The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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i've actually called wen jie juz now to teach me how to change so tat i can type chinese.. tks to shi ying post in chinese cause i find it more expressive =) so mayb i might be using alot of chinese in my future post =x

reach tommy hse around 10.40am this morning but the "che dai ji" plan failed because the other party was reluctant to meet up and it was late already so it's most slightly no1 will be at the warehuse but we manage to have a war of speech on the phone with the other party.. i juz hope they got the balls to meet up tml but it's hard to trust them cause they R a bunch of scammers that goes around to cheat ppl money..

slacked at tom hse after tat till 2.30 cause got driving.. damn shoik la.. reverse parking settle liao.. i realise wat's my fucking mistake during the previous lesson.. now i never hit pole le.. =D

tml PHP~ let's not talk about it.. anyway tml after school and UT, will have to rush to tom hse.. so i urge all bro who's free plz meet up too cause we need as many ppl as possible.. the scammer wont be so stupid to come ALONE, we need backup =D

alot of things happened.. esp to both of us who think alot.. i have predicted the outcomes from the start but i didnt expect it to happen so fast.. yes, i'm scare of the outcome because i care and actually i wanted to try and make an impact in ur life which i guess i've failed. I don wan to be just any 阿狗 阿猫, my onli wish was tat i hope i can be someone u will find when u R feeling upset or down and vice versa so we can help each other.. it's not about love, affection or what. It's a very simple thinking tat my brain ask me to take action. Yes, protect u by all means, perhaps tat's wat i'm feeling/thinking

i know wat actions u might take to prevent all the negative things to happen, it's really hard for me to tell u "wat about me?" because it will onli give u extra burden/stress plus another side of me are thinking, 如果你能快乐没担忧, 我牺牲并不算什麽.. yes, i hate the other side of me who's thinking this way now because it's like asking me to give up.. i feel helpless, i wanna vex it out, i wanna shout out loud and worst of all i'm forcing myself not to hold any more hopes..

i'm really at maximum already.. i don know how to continue typing~ 我恨我自己, 死了不是跟好？

if u R wondering who/wat issues i'm talking about.. it's actually randomness.. to nobody and about nothing.. i onli wan to drink now, nth else.. i'm back to my old-self, i'm feeling pathetic

thinking back now~
moving to sembawang was wrong
studying in sembawang sec was wrong
getting addicted wid RO was wrong
failing N level was wrong
entering ITE was wrong
working at country manna was wrong
knowing joycelyn was wrong
entering RP was wrong

i'm so wrong and i cant change the past.. perhaps me been here was wrong from the start.

fuck u alex chua,
fuck u yong how.

u don belong here-

-Avenger In The Making
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