The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:12.40AM

my dad really is power~ went out ytd 6.30am to work and he work all the way till today 7am than reach home =\

but today was a rather strange sunday.. mum went grandma hse, bro went to watch movie and i was online crapping wid mak and yang then my dad suddenly jio me out for lunch after he woke up.. i've already forget the last time i went out juz wid him alone.. so he drove to thomson and we had a PIG feast since both of us R FATs lover.. rofl~ had bak kut teh, pig skin, pig intestine, pig liver and some side dish.. sinful but delicious lunch =x so we chat in the lorry and he never fail to suan me~ i told him my result rise abit le, his reply was why so little, don play play la.. study properly hor -_-" nvm, expected from my dad... =\

work was lol la~ when i reach, the crowded no more liao, slack till 10.. WOO!

ok, now for my announcement.. actually i've been tinking about it for a long time, i always tink smoker will always be smoker but i wanna give it a try, i wanna change for the better.. therefore i hereby announce..


tink most of u will be laughing when u read this but i don give a damn, i wanna try~ i'm saying it because i know i can do it~

so what R some bad habits tat alex chua will never say he will quit? i'm self-declaring ok!
i will never quit the following things because i simply cant:
shake leg
drinking
my deep deep love for porn
change my horrible laughter

LOL~ tat's all i can tink now..

ok~ i tink tat's all ppl, will blog tml

random pic time:

the priceless moment when brothers gathered and toast like no tomorrow


picture taken by wei yuen and co in msia~ my bookshop sia.. woo

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TIME:

HOLY FUCKING CHEESEPIE KUKU NATHAN ~~~ i'm so glad i'm still ALIVE =.=

ytd meet up wid keong, mak, yang and nick then went plaza sing slack till 6+ then tommy came and went LJS eat and 7+ we head to clarke quay.. we went to lunar bar, didnt manage to see the live band but it was happy hour so we order a jug of beer wid free fries at $28 while tom & mak drank whisky housepour~ slack there till 9 before goin to dbl O.

so we went dbl O de BAR 1st.. drank 2 jugs of speedy bull at $18 per jug (lycee syrup + redbull + vodka) and 1 round of shot at $3 each.. seriously there is worth it, i thought so cheap sure mix a lot water de but fuck~ after this few drink i already got headache, their tequila pop is different from the one i drink outside, their one is like onli tequila no 7-up at all, half cup somemore =.=

fuck la, don care liao.. i ask the guys to go up to 2nd floor where dance floor is located.. amazing u know? the amount of chinese there is alot and the amount of gals is around the same as guy.. so unlike zouk la~ zouk is like turning into a man onli club~ cant find gal one.. but the dance floor at dbl O hard to start because their DJ don really remix song, he's like taking a ipod and play his song -.-" hard to find the beat.. so we delay quite awhile b4 we dance, so we had another round of shots cause keong say he wan the one tat can suck lemon one.. LOL~ tequila shot this time round.. okok~

so... 6 of us + another bunch of malays started at the dance floor liao, juz some light dancing cause the music really cant get us going.. but slowly, ppl start coming in and a grp of gal came beside us to start dancing but it's not croweded at all then nik go and dance at their back, in E end they go over another side and dance.. omg lor !! ZzZzZz... nvm, we cont dancing and then yup, the party finally started, dance floor 80% full le.. o, i forget to mention joanna, my RAWRsis were there wid glen and ruben too..

so i dance wid the guys and we were hunting gals for nick to dance wid but alot of rejection, mayb nick need to wear lesser next time, show his muscle.. rofl~~ we had a break and drank 2 jugs again before continuing.. i forget wat happen but RAWRsis were alone and she came to find us but after awhile she drag me to center area there and dance -_-" the 5 guys were targeting other gals i tink, and i finally know wat is tiko liao.. i stand infront of jo less than 10 second? her left, right and back was another 3 guy that wanted to grind her.. hard to protect eh.. in E end keep moving around the dance floor cause too much tiko pek.. LOL.. but after awhile she left to find glen & ruben so i continue to dance wid the guys..

the music there was good when crowd is in because not so much remix and mostly pop or r&b song so couldnt resist the temptation and started dancing to my MAX which i haven do tat wid in front of this bunch of bros~ and yea, i sorta molest my own bros.. LOL, anyway go there have fun de ma, they cant find gals i be the gay and entertain them lor, i don really wanna find gals cause my heart have ONE can liao =x LALALA~ keep dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing and drank 2 more jugs before we finally went outside.. 1st thing i do outside is take a stick from mak and go EOC liao, i swear i was crawlin on the floor ytd outside, 0% energy left, super unglam.. btw EOC stand for Emo One Corner (invented by kel).. tom and nik wanted to stay while more so mak, mi, yang and keong took cab home.. didnt really talk in the cab cause i shout till sore throat during dancing plus can feel migraine, ear block and my leg was feeling jaded.. went home bath and KO liao..

but now.. erm.. my ear still block, cannot hear properly =\
but seriously, dbl O is the place now for us to club, i'm sure my bros cannot disagree wid me right? that place rox, i juz hope it doesnt become another zouk.. tks tommy for suggesting tat place =D

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TIME:21:49

finally can BLOG!

