im not Christian; just agnostic.

;Wednesday, April 30, 2008

TIME:12AM

my bro went to HK ytd midnight! omg lo.. i tues than rmb he going hk..

i woke up today saw my bro's msg at 5am sayin he boardin plane le see mi on sat.. well well.. tis big brother of mine has really change ever since i see him start working in the society.. he really cares and treat mi like a brother now..

when he was studying.. he always very cold towards me unless we talking about game.. if i got thing don know, onli if my mum use knife threaten him than he will very buay song de teach me.. LOL~

but now.. he actually know alot about me.. he even offer to help me about my java, he once in a while will give me 100 bucks or so to let mi spend, when i'm cash tied.. he will be there for me.. mayb the society have helped him become a better person..

working life is stressful.. tis job is actually his 1st job and he's 28 yrs old.. he has never work b4 in the past.. my dad were a great forecaster.. he knew who to invest and who not to invest.. my bro had no life at all during his student life. no overnight, no chalets, no late night come home, no games during weekdays..

i'm glad my dad didnt invest in me.. if not i'll be dead now =\

tml working full.. and friday having school.. feel like drinking all of a sudden.. anyone wanna meet for a drink at friday night? plz contact me.. especially if u R feeling down.. FIND ME coz i'm down too.. we can emo together.. HAHA

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;Sunday, April 27, 2008

TIME:10.30PM

work was really fuck up today.. non stop incoming customer.. mi and chris tired till really no mood to do anything liao.. lucky i work till 9pm onli.. but today's busy biz helped me to get numb the whole day thankfully..

i always thought i've been a over-sensitive person so i do not really speak out or take actions on several occasions but tis time.. i regretted for not taking actions early and things have gone to a very sad stage.. i thought i can have a good chat wid my HER on may 13 but......................................................

she spoke out today all of a sudden.. she asked for a cool down period for us.. she is confuse and want to sort things out herself.. she say she doesn't have time and etc, and she say it's not my fault it's her...

i don know wat i should reply... i'm totally stun.. i cant believe it... i juz wanna find smth else to do so i can don think about it... because i know once smth like this happen.. the ending is quite clear.. I've been lying to myself all this time thinking we will be juz like normal but it isnt..

things have already gone to this stage.. frankly i can do nth now.. because my heart is having a really bad feeling since the day she quit manna because i thought to myself.. the day she quit manna will be the days when problem will start rising.. i was correct and not over-sensitive.. but it's too late to realize now.. wat shld i do?

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Blogged @ 9:59 PM

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TIME:1am

DISCLAIMER: I'M NOT TURNING GAY SO DON WRY!

it seems like my tagbox content now is like i'm 99% gonna be gay.. don wry sal.. chris is yours.. =x

Seriously i don know if i'll retain this semester anot.. may 7 is my PP date due submission.. i still got no idea wat to do.. and i'm simply packed.. next week i working Thursday full, sat morning shift follow by soccer and sunday work again.. simply don have the mood to do..

Cant wait for may 16.. yang and nick gonna celebrate their b'day.. currently the confirmed plan is dinner at great world city kenny rogers and than go zouk's phuture.. but there's one problem.. getting all the brothers there.. last time when we club.. we always hope all will go and keep forcing them to go and etc but they juz won't.. now it's easier, don wan to go? stay home.. numb of forcing liao.. go le also won enjoy.. so i guess on may 16 mayb around 8 pax will go onli ba..

as for may 13.. it will be a deciding day for me and my gf.. i'm too stress about all this bullshit happening between me and her.. things muz come to an end.. whether it's good or bad, life goes on.. i'm already mentally prepared for the outcome.. no matter wat..........

i love u dear~

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Blogged @ 12:30 AM

;Thursday, April 24, 2008

TIME:12.25AM

okay ppl.. if u R not very sure.. all RP 2nd year students need to do a Professional Profiling module and I juz had a meeting after class wid my mentor who is my teacher today.. he gave us plentiful of ideas and I only have 1 idea now.. to do a research regarding country manna.. but the specific scoop still not confirm yet.. mostly would be about manna's service philosophy and operation standards.

sch has been quite okay for a ITE student like me because most lessons R like refreshing the things I have learnt but grade wise quite sian.. juz a few As and rest Bs.. classmates R still okay.. got slacker and hardworking ones.. i'm so numb that i don really wan to complain much because no matter how fuck up ur team is.. u still have to present smth in the end.. at least i'm happy there's not more science and some stupid module like cognitive or maths.. those can be really torturing.. =\

life's boring.. recently i've just discover a new inner talent in me.. and tat's stoning like a loner.. i feel single.. love seem like a very unfamiliar thing to me now.. wat is love? do i really have a GF? even when i'm having hell of a migraine.. i could not tell her because she would be at work or sleeping but at least chris will throw 2 panadol at my face and ask mi to eat.. i could feel the LOVE in chris.. mayb i shld turn gay.. be careful sal.. i might spear chris randomly one day.. LOL

-Avenger In The Making
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Blogged @ 11:39 PM

;Monday, April 21, 2008

TIME:11.15PM

hi ppl.. although recently i didnt blog much, i'm still glad i'm still blogging till now and happy 1st anniversary to my blog! i started this blog around this time 1 year ago and all the 250 posts really contain all the happiest and saddest moment that had happen to me..

