im not Christian ; just agnostic.;




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My Beliefs

The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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;Monday, July 28, 2008

TIME:1.30AM

I'm not gonna expose too much of jia en's personal life, but after knowing more about Gal-Gal relationship concepts regarding lesbian side.. I tink people got it all wrong. so wat is lesbian about?
yes, u call someone of ur same gender which is a female ur "dear", "darling" or watever terms u can tink of, but les is pretty simple, it's juz 2 female frens who R so close that best fren cant define, yup.. they will do things tat will blow ur mind~ it's juz like how sex help us to "express our love" isnt it?
and lesbian circle is very small, for en case, actually all the falling in love wid each other things are happening around their own small group of "society".. i've got a pretty good idea wat les is now.. really~ and last point to note, lesbian isnt a life-long thing.. it's a short-term thing.

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School was nth much today.. it's already week 14, don expect the serious alex, i need to have my slacking time too.. after school on the train.. i saw a luo han fish~ long time no see liao, don expect me to say hi lor, but i took initiative and walk up front to push her head.. WOO! XUELI DA NOOB!! yea.. it's fun seeing her, i haven have so much fun disturbing someone~ TKS XUELI FOR UR THERAPHY SESSION WID ME! let me bully more ok? i feel better~~ LOL

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i've been chatting wid kel alot recently.. so much tat we might be turning gay.. the dream gal he's looking for is preferbly someone who is "perfect", but wat is perfect? perfect is generated within u, there's no 2 person in this world tat can have the view of the same "perfect-ness"

And it's all this chatting we have done, I find him very much similar to me. not on the outside(i more yandao than him) but in the little brain of ours.. he define it as "higly intellectual", but i would say it's our ability to "a quick mind that live in the future which view things from aspect normal human cant do".. intellectual actually means "an extremely rational person rather than on emotions or feelings." U R NOT KEL when it's come to emotions and feeling. so my definition fits in better for our mindset =x LALALA~~~

1 example of my extraordinary ability would be like a normal convesation, actually before i start a conversation, i've been tinking of as many possible reply this person will give me and i've already think of possible reply to give back and so on~ or looking at 1 person's method of handling a situation, i can come up wid half page of report of tat person's possible character.. it's like living in a state of "future" where u go through the scenario 1st before acting..

btw kel, "like" is a pre-stage of "love".. it takes time to develop.. "continue fighting for wat u tink is right" so kel.. we juz chat another session on MSN.. i've tell the truth to u.. rmb wat i say, acheive the result is top priority.. whether me or anyone else get hurt is another issue

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a note to all.. my MEOWsis have been promoted to RAWRsis =)
she is getting stronger and stronger each day
but if anything happen
I'm juz 1 call away, u know.

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KEL!! u know who u love de, u keep saying is like.. why u so gay!!! must wait for me open kel fanclub than u can start taking action ar.. GAY LAR U!!

No one can really think wat i'm thinking
to most ppl they call it "tian zhen"
but to me
Love is not about possessing
Love is sacrificing
Can u guys do it?

I'm not saint
I'm just trying to find the best possible solution


-Avenger In The Making
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