The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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TIME:11.50PM

ate delifrance breakfast wid my mum today, the standard drop quite dramatically compared to the standard i eat last time (few months ago).. went NTUC whack alot of thing and headed home after tat..

2.30 went to meet keong, nik and yang.. mak last minute meet us also cause he say he half-day in camp today.. we went to the SG motorshow 08 @ suntec.. entrance fee $8~ saw alot of car including one which is the most spectacular one.. can go underwater de car -_-" than they have a car stunt show too, we went to watch.. damn power la.. overall the show was great, the onli thing lacking is RACE QUEENS !!! sob.. no chio bu =\

after the show damn hungry liao.. went to suntec fountain there to look for FOOD.. walk 1 circle le finally we decided~~ Fish & co~~ since got 5 of us.. we order seafood platter for 2, new york fish and chips, swordfish collar and 2 big fish drink~ total dmg is $87+ i tink.. overall was great, juz tat today's new york fish and chip bluff my feelings, their fries too little liao.. after dinner we went to walk 1 round at the suntec fountain~ 1st time sia.. nth special la, juz walk around a pool of pumping water while washing my hand lor -.- went home after tat which was around 8pm liao

here come maddness~ SOCCER~ yes.. most of us reach the semb police post area around 9.15 and we started playing but less than 10 minute it started raining.. zzz~ sian lor.. so long no play le than now we play weather don cooperate wid us.. =\ anyway play till like 10.30 than come home le..

TIRED, bye all =D

o ya, b4 i finish posting, for those who is damn noob and don know wat R race queens, let me show u example, taken from net, not today.. i will post today's photo after yang send me~


chio? *drooling*

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TIME:12.45AM

today problem difficulty? near zero~ juz talk cock abit can le.. but after school had MIS 1st UT, tat one jia lat liao. afew qns quite difficult.. i muz say the school's food standard mostly drop le, had nasi lemak wid W64N peeps today.. the chicken wing below par le.. zzz

anyway keong ask me wan go PS after school anot, i agreed + suling is going so i set a meeting wid suling after school.. dy sis today fren no come so i ask her along~ than shi ying and miss carrie i tink no fren so they also join us =D

here's the damn malu part.. tat noob suling phone lost le, i told her after UT meet at canteen waffle store.. around 4.50 i reach liao, so i very pai seh had to make wendy, shi ying and carrie wait.. zz~ wait till 4.15 still no ppl + su ling phone lost i cant contact. zzz~~ suan le.. give up.. so sry to WENDY, SHI YING and CARRIE, SORRY =x

went to CWP cause all the gals wait till they R like hungry ghost~ joycely suddenly tap me from the back O.o she say i never inform her i going off w/o them~ sry lei.. i did ask the guys to pass msg for me cause SMS ex siol~~ think they forget or smth? =D shi ying took train so she emo herself and went off, i send dy sis and carrie to the bus interchange~ thank god suling saw chris so she borrow his phone call me, if not i'm really gonna go back to RP wait for her~ after carrie went off, i went to the control station to meet keong and suling! than we went semb mrt next to meet yang~

so we manage to meet yang too, than we proceed to Plaza Sing~ here's the joke of the day~

keong: ur laptop is WIDE screen de ar?
suling: erm, don know lei.. WHITE screen meh? not black meh~

HAHAHAHAHAHA.. omfg la.. fucking funny... LOLOLOLOL

had dinner at LJS, saw my ex-colleage auntie ng working there~ normally she working morning one, today so heng see her so we chat abit.. sian sia~ i actually joke to her that after manna close i come over LJS be her apprentice~ she told me kitchen infested wid...... chi-nas~~~ omg omg omg~~ forget it..