yesterday
ytd was a long day~ suppose to be 8 of us meeting up but andrew leg allergy outburst, hope he get well soon =( so the 7 of us meet up instead. me, kel and wj were 1st to reach town lor but joycely msg and say all the rest will late and PARRY juz wake up.. so 3 guys can do wat? gay around lor.. zzz

finally 7 of us meet up in cine liao than joycely phone rang and say she need go work cause not enough ppl -.-" so we told her nvm, go work and join us for dinner lor. she went work at 4 lor. left 4 guys 2 gals.. MUHAHAH~ wat can we do next? /gg~ ok, juz joking. don tink so much~ the 2 gals decided to go SHOPPING, i is don mind but the other 3 guys don look like they can shop~ so i suggest balcony lor~ happy hour sia.. mi and parry had beer, kel and wj had gin coke~ 22.40 nia.. XD

slack till 5 like tat than headed to pon tian eat wanton mee and erm.. meet wid the 2 gals again and walk around cine~ than.. i kinda forget le but if not wrong is around 7 liao joycely call us say ready to meet so we went novena for dinner.. ZHEN FA !!! become $18.90 le but the variety can say improve le

here's my review for the new ZHEN FA:
the seating arrangment is very congested and it was sorta difficult to move around, but now we won't get ourself oily cause they cook for us and they have 2 kind of preferred method for us, teppanyaki style or grill, soup based will be our own. 1 thing tat makes mi kinda sad was my favourite char siew pork no more le BUT the sotong now is alot more than last time in terms of quantity && my favourite also got liao.. PIG LIVER~~ WA FUCKING SHOIK~~ lol.. ok~ seriously $18.90 is worth it but i would recommend u to sit outside.
overall: 6/10

after zhen fa actually planning to sing K till 3am de but.. some family issue occur so i had to come home early instead.. but kai bu liao kou to let joycely know cause scare she sadded or angry but bo bian~ family issue stand above all matters liao.. had to tell her, i try to stay till last train so they wanted to go balcony drink again so we go lor.. but the waiter there is those typical xia lan kia i see everywhere.. in E end mood quite sian coz kel & zhen cant drink cause they still young~

anyway rushed last train back home wid kel and wj then parry, zhen and joycely went K~.

today
1st thing in the morning when i woke up, phone drop on the floor~ suay -.-" anyway went to meet En around 10+ and went to cut hair.. sob.. now my hair looks fugging black already~ SHIET!! after tat company her go queenstown de MDIS take her diploma and headed to anchorpoint for lunch at secret recipe. she had the all time favourite lamb stew and i had cordon bleu chicken

my review on secret recipe:
since it's 2 "okok" de gourmet sitting in the same table trying their dish, we don juz eat, we prefer to try each area carefully to know how it's cook but their signiture lamb stew was abit overated i guess.. i don tink i wanna elaborate here since most of u won't understand so i would say the lamb stew still need some improvement. the corden bleu chicken would be a good dish if they change 1 thing. the chicken~ cause all i chew in my mouth was freezer taste, bad chicken choice made by the management.
overall: 5/10

anyway after lunch went ikea and there's quite a big change there.. not bad~ home after ikea

post some random picture taken by my lousy handphone camera:

noon view de balcony @ lvl 2 wid wj head EXTRA


parry hilton

ytd dinner halfway i was quite emo, cause all those happy moments juz let me rmb how united pee buddies was in the past too but as time passby, things have change, will the 8 of us suffer this fate too?
became even more emo after joycely drag me out to talk during dinner.. haiz

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TIME:12.10AM

ok~ routine is the same as ytd. Drive + Work.

reach home le, Shi Ying MSN me "not same class wid you" holy~~ muz be timetable and GPA out le.. very fucking sian now, i did not score wat i wanted.. my target was 2 A and 2 B+ but fuck! come out 4 B+ onli.. why muz like tat???? ARGHHH.. so my current cumulative GPA: 3.39~ NOT GOOD ENOUGH !!!

ok~ regarding class.. i'm wid PARRY again! hahaha~ and one of shi ying fren same class wid me too.. and i saw some pai kia in my classlist too.. tis is bad =\

finally monday and tuesday is over~ i'm wishing for some very exciting activities over the next few days :D

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TIME:1am

today was a very hard day for mi all because of driving..

nth serious la~ juz almost hit someone down, almost hit another car, spd through a red light~ ya.. like tat onli lor.. cause today 1st time officially out on the road.. don feel like elaborating more but yup.. sometimes i juz wonder why i pay $39 for 90 minute and hear a uncle in the car scolding vulgaurities..

after lesson very tired.. cause the whole 90 minute i'm channeling my energy to my leg and paying extra attention.. but 6 still got work.. work was normal lor.. no comments

now i'm home.. wanna play FM wid mak and nik but cant.. i really starting to hate starhub, if onli they give dedicated bandwidth or smth.. it would be much better..

o man~ another sis of mine is having difficult time now.. well.. i juz hope some of my not very nice words were able to help u in some way eh? u know my advice already~ dump those 2 and move on~ && i'm sorry i cant meet u this week cause i'm fully pack ya know? sry mei =x

wanna know who's the sis i'm talking about?


from a very noobish gal next door wid braces


till now~ such heavy feminine aura and chio liao, even bro cant take his eye off u~ LOL! jk =x

but really.. although a 360 degree change on the outside, inside is still the same old hui shan i know =)

i'm pretty sure the content u wrote in my 19th present is still going strong~ except the smoking part -.-" i'll try =x



TADAH~~~

ok.. time to slp. will blog again

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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

TIME:2am

life is boring recently~ work 12-4, 6-10 today~ 4-6 i spend it at tommy hse cause the guys were there gathering trying the warhammer beta and stuff.. after work i went home bath le went tommy hse again.. lol~ it's really fun actually because i get to see the very cute mikael.. especially when tommy was carrying him than tommy laugh like a nerd and mikael followed him =.= super funny man~ XD

so after 1 week of no life~ wat's for this coming week?

monday - 3-4.30 got driving, 6-10 work
tuesday - 6-10 work
wed - outing wid W64N
thursday - cut hair wid En and go bugis buy comp for her
friday - trying to slot a driving in noon and than night time go drink at dbl O
sat - hibernatation
sunday - 6-10 work

looking forward to wed, thursday and friday.. some decent activities.. =D other than tat.. NO LIFE!

in E past, my mind is tat i work and work thinking tat work was more important because i can earn money, another issue is get a gf and spend time wid her talking about love, dating, giving her surprises but now........

