The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:9.40PM

i was onli able to slp at this morning 4.45am~ becoz mak got himself 3 day MC and was bored till max so he asked me to eat supper together wid yang too.. so the 3 of us went to upper thomson for prata, yang was driving which makes everything simple =D the prata is quite good over there.. 3 of us ate a total of 3 kosong, 1 egg, 2 egg wid cheese, 1 mushroom wid cheese, 1 teh tarik, 1 ice milo and 1 milo dinosaur which cost us $16.10..

after makan mak didnt wan to go home, so yang drive over to S21 ( the coffeshop opposite smb shop centre) to go there la kopi.. juz 3 of us sitting down, watching the freaking lame channel 8 old old old old old shows and we trash things out till almost everything under the sun.. talking about future, friendship, love, past and ambition.. a really long chat.. finally mak willing to go home at 4.15am.. phew~

i really planned to start my PP today.. but i woke up at noon, and my bro treated me to lunch at sakae sushi.. after tat i reach home and i cant start my PP at all.. totally no mood~ or should i say.. my mood already spoiled..

the talk wid mak & yang ytd night makes me realise I'm still at the same spot.. i did not move on, i've change after my breakup, i'm not myself anyway.. especially in school, i can go silence all of a sudden.. i do not love her anyway. problem is i find myself not able to into the next relationship, i've been giving mak negative comment the whole night for his scenario, i was like him in the past been a fucking naive person.. i don know wat i'll do if the next time i find out all my commitment to a new gal have gone to the drain again like this one.. i will end my life, seriously i will..

in the end, i spend the fucking day emo-ing and couldnt proceed wid PP~ FUCK THIS SHIT LA~ I DON KNOW WAT TO DO!!!!!

-Avenger In The Making
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