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in life, we cant have everything our way
in life, we don do things that we feel like doing because we need to consider other's feeling
in life, we R puppets of social norm
in life, we exist in 2 world
in life, we find it amazing how much we contradict our thoughts
in life, we take things for grant and realise it's importance after we lost it
in life, we naturally cant handle all the shits and start praying and believing in something tat i would say.. might not be there in the 1st place
in life, we wish we can whine the clock back, but if u were given this chance again, can u really avoid the things u didnt wan to happen, can u make sure it's perfect this time?

i emo 24/7, i cant stop thinking how this world operate wid such selfishness, why R we been born to destory ourselves by destructing nature, beliefs, everything. since we know we R all gonna die, why don we create havoc now?

me alone is not strong enough to make an impact, i can onli think and watch~ i just hope for either 1 of this 2...
1) end of the earth asap, so tat i won't have to waste energy and still die in E end
2) earth don die during this era~ i will feel so stupid for doing so much and in E end dying together with the trillions of humans~

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TIME:11.40PM

i work 12-4 and 6-10 today~ actually staff meals have been strip off~ in order to save money, i went home to eat dinner at 4 and went back to work at 6.. so rare of me to save money till so pathetic.. bo bian la~ pok liao, tat's why.. LOL~

i witness smth quite lol at work today.. in our kitchen the most lao jiao worker is auntie chew because she basically do all the prep work for us.. but she having problem today with 1 issue, cooking maggie mee.. HMM~~ mayb too pro liao so smth like maggi mee very hard to cook for her =\ anyway she still manage to cook it =D

i was "scolded" at work today~ by jia en somemore.. seriously my reaction was i wanna laugh out loud but angry at the same time, she seriously got very frequent mood swing nowadays.. scary =\

there's world war 3 at home now, apparantly it's onli between my brother and my parents, but i don know why the fuck they relate it to me~ fucking !@#$%^&*().... they R blaming me now~ i cant blog out the problem cause it's related to something else that might cause a big diverse effect.. i was feel fucking unfairly treated la.. FUCK!

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TIME:2.30AM

went to soccer today, i find tat overall everyone perform badly today.. mayb we did not take soccer seriously as it's juz a sports we do for leisure.. but seriously we were humiliated by our opponent today to the MAX~

after soccer went home bath and go over nick hse (peeps there were mak, me, jun, keong, nik) to rot and slack till like 12+ le than we decide to supper so we walked to yun hse there de kpt but the stall we always eat CLOSE le.. SOB~ decided to call yang lucky he onli walking halfway to meet us, we asked him to get his dad car cause got 5 passenger, his swift will be harder to fit in...

supper was sinful la.. we had the famous chong pang nasi lemak 1st then after tat go beside there another very famous beancurd store to eat beancurd + youtiao.. damn it lor, how to go on diet.. =D

btw my bro went to the F1 race today siol~ his fren go drink redbull than take the metal can for lucky draw and won 2 grandstand pass which is worth $400 and u can go all 3 days.

ROARsis called me juz now.. i don know why u suddenly got this feeling BUT.. u really let me see a miracle.. tks sis! =D
1 should not be afraid to love, because love is a wonderful thing. At least tat's wat i hear from other ppl =)

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TIME:1.30AM

FIRST THING IN THE MORNING I SAW RAWRsis JOJO at the MRT station, she's working for the F1 event.. but morning 8o'clock muz go liao!! jia you sis =D

went school as usual, did not go 1st break because i was having dizzy spell~ 2nd break i went E1 eat the chicken rice, not bad siol~~ RP-ians can try it..
kel the loser went off during break 2, so walk to interchange wid carrie and shi ying after school~

went home, slack, eat, bath, watch F1 live online and surf EDMW~ saw a fucking funny article:

A police national serviceman was injured in the groin when a fellow officer accidentally discharged a round from his sub-machine gun while the two were on guard duty.

The incident happened on Monday night at the Police Key Installation Protection Training Camp along Ulu Pandan Road.

source: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/378581/1/.html

for a minute, i was thinking.. isit CHEE LOONG go jackass his fren since he is in the police academy now? tink no ba =x LOL

10pm went to meet jia en and chris and went to jia en hse.. help her destroy her desktop and configure her lappy~ went to eat at 12+ am at the more isolated kpt in semb.. the ba cho mee nice siol~~ plz eat the soup one.. the soup damn shoik~ cause it's the stock left since morning, all the essence is inside.. =D

eye wan to close liao~ tml if the brothers no program i gotta go bugis wid my mum T_T

i'm looking for a song sang by Lostprophets named roof top, if anyone have plz SIC wid me =)