1) i'm not into work anymore seriously
2) for r/s, i will not be like a despo in the past always tinking of getting one.. i'm looking for a love tat is developed by time and both party give positive attitude regarding it..

what if 1 day everything juz pause
will we become strangers over time?
OR
will we appreciate each other more because of the time we have forsaken?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

hmm, how true will this quotation be? i really wonder

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TIME:11.15PM

1 of the most boring saturday EVER~ i cant really elaborate my day~ i juz keep playing FM during noon wid nik and mak than night time play wid mak onli~ tat's it.. btw FM is a very time consuming games especially for non-cheaters like us not like some others~ like kel OR parry *COUGH* oops~ i tink i say smth extra~ LOL

so i blog hop around and i juz found out tat even when u use firefox and IE to view my blog.. it's different result~ yuzhen, RAWRsis are some examples too~ i tink it's the javascript problem~ juz a slight discovery found la~ coz i really nth to blog liao.. LoL~

3 more quotes to share~ R u ready? =)

Man is a history making creature who can neither repeat his past nor leave it behind

I've been a selfish being all my life, in practice though not in principle

Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance

isnt it true~ think about it ~

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TIME:12.30AM

i finally went onto the road~ onli 1 error on the road.. still not bad la =x

after lesson went to mak hse to chill~ keong, nik, yang, glen, loong came also then we had our dinner at the very famous botak jones~ their food is good but compared to wow wow west (another very famous coffeeshop type western food stall) still lose abit.

after dinner went back to mak hse coz it's WAR time~ Football Manager ONLINE while the rest watch TV.. i forget the show name but tat show on TV juz now really excites me.. my favourite actor 郑伊健 de show.. OMG OMG OMG~~ i'll never forget all 6 part of the show gu huo zai (a.k.a young and dangerous).. SUPER yandao.. MY GOD~ *drool*

ok~ so i'm home right now..

feeling very empty and moody now~ no reason why.. pure mood swing

Seriously, I have often thought upon death and I find it the least of all evil because I'm utterly disgusted by how "WE", the human work.

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TIME:12.40AM

today was quite a bad day for me cause i was killing brain cells emoing, tinking, pondering but everything's fine now. i would not go into detail on what i've done today overall but i'm really happy you're alright, tat's the best thing.

so~ let me share some other things wid u peeps today.. i've been reading a book call quotation and i like tat book quite alot cause some quotation is really stated very logically and powerful.. i'll share some wid u guys =)

it's easier to fight for one's principles than to live up to them

we are always doing something posterity but i would fain see posterity do something for us

even god cannot change the past

love is blind, friendship closes its eye

experience is a good teacher but she sends in terrific bills

love is real enough, you will find it somday but it has one arch enemy, and that is life

i still have alot but i'll share it another time~ i hope by reading this quotations, u guys don juz read but know the meaning behind it, becoz i've learnt something from some quotations.. i'm really glad i came upon this book =D

for those who don know wat posterity is~ it means for future generation~

ok~ will blog again~

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TIME:12.10am

huat la~ meet tommy at semb around 10 am then head to yishun change bus 854 to ubi.. both of us 1st time there.. and as expected we overshot where we R suppose to alight.. in E end we were at eunos.. change to opposite and take bus backwards =.=

reach the ubi driving center le went to register a/c onli.. never book date, cause instrutor call us book at home can choose another date + timing we want.. mi and tom had lunch there too.. the pig liver is really great =x

suddenly tom ask wan to go to those honda, toyota showroom which sell cars one.. so we went there..

1st stop was a honda shop, even though mi and tom dress until very informally.. there was this sales executive call lydia who greet us wid a big smile and make the effort to intro us cars and show us catalogue and price list.. fantastic man.. she even brought us to the most expensive car then tommy asked a causual question like got the ipod stand anot, she was not very sure so she climb into the car to check it out for us.. stunner lor =.= when she getting out she had to bend ma.. than tommy told mi she wearing G-string... most lmao thing of the day.. HAHAHAHA

2nd shop we went was toyota, service was colder.. onli throw us price list and some brochues than tat lady go chit chat liao -.-

3rd shop lagi worst.. nissan.. a nigga serve us.. attitude is ZERO.. tom asked him for a sport car and a normal car de detail.. he came back and say sport car one don have.. fucking obvious is look down.. PUI~

after tat instructor send us to yishun, i went northpoint coz tommy wanted to check out on some CDs but stun lor.. half of northpoint close for renovation.. headed back to semb also cant find the song than went home le~

now playing football manager online wid nik and mak~ very lag...

btw i've already book my test date online le juz now.. 10th of december~ i rmb got some event i wanna blog out but... the FM game makes me forget wat i wan type liao.. shit.. will post tml if i rmb ok? sry ppl

i'm making a wild guess here.. smb sec de von~ u R viewing my blog right? why don tag me! =(

i really wish to spend time wid u everyday.. but how? =((((

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TIME:12.22am

i woke up at 8 becoz i wanted to msg jojo a gd luck msg for her exam today but i fell asleep w/o msging her -_-" than 11 woke up le i went to NTUC to buy barley and strepsils than msg jo at tat time but her exam over le and on the way home.. so she meet me~ ytd she scold fuck u online~ today lagi worst.. "fuck me" in person -_-" but she really super suay.. why? coz both her MSN and BLOGGER got hack~~ song song kao jurong liao~ LALALAs

anyway head home and started my very 1st ever attempt to brew barley drink~ my mum still ask i fever isit -.- cause normally she will cook liang teh/barley for the whole family~ i told her not for her de, she give mi swt face 1st than ji tao sadded and emo 1 corner.. LOL~my mum sometimes really very cute.. nth to say~ anyway the barley really stun me~ half packet onli can brew 1 whole pot.. in E end my family got a share too -.-

anyway after brewing need to leave it to cool~ than my mum got theraphy session at wdls.. i follow her go.. we went foodcourt and i ate a dessert call strawberry aloe vera.. shit lor.. after eating when i walk around alot of ppl looking at me~ my mum was laughin and i ask her wtf so funny.. she say my lips ma chiam got put on lipstick.. WTFFFFFFFFF~~ got toilet rinse still cannot sia, got abit stain.. SOB! i went home 1st cause i was running late