i tink the first 50 post starting all is RP sucks sucks and sucks.. don wry.. RP still sucks to me now.. i always frequent hardware zone forum for some update as hardware zone's eat drink man women forum R consider the most powerful one.. u know how those internet nerds name RP? WOODLAND's ITE..

but in this blog, there were happy moments too.. like my HER and me de 1st year anni, my bro tommy and yun de wedding, ALOT of fun things that happen around me when I was having outing with my sec sch bros and RP's friend or ITE buddies..

if most of u really read about my blog.. my manager kate's having her wedding soon at mid may and around november she will be giving birth so there will be a lack of management staff..

after tinking for sometime, i seriously think i have the ability to take the post of a part time supervisor and actually i've planned to propose to idea to kate around june...

but i juz receive news that wei li is coming back as part time supervisor and I'm feeling quite dishearten seriously.. but at least i'm getting back wei li as the supervisor rather than some new supervisor who might be kp and emo.. wei li is great..

perhaps i'm not fated and fit to be the supervisor, i thought that i could really help kate and en for once by putting my 28 months of experience to good use but somethings R juz not fated to be.. wasted ba.. =\

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Blogged @ 10:18 PM

;Sunday, April 13, 2008

TIME:11.40PM

i went science centre on sat wid keong, yang, hang and nick. i could not rmb when is the last time i went and since keong have free tickets.. why not? it was a fun place esp hang was around.. have some very good laugh and really helps me to forget all the stupid things.. after tat went over to entertainment centre play pool and had dinner at cafe cartel in IMM.. tat was about it..

sunday was work.. damn hilarious today.. i went to work happily and saw a "lao ah beng".. imagine a uncle wid long hair, moustache, wear a very large shirt, 3/4 pants and sport shoe.. i enter the door onli he chat wid me like i'm his friends for 30 years.. he's actually Micheal, a boss fren selling porridge at seragoon de manna.. he came here to steal our manpower coz the supervisor and staff all left the manna there becoz of him.. actual details i not sure.. than the real crazy part happen..
i was rather happy when kate was preg becoz i tink i can see her PMS free for 9 mths and work peacefully.. but today she fucking tio pre-preg depression i tink.. KNN~~ kitchen de sewage stuck again than she suddenly emo and throw temper at everyone.. i never kana much but the china guy really sad case.. i tink kate used all the pig vocabulary on him and scold him till really so sad tat i feel pathetic for him.. LOL~ it was really funny..

tml's monday again.. weekend was fast.. tml will be different coz all my bros at other polys R starting class too.. wooo.. gonna suffer together again.. YES.. i feel better now coz i'm not the onli one returning to school.. HAHA

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Blogged @ 11:14 PM

;Monday, April 7, 2008

TIME:12.20am

ok.. didnt blog for sometime.. sorry to all my viewers.. alex chua was having some down luck lately u see... so i couldnt blog till i found the mood and "feel" again..

i don know how to start blogging seriously..
Work is soso for me coz i don really bother about stuff there anymore.. i juz go to work and F off when time's up..

I spend alot of nights outside ton-ing at either nick, tom or jun hse watching soccer or slack ba..

Had soccer last saturday.. didnt wear shoe and it was raining so the ground was damn wet, almost every round we lost becoz i simply pass to opponent or i blunder, no excuses coz my soccer really suck, went home wid a bleeding leg toe =\

My mum told me my dad has quit his job, not happy wid a colleague and if i not wrong he plan to retire.. i'm actually quite stun by this news.. how will the family run when sole breader is planning to retire? mayb time to quit RP and go army than work and die.. lol

about my HER, i would say things aren't going smoothly btw us.. sometimes she doesnt appreciate me or shld i say most of the time? i don have the patience to entertain her like i'm in the wrong when i did nothing wrong.. yup.. i scolded her vulgarities one time before and i guess more will come if we continue like tis.. mayb i'm not educated enough so i use vulgarities to vent my anger out not like you using intelligence words to "suan" me.. i'm okay wid it as long as u R ok wid my vulgarities and i tink u won be even reading ur BF's blog anyway so it's rather needless to blog tis out i guess..

sch was boring too.. some asshole chose a peak period to jump mrt at CCK today.. i got delay really badly.. reach W65N at 8.40 and i sat down listening to the teacher talk and talk than when she flash the team list.. my name was not inside.. LOL~ i got into the wrong class =.=" i belong to W64N actually.. i sit in W65N for 1/2 hour lo.. knn.. reach my real class at W64N at 9.05 like tat.. the faci like woodenblock one.. keep talking chinese when there is malay and indian in class.. talk to her also like bo chap.. than 1st day of school do java liao.. during presentation she also very lmao one.. ask stupid qns and didnt seem to pay attention to our work..

class's very quiet.. normally each class i went got 1 loudspeaker one ( Sem1: Bin He, Ahmad; Sem 2: abi, kin foong) but my tis current class don have sia.. omfg.. and my team members R like afraid of me coz i got golden hair + darkeye ring ? all sort of shits happening to me now.. i don really care about the class.. i didnt even talk in meeting 1 and 2 today since tat woodenblock faci mark mi late le i onli expect like a B or C ba..

if u have read my long post.. better go wash ur face in case i pass u my bad luck.. =\

-Avenger In The Making
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Blogged @ 11:05 PM

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