im not Christian; just agnostic.

;Sunday, July 20, 2008

TIME:1am

from the batman movie, i've learnt tat actually ppl show their real expression when they know they R going to die. wouldnt it be nice if life was more fragile? so we don wear a mask showin other ppl all this fake expression.. we show our fake expression to get peace and stability, it's how this world work.. why R those ppl trying to save the earth? they should live for their main purpose, destory earth with our own hand.. we don have the power to save earth, stop wasting time. it won't work.. oil will deplete, ice at north and south pole will melt, Ozone layer will be gone, human's not gonna fly nor live in space, there's a limit to human's brain. it's the end. no more. kosong.

i'm not emo~ but constantly i like to remind myself of all this things. so i can act like human~ no, i'm human but i'm still lacking somethings to fulfill the mission of a human

anyway.. freaking long post.. get ready to read till u bang wall, curse me and block my blog.. LOL~

SATURDAY
keong set meeting time 9.30 at smb mrt.. in E end we set off at 9.40.. i'm super amaze can? 1st time a major gathering we can set off wid a 10 minute delay onli.. HAHA~ in E past it' always like 30 minute or even later than can go off =x

reach harbour front and went to vivomart to get mineral water and some fruit juices. when we reach the beach 11.30 liao =\ manage to do some sports and get tan~ but quite sad.. i cannot take off shirt at there.. no muscle onli spare tyre very pai sei.. HAHA~~ onli ppl like nik got the muscle to show off~ sadded =(.. don have chio bus also lo!!! sobs~~~ LOL! but this outing is really successful.. tks to keong ba~ for preparing sandwiches and buying of food.. didnt really wanna make him pay and do everything.. so i asked everyone to pay his overall damage to be fair =)

left at 4.30.. we all Q-ing in changing room to bath.. saw nik unpacking his things.. wooo.. sexy sia.. i saw nik taking out a sorta bright red underwear seh.. LOLOL~ i tio stun for afew minute.. HAHA.. i curious so i went to ask around.. in E end as i expected.. nik's the onli one wid red underwear.. WOOT~~

we had problem arranging dinner as usual.. i had to fulfill 2 person's criteria, mak wan air-con place, jun wan cheap.. in E end convince mak to give up his air con than we go khatib eat zhi-cha~ 9 person eat $99 quite ok la... food was good man.. especially cereal sotong.. fucking nice!

after dinner went back semb.. mi and nick didnt wan to go home so early.. so been a "jiu-gui" i suggested drinking.. so we brought a bottle of martini to tom hse.. glen went home and bring his absolut peach come also.. hang also came.. BUT~ never drink much ytd.. coz when i reach tom house.. the mood abit different.. all watching tv and no mood to chat + drink =\

SUNDAY
i thought i gonna spent the day resting at home to recharge myself for sch on monday.. keong & mak was screaming their boredom to me.. i suggested steamboat randomly and they were so steady.. so 1st thing me and keong headed to yishun meet mak and brought a mahjong table than bring it to his hse.. slack and watch tv.. around 4+ we went NTUC meet loong buy steamboat de thing.. spend $74 onli.. as usual me, keong & mak was preparing the stock and the food.. coz we R the onli ones wid culinary blood running in our veins.. surprisingly jun and loong help out a bit, know why? coz they don wan wash the dishes later.. SLACKERS.. nik came last than we start feasting =D yang and wen bo bian do wash-up under keong supervision~ tom and yun came later cause they wanna MJ~

MONDAY
today woke up no mood go sch.. chris's sick.. weather so cooling.. and i'm quite worried about MEOWsis too.. so make up my mind not to go school, go UT onli.. didnt waste my day actually.. i brought my mum to see specialist as her leg have been giving her problem for the last 7 years.. doctor was straightforward. he say no cure but can do therapy to relieve the pain.. 12 session of ultrasound treatment for $800, chance of relieve is 50% - 75%.. last how long cannot say.. mostly last for 6 month.. $800 for her 6 month of relieve.. i hope it works.. haizz

than i sms MEOWsis of cause.. i didnt expect u to take action so fast.. swift and steady.. i'll be there to remind u but u're the onli one tat can help urself.. but i'm trying to stay neutral in our conversation cause i don wan to mislead u~ and if ur final decision is the current one u R making. time will heal the wounds.. tat's wat EVERYONE told me when i broke up.. i don need those words anymore so i guess i'll forward it to u =)
and i'm so so so so so so so so so so sorry for not been able to meet u for mac session.. ticket brought already =x

i took cab to sch for UT.. took cab back to interchange wid kel and joycely.. meet up wid keong and yang at foodcourt for dinner.. than went down to B1 to find MEOWsis cause she was wid her fren jaime i tink.. glen and wen came than watched batman..

the main reason i watch was becoz i wanted to see how Heath Ledger acted.. he's really good~ even i got influence from this movie.. actually his tactic was stupid and straightforward but it manage to counter those willy strategies freak.. and he's really dead now becoz he acted too seriously for the role of joker till he cannot get back to reality.. tributes to Heath Ledger.

hell.. i need to be frank. alex chua is such a fucking dumb retarded asshole
i've fallen in love with u and it has never change
i'm always acting like a fucking dumbass tat don take action
i cant blame anyone else but ME
especially recently i've been acting like a "ice-man"
i'm afraid to get hurt
i'm still been haunt by the past, i commited so much and got a really bad result
i wanna move on
can i? will i?
i really love... Axistz..

-Avenger In The Making
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