so i went home pack the barley and strepsils then went off to orchard to find HER who's working very hard but having sore throat, flu, cough at the same time =x anyway i'm sorry i lied to HER regarding 2 issue.. haha~ b4 i go find HER, i went to basement and visit andrew who's working and i was walking around tryin to see which shop can steal straw, those bubbletea kind one cause my barley drink at the bottom got grains~ in E end i took 1 from jollibean! the auntie facing the other side so i faster take and zhao~ tink i can be ninja liao.. MUHAHAHA~~

yes, finally i went to find HER to pass her the things and juz nice her break time so we went down find andrew than after tat i had to rush off le cause working at 6 and she went taka to get bread i tink

work was boring, very few ppl and i was early dismiss at 9.30~

i've been asking myself what i truly wan.
i tink i found my answer
and it is for you to be happy, secured and feel loved
hope u get well soon

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TIME:11.50pm

today 1st day of my "official holiday" was expecting myself to wake up like 12pm? but 8am my mum woke mi up le.. NOOOOO~~~ because my bro feeling giddy and sick, company him to the doctor =\

reach home le~ cont slping. than RAWRsis called and asked if I'm available for lunch? so i joined her at the smb mrt de koptiam whereby after tat go mac eat mcflurry~ her treat seh.. tks =x

so i went driving, i told the instructor i wan take his IC and go yck book test date le.. HE TOLD ME I CANT FUCKING BOOK AT YIO CHU KANG... fuck liao lor.. diao liao this time.. than i ask him where he say UBI~ wa.... i feel like getting out of the car and say i don wan learn liao~~ this is bad.. 1stly i got geographical location disadvantage cause i learn at yishun cant get familiarize wid the route there, 2nd ubi is far for me to take transport there, 3rd he will onli conduct his lesson at north, no way i can go ubi learn before hand.. jia lat liao =.=
and it's already lesson 3, i guess i'm not suit to drive.. still cant drive properly.. really feel like giving up... =.=

anyway life muz go on~ will try my best de.. o ya, i finally get myself to start my PP rework and i done it quite fast so i send it to NIGGA3 to check for me but NIGGA3 offline suddenly.. so not the steady one.. NIGGA3 !!!!

tonight i had alot of entertaining chatroom happening in MSN~

shi ying: she came to whine at me on her problem~ so shi ying, 1 qns for u.. CONFIRM friday PINIC HOR? LOLOLOL!!!! okok, don wry ppl, alex chua don go to pinic -.- just tryin to irritated her =p

kel: basically we lame everyday =x

xueli: as usual she kanna suan by me till she very happy~ but i did story telling to her today~ rare ok XD

mak: most dissappointed jiu shi ni liao.. go talk to her for wat.. sob~ MOVE ON la~~~

jojo: wa.. she is stunner of the year can? i show her a blowjob emotion on msn, she tell mi look like wire-pulling.. LOLOL~ i laugh till my bro ask me stfu.. HAHAHAHA~ and she keep scolding me fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, fuck u lor -.- mayb tat makes u feel better from those stressful thing.. u can overcome it de sis~ don wry, u don get the chance to scold mi everyday ok~ today see u small let u scold, tml i'll be back for revenge XD

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TIME:12.40AM

OMG~ i'm so used to the chalet that I cant concentrate back on my daily life! i certainly miss this chalet =(

anyway woke up at 11am and headed to cinema at 12 to watch 12 lian hua wid my mum and bro~ i do listen to those hokkien song ya know? influence since young~ but compare 881 and money not enough wid 12 lian hua~ 12 lian hua really not as good as those 2.. don seem to have any climax and i almost fall asleep =x

anyway work at 5pm and was late, how retarded can i be? 1st i walk out from hse and reach 1st floor but suddenly i rmb von's theory book R at home so i went up and take~ than i came down again.. now this time worst.. already walk 2 block away liao.. RAIN! WAAAAA.. KNN~~ LL GO HOME 2nd time take umbrELLA, ELLA, ELLA, ELLA~~~~ =.=

anyway this post mainly is to let u peeps know my schedule~ so those free slot u ppl can BOOK me =D

monday: onli not free from 3.30 - 5 (driving lesson)
tuesday: 6-10 pm not free (work)
wed: free (but trying to book a driving lesson predicted to be 3.30 - 5pm)
thursday 6-10pm not free (work)
friday: free
sat: free
sunday: whole day not free (work)

no life eh? wan to work at new place but manna somehow spoiled me~ i feel lazy going far far to work~ how how??

btw i had steamboat wid my family at home ytd, halfway while eating.. i told my mum i wanna sell backside since lazy find job got good pay somemore than guess wat? she scold the hell out of me~ LMAO~~~

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TIME:6.20PM

yes, lucky mak got jio me for supper ytd cause my net now very sot.. every night around 12am the net will tio cut, ytd was the same.. i went to meet them wid my zombie eye =.= and headed to S21 kopitiam~ me and mak drank carslberg while the rest had their tea/cof and onli ate satay but the chit-chat session was lame as usual wid nik around.. i gotta thank yang so much for been the driver and drive us around for suppers and etc.. thanks bro!

reach home at near 3am than knock out liao =\

today.. i was juz sleeping to regain my energy but becoming more tired as i sleep lor.. shit =.=

back to the pics ok? =)


this above man is not a student, but a faci -_-"


gay partners for the 1st night: wj and andrew =)


I swear we never put firecracker, just a cat and she give u this kind of reaction -.-


YES YES YES!!! I CAUGHT MY FACI UNGLAM MOMENT!!! WOOO!!


drunk? nah~


she's not helping me ya know? she's STEALING food =x


MJ on bed.. not easy ok~ btw if ur imagination good enough, isnt parry (blue short gay) trying to poke the kel(black shirt gay) ass? =x the pillow is there to censor, i wonder who sleep tat pillow tat night =.= EWWWWWWW


don ask me why got hotdog there... *silent* ~~


shit lor, wj is winning in the gayness marathon~ 2nd day gay partner caught in action!!


