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The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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;Saturday, October 25, 2008

TIME:11PM

Something on my chest
I got something to say
Girl, Listen

[1st verse:]
It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say…
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed…
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault but mine…
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn…
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…

[Chorus (2x):]
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

[2nd verse:]
Should have known then, what I know now…
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me…
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to…
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me…
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
Sent you on your way
And now you’re gone…

[Chorus (2x)]

[Instrumental interlude]

Chorus (repeat till fade)
Wanna take it back to the place when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

due to mak request, decided to change blog song, but it's ang moh de emo song~ the lyrics is really so fucking meaningful dont u tink so? not alot of english song lyrics R able to capture my attention except Shayne Ward' ssong but this singer is call banky~ i've never see or heard before actually but the person who wrote the lyrics muz have some talents

i worked 11-3 today~ slack as usual, first table was around 1pm.. slacked at work though, was chatting on the phone for 38 minute outside the restaurant, auntie thought i went home w/o jia en permission~ LOL..

went to soccer at 3 straight after work.. i admit during soccer my mood wasnt good, there were several reasons to my action;
i juz wan to play serious abit (i swear)

i wanna polish my long shot cause i'm a sucker at dribbling (even got other bros stand in front of me i'll still shoot, it's ur decision to block but it's also ur own responsibility if u get whack by heavy shot, i'm juz aiming for goal, fair enough)

i was venting my anger (too much shits happening to me recently, i cant breath and i don wan to resort on drinking and ciggs)

i'm impress by tat stupid steven gerrard.. DAMN IT! there was 1 day when i spent around 1 hour looking at a 15 second replay of gerrard goal against PSV, his side foot long range shot is powerful and can curl, i always rely on my toe part to "ton-jo" and get power from there but it's always straight ball, i've try alot of methods today but i still cant get the kind of power he can unleash, I MUST TRAIN TO BE LIKE HIM!! DAMN IT~

home after tat, when i took off my shoe i was so gross of myself la.. omfg.. my left leg last toe de finger whole thing like can take out now le, if i take it out than blood will be flying everywhere.. omg =.=

of all the shits happening, i suddenly had a source of warmth in my heart, tat's why i put my life on brotherhood more than anything, i muz say my bro tommy is a super zai motivator! don wry bro, there's no blame who or what actually, just our luck, LOL~ i was lazy to go ubi, yck and BB to learn too, tat's why i agree on using the same instructor wid u =)

i admit i had some fantasy imagination on driving a lancer evo if change to my fren instructor but ur words is really like fucking gave me 2 tight slaps and giving me a SOS to wake up. yes, tat mr tan seriously suck our balls, but we've actually been doing quite well even though he suck, i should focus on passing and not thinking of changing instructor, despite everyone cursing and swearing on our instructor, it's still up to us at the end of the day.. suddenly i saw one of the 人生大道理 i wrote afew days again which is: Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.

tks bro, i've woke up from my hibernation, with this new re-discovered will power, i believe i can do it, or rather, we'll do it =)

ok, i still have PP to be worried about, i've onli done 1 page.. zzz, i shall go and do the 2nd page now~ adios ppl~

my 人生大道理 for today:

The aim of argument, or of discussion, should not be who's right or wrong, but progress.

-Avenger In The Making
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