been his mindset is really traditional and he's sort of control freak.. i don rmb anything we could agree on except scolding government..
my bro was allow to stay overnight at a chalet onli when he was at JC year 2.. before tat.. if he go out wid fren.. my dad gave him curfew.. and he demand my bro's result to be in top notch at all time.. if he score 90 or lesser for A maths, E maths english, science.. he always get beating from my dad.. i don know how my brother survived all this~ i'll be frank, he onli have 2 fren for all of his life till now..
for me.. i took expressway.. because i was pure dumb.. when i'm primary 3,i failed 3 out of 4 paper(Eng, Maths, Science) during my SA 1.. PSLE onli can get into 'N' level(it's counted as a disgrace for the CHUA family criteria -_-), fail 'N' level, 1st person in CHUA family to enter ITE if not wrong, now onli can get into RP.. how i wish i had another surname..
had a chat wid my bro.. i asked isnt he lonely wid so few good frens/bro although he''s earning big bucks now(cannot say the figure =x)? he questioned me is there a need for so many fren and get urself into unwanted trouble all the time just for those 'friends'? he's trying to pass me his mindset since secondary school "keep the useful people around me, destroy the rest and also for honour and glory, friendship is nothing" i really don believe in his way of doing thing.. i cherish my brotherhood, i rather share the honour and glory, i belive doing things together would be meaninngful.. i believing shedding blood and tear with everyone.. i believe............ i believe....... all my belief prove me wrong when it's compared wid my bro.. mayb 1 day i shld take his approach.. but for now.. i'm juz wanna be me..
(MIA: tommy)
if i die tml, ONE of the few things i cant let go the most with be this bunch of brothers
-Avenger In The Making
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