CANNOT LOSE TO WJ~ ANDREW NIPPLES BELONG TO ME AND KEL~~


GROUP PHOTO!


GAYNESS~~~


all the gays~ how to guard my precious nipple when 8 hands are trying to squeeze it !@#$%^&*!^&*!@#$^&*

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TIME:11.50PM

I'm back after 3 days of chalet~ so i tink it's gonna be a long post + some picture, R u ready? =x

1st day~
meet up wid Andrew and Kel than headed down to downtown east. zhen, joycely and parry reached b4 us but we not counted late ok~ cause u can onli sign in after 2.30~ i reach around tat time.. LoL~ serioulsy nth good came out from kel mouth.. my block and room no is D1420~ than he told me it actually means.. DIE, YI SHI LIANG MIN.. nb -_-" anw unpack le than trying to make ourselves comfortable.

Evening time joycely and zhen went off to bedok and collect bird day cake for joyco. then the rest were gays~ i mean guys tat continue chatting till 7 like tat than go set fire. I was confident that i cant set the fire well but don know why 1st try onli the fire damn good and powerful but know wat? we don have the FOOD TONGS~~ fucking lmao.. so we have to wait for the 2 gals to be back first~ our database faci came around 7 follow by chris.. than the last last last ones are joyco and wen jie~

so it's SHOWTIME ! we stun joyco wid a cake and sang her a song but she no drop tears! DAMN, HAHA~ chris left lst cause he have to catch the last train. so we crap around le and started drinking the martell we brought.. 750ml is nth.. very fast finish le.

next is the 1st highlight of the 3 days and also my 1st attempt, do wat? visit those famous haunted place, red house.. my 1st time somemore during lunar 7.. =.=".. when we reach there we were still crapping outside laughing here and there and zhen was so enthu about there sia, i shld have record what we say, 101% like a tour guide =D LoL~~ so i suggest keeping quiet for 1 minute to see whether we can observe anything anot and obviously we onli stand at the gate, damn scary lor, it was after midnight le...

and erm, it's up to u to believe but other than faci, all of us heard children crying, yes it's true.. faci don believe than we keep quiet again, but this time is another creepy sound that came from the left side AND we conclude shld be resident make one.. but the 1st one is really from deep inside and not possible made by children at that kind of hours. scary >.<"

we went back chalet le play MJ on the bed.. yup.. ON THE BED~ LOL! and it was during tat time we gave joyco surprise again~ a very very expensive nike watch~ hope u like it joyco~~ than almost all were forced to take a bath by joycely -_-" so i bath at 4am i tink? and song bo~ bingo. migraine lai liao but promise them don wan slp so force myself go walk walk but when i came back around 7am i juz stone in my bed, cant fall into slp so juz close eye pretending asleep and ignore everyone till i feel better.

2nd day/Night + 3rd day~
everyone except joycely were sleeping till like 1pm. went out quite late and manage to sell away our complimentary WWW tickets and we decided to watch movie at the new complex, "love guru" a very funny show sia~ but the cineplex there is really small u know? it's juz like a combination of 6 downtown east chalet room.. and the seats were exactly the one i sit in malaysia, very comfortable kind de.

so we had another BBQ to settle the not yet finish food.. and Andrew had to go off cause today he's working. so we were really bored and thus we play truth or dare w/o the dare.. actually in simpler words it's juz about sharing our stories in the past lor, which i tink was the best part of the whole chalet because i know more about each other especially joyce~ her story simply stun me lor~ kao eh.. si bei happening.. LoL~

anw mi, zhen and joyce were saying don wan slp~ in E end all fall asleep.. LOL~ slept at 7am~ when i woke up 10+ liao but i don feel the sense of urgency, seems like no one care tat our booking out time is 10.30 -.-" in the end the frontdesk still call and ask us to go.. finally 11.30 everyone drag their ass out~

i didnt have the chance to slp! after bookout went to grab a bite than go wdls meet my mum to company her see doctor, reach home le need to mop floor for her and now i'm waiting for mak call because i don know he wan drink or supper.. tired till max liao =x

i'm sure 8 of us enjoy the past 3 day, i don know what will happen to this circle of friendship in the future~ i'm not very positive about it but let nature take course ba. but this few day while chatting, i know more about my strengths~ thank everyone for been frank wid each other.

i wanna thank joycely for the effort she put in
i wanna thank andrew for helping me running some errands during the chalet
i wanna thank zhen cause her seriousness make the guys wake up and willing to help out more and she helped me to BBQ the food not like the rest
i wanna thank joyce for bringing MJ
i wanna thank kel for sharing blanket wid me
and last but not least
i wanna thank wj, parry for playing backside wid me. delicious~ *SLURP* some pics from chalet:


SORRY PPL~ I'M RUSHING OUT TO MEET MAK NOW. TML THAN UPLOAD PIC.. NOW GOT 1 ONLY

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TIME:11PM

before i start posting, let mi intro u this blog i found, very entertaing and juicy

http://anti-wenjieclub.blogspot.com/

ok.. finally.. year 2 sem 1 has come to an end~ i went to school today cause i cant skip anymore, and it is this last day, i finally got the team-mate i always wanted, ANDREW! but today i was simply off-form, my onli job is do a PPT~ and Andrew really let mi know wat is call a sense of security~

class is nth much la~ juz tat today was gayness! 5 guys walking off together~ LOL.. wei xiang, parry, wen jie, me and andrew all go home together.. XD

tml is chalet le, i'll be away for 3 days, seriously grow up till now.. i never pay so much for a chalet, i guess tat's the disadvantage when very few ppl go to chalet.. so rmb next time any of u got chalet.. must call ur ah gong, ah ma, uncle, auntie ok !!! =\ i'm really pulling every cent out as if i'm pulling my hair now.. TIGHT~~

i hope NIGGA can go BBQ~ so BUNDUNG WILL GO TOO~ that means 2 more ppl for the last gathering BUT STUPID NIGGA DON WAN COME~ =.=

