The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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today super low morale, kel and carrie no come, wj weakshit 9.30 go home le. left me, pali and shi ying

lesson was 3 man team, learn a new software, manageable and quite relaxing. my gay partner JS did not come, sad-ED. tks shi ying for her PATIENCE after school, me and pali was kinda addicted to FM09 thus we play till like near 6pm, she was hoplessly sitting in my class perhaps cursing and swearing at both of us wat time than can go.. lol =x

went to meet eileen next cause my mum SLACKER, never cook dinner, went yishun 925 eat while pali and shi ying went home.. called kel to come down meet us talk cock abit and went northpoint walk walk~ actually all gonna spilt and go home le, so i call mak and wanted to drink at his hse.. went NTUC buy mixer le, than go mac buy ice cream cause EILEEN craving for it.

cannot be buy le than tell her bye right? i'm good to maria de, we went to yishun MRT corner there sit and eat and chat, around 8pm i tink.. we chat till 11pm in the end =.= sry bro! 我没重色亲友, juz tat chat till forget time.. =x

I have a sudden thought,

(1)wan someone u cannot live without?
OR
(2)wan someone whom you can live wid?

ppl who chose (1), i feel that this ppl R idealistic, unreal but if they really can find one, it will be true love for them probability of not lasting is high. (cause love got no reason.. u suffocate, u change, u tolerate for who he/she is because got LOVE)

for (2), this ppl are realistic, they know what they want but they normally lack the feeling of been loved/cherish by the other half, but they tend to stay longer in a r/s. (u don need to change, u already can accept his/her behaviour but lack intimacy)

so at the end of the day.. which would u wan?

the LOVE which is somewhat unexplainable with alot of happy memories but also painful memories
OR
the RESULT which is maintenable/logical/lasting but lack the intimacy between 2 person?

what about me? hoho~ (1) or (2)? ppl who knows me well will know wat's my answer.. it's juz my thought, of cause it wont see fitting to you if we run on different logical platform, but perhaps u all can start thinking.

u all can tell me for (1), they still can maintain de, for (2) also can add intimacy de.. i've really think damn in-depth in this topic, for about 3 years liao.. can is can but the % of it happening?

10% ba.

-Avenger In The Making
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