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TIME:1.10AM

normally i set alarm 6.40 than go back slp till 7.30.. today i woke up around 6.20 despite the fact i slept till 12pm for the past 2 day..

lesson was like wasting my time? today doing about the design phase for SAD.. there's 6 steps.. the faci decide to split it to 3 problems to each 6 steps.. i think he can teach 5 steps today and 1 step next week =\ cause seriously by 12~ my work was done.. after school went KFC rot till 5.30 like tat~ seriously i still need 13 CE points but recently go webmail like no talk de.. if got any DA/NDA talks will any kind soul plz inform me? tks =D

jia en seriously always give me good lobang.. call me at 8+.. ask me go her hse outside see if she got a bag of shirt there anot -_-" she's moving hse juz now and she forget tat packet of clothes which is juz at the door there.. WTH~

ok~ it's 1am already.. time to sleep seriously.. tml is another theory day.. RAM, virtual memory, blah blah blah

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TIME:12.30am

o shit man~ today i slp tiil 12pm again~ damn it.. anw, company my mum to yishun and had a pig feast~ than after tat follow her to shopNsave cause she win $200 de voucher sia.. 1st time in her life she win lucky draw sia~

headed home le.. rest abit, went to jog myself cause i wan to sweat it out but i onli run 300M than i walk home liao.. i don know why but today seems different, after tat 300M, my leg was shaky and my head was dizzy, so better not risk and U-turn home..

btw i forget to mention i won a movie ticket through a letter, in the letter they thank me for doing their MOE survey than they give me free ticket.. i didnt do any shit sia~ LOL.. anyway the deadline for tat ticket is next tuesday.. so i went to watch movie juz now wid my bro.. watched disaster movie~ lame lei, not funny =\

i tink i shld try and slp early.. have school tml =D


pig feast = bak kut teh, pig liver, pig stomach, pig intestine.. omg la.. super shoik..


CALLING THE BROS OF 888!! SHALL WE RE-MAKE OUR JERSEY? I CANT WEAR RAPHAEL DE LIAO!! T_T

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TIME:1.30AM

i got phobia to go school suddenly, so i slept till 12 to give myself a break.. but still had to go to school around 3+ cause got my UT at 4.15... my brother is damn easy to influence, he know i skip sch in the morning when i woke up at 7am juz to msg chris and go back to slp~ than when i woke up he was at home~ he go fake MC -.- KNS!

driving was totally bad today.. i find myself lacking consistency~

i tink my post ytd really stir up some heat~ i check my nuffang a/c normally i onli got 39 unique visit per day.. but ytd post my visit was 70.. wow~~ where did the other 30 unique readers pop out siol~~ lol..

I've always been a person who try to think for everyone b4 i take any actions.. ytd tat post was really out of anger and w/o considering anyone's feeling.. i'm feeling better now though, tks for ppl who have been chatting wid me~ although i don have a solution to the problem yet.. i onli know tat there R stakeholders involve and i hope to find a solution that have the least casualty..

i wont gurantee the best result, because i have doubts in the very beginning which i didnt clarify. RP is apart of my life, people come and go in life but they never fail to teach us valuable lesson..


look at those "brothers" tat i address them in ITE, we don even contact now anymore even though we were once bro we fought along side each other for honour and glory~ we all know time's up and we gotta move on thus we became strangers again, nothing special..


pee buddies was another example and perhaps my biggest mistake ever, i was in RP year 1 sem 1, we were all so close wid each other, always hanging around after school and go out almost every weekend.. but wat happen during sem 2? we spilt and now we hardly see each other and i'm sure pee buddies learn their lesson which is RP's friendship R mostly short terms and don expect too much from it.. tat's why sem 2 i started smoking because i feel bad and remorseful thus i didnt make myself to go into a very united group bond thing with sem 2 ppl becoz i know next sem will divide again

and now~ it seems history is repeating itself but i've learn alot since this is happening for the 2nd time, i hope i find a solution tat benefits all.

if it has to go the pee buddies way, i wont hesitate to do so.. and if pee buddies history really repeat, i congrats u guys for learning smth valuable and i wish all of u in the future wont be a loser like me face this kind of scenario 2nd time le still cannot solve.

i tink everyone need to calm down now and think it over again, take ur time ppl, no hurry..

