;Tuesday, July 15, 2008
TIME:1AM
now is RP week 12.. finally i can feel the stress from my lesson.. ytd was database.. 1st time i feel so helpless/useless in class.. totally the same feeling like year 1 when I cant solve those bloody stupid science problem but this time around I did not to skip class..
went home after school.. whole person feeling really tired, took a nap at 6.. 7.15 my mum woke me up when i'm really in a deep-sleep stage.. song song kao jurong liao, she trigger my migraine.. i ate dinner.. 7.45 went back to rest and plan to wake up at 9 to watch the tv drama.. but when i woke up is already 7.45 this morning.. and the migraine is still not gone, and it's the kind of pain I tink I would be better off dying.. totally unbearable..
I couldnt step into the class wid my usual half awake emo face + some smile.. black face all the way.. wat worse is after i saw my team.. really feel like fucking off the class.. WHY AM I ALWAYS TEAM WID HER.. lucky faci ask 2 of us to split.. than i change over to zhen's team.. today's problem is learning recording films using a camcorder.. which is bad for me.. firstly my thoughts are always leaning to something (RA)ted and impossible to be done.. secondly the migraine is really tearing me apart, i thought today would be a normal problem whereby i juz stone in class research and my teammates to film can liao.. but it needs the whole team to be involve today.. i didnt wan to give excuse, juz tahan through the day with a smile battling against my migraine..
after sch i rushed off to semb.. couldnt walk wid joycely and zhen =x didnt mean to be PSK.. XD
had to meet enie cause she going out wid her buddy xin to eat and she got a surpise to pass to me.. really damn happy to see tat surprise.. she just helped me to add one more bottle to my collection.. tks enie =D a miniture bombay sappahire(dry gin).. WOOT!
wanna apologize to MEOWsisJOJO~ my bro jio me watch red cliff on sunday liao.. couldnt company u watch sia.. so sorry =x saturday would be our gathering liao =D
been looking at my msn contact.. quite alot of nick which seems emo
MEOWsis: It's better to love someone you can't have , than to have someone you can't love.
TO MEOWsis: I tink it's becoz u have the someone already, thus u tink tat way.. it's not about u cant love him, it's about till wat extend are u willing to walk the path wid him =(
Yang bro: perhaps leaving n starting anew other places isnt such a bad idea after all
to yang bro: i've tink like u before after i broke up wid my ex-her.. but mayb after looking around u, it's not too bad staying here.. unexpected things happen~ don wry
mak: =( where is she
to mak: obviously she is in USA.. i hope u rmb ur promise to me and yang.. next year ur b'day.. tat's the deadline u set for urself.. i'm at wits end to help u, i guess the deadline will do the job to end ur pain.
anyway gonna upload some pics (wed + sat outing pic + my new bottle + my already exist collection)
wed outing de group pic
sat otuing de grp pic~ support big gulp ok? XD
ok. time to intro my classmates. WJ, KEL, PARRY.. notice wen jie face.. CMI liao
the purpose of this pic is to confirm WJ really CMI Liao.. taken wid joycely =D
joycely bf's fren and joycely bf..
geraldine, me, zhen..
my miniature bombay!! SONG BO~
and of coz it's inside my cabinet now wid the rest of my babies.. WOO
i've reach a stage whereby i don know how to express myself anymore
2nd time i'm feeling so cowardly in my life
at the end of the day
i juz wan u to be happier than ytd
1 person have signal me to give up on u
1 person ask me to go for u
another person did not stop me to go for u nor ask me to give up
i asked my mind, heart and soul
my mind say:"it's highly unlikely anything pleasant will come out"
my heart say: "she's the one"
and my soul say:"i need her"
2nd time i'm feeling so cowardly in my life
at the end of the day
i juz wan u to be happier than ytd
1 person have signal me to give up on u
1 person ask me to go for u
another person did not stop me to go for u nor ask me to give up
i asked my mind, heart and soul
my mind say:"it's highly unlikely anything pleasant will come out"
my heart say: "she's the one"
and my soul say:"i need her"
ok.. i better stop.. if not will get depression fucking soon.. lol~ muz hold a meeting wid all my internal and external organ 1st than can have conclusion.
-Avenger In The Making
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