The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:1.30am

school was normal.
i thought things wid joycely was clarify, but she came up wid stunts today again, I don know what I've done to give u the wrong idea, I have enough problem myself, mayb you and the rest might think i showed the i don bother face, actually i really didnt bother about it at all, because my heart have only one love, people are born to fall into temptation, but not me. we'll be best buddy for as long as i'm concern.

I've been a real bastard, jerk, filrt during secondary school. I was childish then, i don love ppl, as long as they look appealing to me and also show some positive reply when i chat wid them, I will want to make them mine~ but now, i'm a different person, i embrace the fruitful result acheive from love. I appreciate the other party's contribution. I've learn to be faithful. I've learn so much lesson. I really become old man liao.. NOOOOOO !!!!!

btw after school joycely wanted to come sembawang eat fishball noodle, parry came too.. chat till around 6 than we left

i went to meet jia en next.. she is champion liao lar~ make 1 box of tiramisu for me.. she know I have more knowledge wid main course so she prevent making that kind of food later i sure suan her~ so she smart go make pastry for me than i sure diam diam no comments.. but really farking nice.. tks so much jia en~ although u don read blog la~ =x

went home and emo awhile.. mak come and talk wid me. i gonna post the content of our chat as a prove to everyone.

Sharon to mak : i ihave told u
Sharon to mak : i only treat u as freidn
mak : :)
mak : since she rejected me now i'm done
mak : ty bro
me : yea
me : u'll find a better one
mak : coz no meaning liao
mak : i wanna concentrate on work n study soon
mak : soon business :)
mak : let natural take place /ok
me : woo
me : u say de hor
me : i gonna post on my blog
mak : ya steady
me : ok!

mak, after chatting wid u for months and months u finally self-declare it's the end. my effort didnt go to the drain, u still have us brothers wid u, that's one thing for sure. =)

I seriously don know why it's so much easier to be a passerby.. I've been able to chat wid RAWRsisJOJO, mak, parry, yang on their r/s and find the best solution for some of them, I was happy I could sorta change jo and mak mindset and path, it's not tat i gave u guys good comment, it's juz tat after analysis, the outcome is predictable..
but i cant seem to find a outcome for myself. I hope my brain was a simple device that is immune to all confuse issue..

After reading ur post for the 3 guys
rub my eye
i really pull my hair
kick the door
wanted to jump down from the 15th floor
I am so sorry my actions became a burden for u
u were not happy at all
How careless of me
other than sorry
it's just more sorry.

can someone plz kill me?

-Avenger In The Making
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