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TIME:11.20PM

didnt go class today, woke up at 10~ ate breakfast, online and chatted wid joyco for awhile than found out tat kel, zhen, joycely and parry didnt go school too~ WOO! but really too tired, 11.30 like tat offline and run to sleep again~ till 1 plus than wake up =.=

was suppose to company my mum to do some shopping last minute she slacker don wan go~ so i was wtf~ so sian~ shit! but then juz nice RAWRsis msn me =D she ask me to meet her go study~ obviously i got nothing to study, when did a RP male student ever study? but i went in E end to talk cock sing song play mahjong~ i tink she also study nth much in E end -.- but she sure learn alot of NEW thing after chatting wid me~ regarding wat? it's a secret =x but fun la~~ muhaha

so today, i had lesson 2 of my driving~ went to gear 2 liao! and he today finally take the L plate out and put~ juz did some turning and turning and turning and learning to assume the car length so i can stop better~

tat's all ba~ tml have to go to school.. shit lor~ no mood... how?!?!

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TIME:1pm

after the post ytd I went over to nikorasu hse to chill wid keong and mak.. played PS3, MJ than we decided to go 500+ there de coffeeshop eat the BBQ sotong store.. we order BBQ sotong, hotplate tofu, vege, prawn paste chicken~ wanna know the rating? -1/5.. vege not wash properly, sotong is cook wid lady finger thus making the sotong very slimy~ prawn paste chicken got NO sign of prawn paste, hotplate tofu is the best taste one but compare to outside one? it's nothing =\ 1 of the worst store i've ever tried seriously... oh~ we had 30 satay too luckily~ at least the satay help make us full~~~

after dinner went to buy bubbletea and headed back to nik hse where we start chatting~ nik is damn funny la.. he talks like he's a professional love guru when he's actually a "himbo" =.= shld not elaborate if not everyone will tune in to my blog for more of his stunts~ LOL!

ok~ have to work at 6 later today.. leg very itch, alot of weeks no play soccer le =\

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TIME:12.40PM

before i start anything.

I wanna express my condolences to my bro Chen Yang's family, the funeral is at Malaysia so we won't be able to attend it, sorry bro.

ok. went serangoon wid jia en ytd night to makan zi cha~ ate Assam fish head, sambal kang kong, thai hot and spicy chicken. than after dinner went over to mak house.

Tom, Nik, Yang and Me was there and we started playing MJ when suddenly Yang receive the call that his grandpa have pass away and he started crying, we continue playing cause we didnt want to make the room in silent if not he keep thinking and don know why i suddenly win 1 round wid "xiao san yuan". FIRST time sia.. WOOT! but not in the mood to celebrate =\

yea~ so we finish playing le went outside to chat, eat seaweed chicken and drink the not yet finish absolut vodka apeach.. btw there's a reason why i collect miniture liqour especially absolut vodka~ wanna know why? cause absolut vodka is the worst tasting liqour ever, trust me man! and i tink the bros need new challenge already, as we chat i found tat a lot of us already sick of quite alot of liqour.. absolut, chivas, burbon, jim bean is all in hated-list liao =x

btw my bro went to discovery bar ytd night.. sad to say, i tink lora and som they al left le~ SIANED.. i asked my bro got see any ang moh zhar bo anot he say NOOOO.. RAWRRRRRR

btw to the rest of the bro who might view my blog, 29 august got night outing at double O~ plan now is open 2 bottle of hennesey, $280~ if can go tell mak k? got Me, Mak, Yang, Tom, Nik and mayb Yun liao.. RAWRsis u wanna go? XD


888 during 2007, i firmly believe this brotherhood will continue and become stronger

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TIME:12PM

i can onli online MSN and login my blogger now.. all other website juz doesnt respone.. -_-

later i have 2 program on.. 1st dinner wid jiaen, 2nd meet mak and yang to drink.. and i'm not going to school.. =)

ppl who really know my past keep asking me not to hate ppl, because i tell them this " once a lover, there's no way we'll be friends after we break up, i will take the initiative to hate them" u can say i'm weak or finding excuses but by hating them, it helps me to move on faster. i didnt wan to list example but i still have to and tat would be RAWRsis, have u tink tat by hating him, u will move on real fast? i know u still love him deeply but if u have the mental will to hate him, he's no one to u in no time. BAD INFLUENCE HERE OK! DON LEARN =x

i've seen kel reflecting since the semester is coming to an end.. guess it's my turn to reflect on all the true friends i've made in W64N.. and i have more than 6 person to write actually =x

Wen Jie - i'm sort of connected wid him, cause he is suling de ex classmate but wen jie is one of the few i enjoy working wid in class cause he will do work and contribute. he like to put plane alot in the area of free time but still, he do give us SOME of his time, tks dude

joyco - starting not close at all de, but suddenly keep suan me is kungfu panda~ this gal is thick skin X100 trust me.. got comedian de nature also~ buay pai.. HAHA. she also like to plane ppl =( but can see her really making effort to spilt her time well..

joycely - one of the 1st two fren i've made in this class cause last time i no time meet chris for makan so follow her.. she is...... explosive~ very outgoing and never fail to do stunt but can see she's one of the MOST hardworking person to keep this friendship of seven. tks da jie, wish u and ur bf long long nine nine..

parry - this guy also connected wid me through chris.. i realise it during week 13? rofl~ he got temporary emo mood one.. but he very yandao, quite sad tat i got him as my classmate, coz the rest of the guys look like shit.. LOL! jkjk parry~ we love u! but i got 1 question to u~
will parry hilton go back to hannah montena? if it really happen, hollywood sure can earn big bucks soon =D

