;Tuesday, September 23, 2008
TIME:1.30AM
i got phobia to go school suddenly, so i slept till 12 to give myself a break.. but still had to go to school around 3+ cause got my UT at 4.15... my brother is damn easy to influence, he know i skip sch in the morning when i woke up at 7am juz to msg chris and go back to slp~ than when i woke up he was at home~ he go fake MC -.- KNS!
driving was totally bad today.. i find myself lacking consistency~
i tink my post ytd really stir up some heat~ i check my nuffang a/c normally i onli got 39 unique visit per day.. but ytd post my visit was 70.. wow~~ where did the other 30 unique readers pop out siol~~ lol..
I've always been a person who try to think for everyone b4 i take any actions.. ytd tat post was really out of anger and w/o considering anyone's feeling.. i'm feeling better now though, tks for ppl who have been chatting wid me~ although i don have a solution to the problem yet.. i onli know tat there R stakeholders involve and i hope to find a solution that have the least casualty..
i wont gurantee the best result, because i have doubts in the very beginning which i didnt clarify. RP is apart of my life, people come and go in life but they never fail to teach us valuable lesson..
look at those "brothers" tat i address them in ITE, we don even contact now anymore even though we were once bro we fought along side each other for honour and glory~ we all know time's up and we gotta move on thus we became strangers again, nothing special..
pee buddies was another example and perhaps my biggest mistake ever, i was in RP year 1 sem 1, we were all so close wid each other, always hanging around after school and go out almost every weekend.. but wat happen during sem 2? we spilt and now we hardly see each other and i'm sure pee buddies learn their lesson which is RP's friendship R mostly short terms and don expect too much from it.. tat's why sem 2 i started smoking because i feel bad and remorseful thus i didnt make myself to go into a very united group bond thing with sem 2 ppl becoz i know next sem will divide again
and now~ it seems history is repeating itself but i've learn alot since this is happening for the 2nd time, i hope i find a solution tat benefits all.
if it has to go the pee buddies way, i wont hesitate to do so.. and if pee buddies history really repeat, i congrats u guys for learning smth valuable and i wish all of u in the future wont be a loser like me face this kind of scenario 2nd time le still cannot solve.
i tink everyone need to calm down now and think it over again, take ur time ppl, no hurry..
-Avenger In The Making
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