KELvin TAN KAI QUAN - this one bo bian muz write full name coz his skin is thick like.... elephant.. yes, he is a gay who have almost similar thinking wid me.. if i muz write about him, blogger server will explode so i cut things short.. I have many brothers in my life who have come and go, u will be one in my heart forever =)

andrew - the biggest regret wid u i ever had is i never have the chance to team wid u for the past 16 weeks.. got 1 faci RJ comment mentioned 2 tiger cannot hide in 1 mountain.. so i guess tat's why we cant group wid each other.. but i gonna say, u R the best in this class, i'm juz a weakling la~ sometimes i wish u can speak chinese, than we surely can hit off very very well, not becoz i'm racist dude, i juz suck at language command when it comes to speaking english, but tks for teaching me the mymmar vulgarities, now i can go scold ppl!! =D

rosebel - MEI GUI LING AR MEI GUI LING~~~ i didnt wan to say de lor but blog is for us to express feeling so i cannot hide, do u know there's this very pleasant scent around u forever -_-" sometimes i really imagine if got bee hive in class, if all the bee run out sure go sting u one, coz the scent is so sweet tat kind.. u bath in sugar syrup?!?! bandung is put condense milk one u know =\ OOPS~ later ur bf come whack me XD BUT BUT~ u R someone i find comfortable talking to lor. tks mei gui ling

ShiYing - actually from the start, this gal is juz a random popout................ stun eh? not my class one i still write ur name.. i already treat u like a W64N know why? coz all the PPT u share wid me was PRICELESS~ rofl! somemore ur cousin rosebel also share 6P wid u i tink.. sometimes i see my slide and her slide is like the same, not from 6P but from your's -_-" anyway u know u and ur cousin got 1 similar point? both of u is good to chat wid.. tks =)

kayathree - nigga~ yea u! don look around.. it's u! i wanted to write u as last one to discriminate u but someone more important have to be last so u be last 2nd ok? u R a great contributor who never doubt me when leading the team while doing problems, and u save half of my ass by showing mi us PP so i know how to do.. but i cant stop making fun of YOU!! HAHAHA.. and seriously u R so LoL, jump off the chair when i bang the glass.. LOLOLOL~~

yes, the most important one is always the last, i wanted to slot u at the top wid the other 5 but i cant lie to my feelings so here u R, the last one i'm so not gonna forget in W64N and it's YOU.

yu zhen, if i still don say anything at this point of time, i'll really be sorry to myself.. let mi start from the very start
u are the other 1 of the 1st two person i know in class cause we went to break together. I still wonder why i went break wid juz 2 gal during the start of the sem -_-" but it was fun la, we chatted and alot of lmao thing happen and it helps mi alot especially when mi and my ex broke up le because u and joycely became a pillar of strength for me to come school cause i don tink so much when hanging around wid u gals rather than emo-ing alone.

other than andrew, u are the other one who i desire the most for my dream team. Hardworking, focus, participative was what i saw from u or shld i say all those point starts to attract me about ur existence, actually i wanted to get ur MSN but didnt have the courage to ask.. LMAO~ than i rmb it was database module and i had to send u something so i finally added u.
so we started chatting and i know ABIT more about u although u still have tons of things that u lockup to urself.. i really wish i can share ur sorrows wid u and that was the point when i ask myself, why am i having this feeling for u? i took sometime to ask myself and i realise it, this feeling is no ordinary feelings. It's really love i have for u but i did not take action because i was not ready then~ so i blogged some footer and in E end BOOM~ exposed.. i didnt want u to know because even the smallest thing also make u go "STRESS AHHH"

the happiest moment was the night after grasx. U msg ME.. oh my god~ i cant explain the feeling at tat moment, actually W64N alot of san gu liu po so i already know that u know i like u but i still confess to u on tat night as it would be more appropriate that i tell u.. after this confession, I've been thinking how to make you mine but there were times when i have flashback of the past, i told myself i cant court u if the past still haunt me because when it talks about going into 1 relationship, i give my 101% and i know at that stage i cant give u my 101% so i continue to observe ppl around u and i found "him" who i thought might be more suitable to u than me thus i trash things out with "him" and he accepted he had love for u so he started to take action

my heart aches so much but i just remain in silent.. so one night around 2+ am when i was drinking wid my fren, "him" call me and say "zhen shoot all the 3 guys in her blog", tears almost came out but i force myself to swallow it back. but when i reach home i read tat post and i don think it as shooting -_-. it was the truth, and it was this post u wrote that makes me so freaking helpless suddenly. Helpless in the sense that I really wan you to be my gal but i cant due to some external factors..

we didnt really stop chatting u know? all this while, if you've notice we are trying to tell each other something in some of our post's footer note.. I know i've waste tat initiate chance, will I still have any chance of making you mine?

will you let mi know how u feel
will you give mi da chance to give u a sense of security
will you allow me to do something for u
will you let me take care for u
will you ever give me the key?
not to ur house -_-" , but ur heart. =p

I've never forget what you told me 'IWantYouToBeHappy'. For me to be happy I just wan you to be happy too. it's just tat simple.

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TIME:4PM

ytd i wanted to blog but my bro watching movie that makes me so addicted, he was watching city of god, a brazil oscar winning film.. not bad =D sorry to all for the late posting.

WED
fcuk. when yang msg me, i was really worrying for him, everything will be fine bro, I'm sure there will be no problem one.. the most retake, won't expel one.. i'm sure u can pass through this round.

btw, i was mock at the library.. fuck man~ my bro was on off day so i went cwp wid my mum and bro then 1 of the place we go was library cause my mum wanted to borrow book then I was browsing at one book tat really caught my attention so i borrowed it.. when i was at the lending machine, my bro suddenly say very loud "friday toto u sure win liao, after decades 1st time see u borrowing a book for urself, i'm so proud of u" KNN than 2 secondary sch xiao mei mei behind him was laughing at mi -.- CB!~ btw i think i really borrowed a really good book named "quotation" just like my MSN name i'm using now was read from there one.. and there's still alot.. cause i find myself emotional and always tinking non-stop. some expert book can help me express my feeling better, i feel relieve from there actually.. don know why =\

THURSDAY
ok.. i wanted to go school for java one.. joycely last minute ask wanna breakfast anot.. anything lor.. went wid kel, zhen, parry and joycely to ya kun. i reach class around 10.. everyone was in holiday mood seriously.. but i wanna learn smth, but i fail~ onli manage to get andrew code for self referencing which i don tink i will do it. finally man.. NO MORE JAVA! FUCK JAVA! JAVA SUCKS!
btw i went to andrew house today =D his frens are all very friendly.. although small room but the living room and kitchen really own the HDB nowadays (cause his one is last time those big big one)
i'm feeling emo now, for nth~ power eh? emo-ing for no reason
i tink i gonna go hou gang chalet soon.. how?
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TIME:1.30am

school was normal.
i thought things wid joycely was clarify, but she came up wid stunts today again, I don know what I've done to give u the wrong idea, I have enough problem myself, mayb you and the rest might think i showed the i don bother face, actually i really didnt bother about it at all, because my heart have only one love, people are born to fall into temptation, but not me. we'll be best buddy for as long as i'm concern.

I've been a real bastard, jerk, filrt during secondary school. I was childish then, i don love ppl, as long as they look appealing to me and also show some positive reply when i chat wid them, I will want to make them mine~ but now, i'm a different person, i embrace the fruitful result acheive from love. I appreciate the other party's contribution. I've learn to be faithful. I've learn so much lesson. I really become old man liao.. NOOOOOO !!!!!

btw after school joycely wanted to come sembawang eat fishball noodle, parry came too.. chat till around 6 than we left

i went to meet jia en next.. she is champion liao lar~ make 1 box of tiramisu for me.. she know I have more knowledge wid main course so she prevent making that kind of food later i sure suan her~ so she smart go make pastry for me than i sure diam diam no comments.. but really farking nice.. tks so much jia en~ although u don read blog la~ =x

went home and emo awhile.. mak come and talk wid me. i gonna post the content of our chat as a prove to everyone.

Sharon to mak : i ihave told u
Sharon to mak : i only treat u as freidn
mak : :)
mak : since she rejected me now i'm done
mak : ty bro
me : yea
me : u'll find a better one
mak : coz no meaning liao
mak : i wanna concentrate on work n study soon
mak : soon business :)
mak : let natural take place /ok
me : woo
me : u say de hor
me : i gonna post on my blog
mak : ya steady
me : ok!

mak, after chatting wid u for months and months u finally self-declare it's the end. my effort didnt go to the drain, u still have us brothers wid u, that's one thing for sure. =)

I seriously don know why it's so much easier to be a passerby.. I've been able to chat wid RAWRsisJOJO, mak, parry, yang on their r/s and find the best solution for some of them, I was happy I could sorta change jo and mak mindset and path, it's not tat i gave u guys good comment, it's juz tat after analysis, the outcome is predictable..
but i cant seem to find a outcome for myself. I hope my brain was a simple device that is immune to all confuse issue..

After reading ur post for the 3 guys
rub my eye
i really pull my hair
kick the door
wanted to jump down from the 15th floor
I am so sorry my actions became a burden for u
u were not happy at all
How careless of me
other than sorry
it's just more sorry.

can someone plz kill me?

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TIME:12 AM

finally today is my 1st driving lesson.. i don know why, but my instructor talk non-stop, if it's regarding driving matter i'm ok~ but he's talking all sort of topics.. he also don encourage me to use seatbeat during lesson, he himself also don put seat belt !! rofl~~ i did manage to start the car and use onli clutch to move forward, reverse and make slow motion U turn around the training ground..
Looking at the way i'm learning, i tink it's quite difficult to get the hang of it, there's so many thing i have to notice =\
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school was ok, i guess i make another good fren in class even though it's week 15 liao~ normally past 14 weeks i onli talk cock/joke wid her nia~ lol~ but today we chatted on issues so in depth =\ MEI GUI LING !! tks for some of ur advice about my problems.. i'll try to digest it, thanks =)

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TIME:11.40am

a quick post before i go to work.

FRIDAY
after i blog the latest post, yang say he can drive so he gave me, jo, nik and jun a lift to mak house.. yup.. so we went there to watch 9pm show de last episode, play MJ, drink abit(absolut apeach) and chat for afew hours~ all the way till about 4am than reach home..

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SATURDAY
went to watch money not enough 2 wid my mum and bro.. a very good show, the comedy scene very few actually, mostly are touching scene T_T.. after movie went to sakae eat the teppanyaki.. although sakae standard is actually not very good, i would still go sun plaza there eat the teppanyaki cause it's counted cheaper than real teppanyaki plus the food still ok..

around 9 jia en came to broadway meet me.. she say she wanna drink, so we did drink carlsberg and heineken.. but cannot be so simple one, we chatted and chatted and drink and she ask me to help her wid somthing then suddenly i see the time 12am liao =.=.. omfg~~ ZHAO AR~

jia en say ask me out like trying to meet some company CEO, so hard to meet up one.. and it make me realise it's really my fault for missing out on some very importan ppl in my life, i'm always MIA or busy.. =\

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alright.. gtg le.. late liao =x

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TIME:7.30PM

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but i guess we both know,
what it's like IF we were together,
I'm not good enough for u,
I was never good enough for anyone,
I've give up thinking what will happen to us next,
I've give up daydreaming we could be together,
I've give up thinking i have the key to ur heart,
I've give up taking action,
but,
I don wan to see u get angry,
I don wan to see u get stress,
I don wan to see u get lock-up in your own world,
I don wan to see u so low-confident,
I onli wan u to know one thing,
I've not give up loving u,
I still love you,
I really do.

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today i feel totally shitty in class.. coz no mood to do work, in E end present shit onli..

i juz wish i could be more constant.. i always perform okok in school but week 13 onwards i slack like..... ARGH

ok.. gonna go eat dinner than meet RAWRsis later.. heading over to mak hse drink and chit chat.. keong, yang and nik will be coming along too

will blog again

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