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TIME:12.21AM

i woke up today feeling very tired~ seriously i shldnt have go school today.. damn it..

i don know how to start elaborating wat happen but i juz feel very bad and seriously fucked upside down today..
i really wanna apologise to shi ying.. sry for making u cry, i'm partially at fault.. somehow it's a really very small matter and i didnt know it will become like this. i'm really sorry
secondly to joycely, i'm also sorry too~ sorry about wat? watever u tink i'm wrong at i'm juz sorry~ i swear i was neutral, i tink u need to adjust ur thinking abit..

i juz wan to tell everyone related or not related to this incident, if u wan to scold/suan/backstab/bullshit/fuck me or anyone.. plz fucking listen to both side of the story 1st before u start to fucking kpkb.. i got no mood to fucking explain wat happen.. to everyone who fucking knows me, no matter u R a guy or a gal~ as long as i fucking regard u as one of my fren, it doesnt matter u fucking know me 1st before others anot.. wat's the FUCKING difference?

and if u guys wan to be more fucking specific~ let's put it into the context of RP~ if i were to be fucking more kind or interactice to any RP frens compared to the rest.. who will they be?

CHRIS SO KAM HO
SALOME aka mei
HUI SHAN aka shan mei mei
WENDY aka sis or dydy
WU XUELI
SHI YING
CARRIE
KELVIN

why this ppl are better frens compared to the rest? i cant give u an answer why because friendship sometimes is like love, words cant describe it.. i onli know they R ppl that when i talk to, i fucking feel like myself and not a clown created by social norms... this is my fucking blog and i say my true feelings !

fuck up! fuck school~ fuck everyone~ fuck u, fuck me~ nb ccb.....................

i went to work~ nth happening there juz tat when i reach.. i saw louise, the ex-supervisor i always bully, joke and suan her one~ she came by to visit us.. i miss her alot =D

after all this shit.. i fucking got a migraine now.. very pain.. i don know tml wan go school anot.. zzz

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TIME:2.15PM

i wanna congrat my sis wendy!! SHE WON THE BE ABSOLUTELY U COMPETITION on channel U.. omg la~~ CASH REWARD LEI !! U OWN ME A TREAT OK? lol now i'm gonna see u on TV quite often i guess =D

ytd i meet my bro yulong and then we head over to augustine tat side.. sat down and chat abit but as the eldest in the family, i'm sure he'll be strong and move on very quickly.. anw his grandma needed him to buy 4D and some stuff.. so he drove to yun hse there and buy 4D.. it's been month since i sit in augustine mum car.. i realise smth.. NO MORE P-PLATE LO~~ omg la.. rofl.. i still PDL onli..

anw i went home and meet some of the peeps at sun plaza to get some utensils for BBQ.. somehow in E end mak and me went yun hse 1st to help her carry thing.. saw MIKAEL! he really loves to drool ALOT.. lol~ super cute la him, cannot ta han~~ =D

finally BBQ start! but wait.. where's the charcoal? LOL.. yes la~ never buy charcoal!! so the bbq was delayed abit but we still manage to start around 7 ba.. so how's the attendence ytd? not bad lei~ got tom, jun, yang, wen, loong, hang, mak, keong, nik, yun, suling, jo and me~ BBQ all the way till 11.30.. suddenly havoc sia.. they say wan to go drink since we got 2 car(yang and jo) more ppl can go.. the regular peeps all very steady sia so we meet again around 12+..

peeps for drinking were: tom, yun, jo, jing ting, yang, mak, nik, keong and me.. they were lack of places to go so i suggested 3 place, villa bali, holland V or dempsey

our dear driver onli know holland V so we went there, i went to the regular pub i went.. didnt know tat they close at 2am =\ onli manage to drink my dear hoegarrden beer than go off le.. seriously quite sad.. i feel bad for the drivers cause they R drinkers also.. how i wish our drivers is jun jie and mayb he drive lorry.. cause wan him to drink is like getting 10 guys to rape him so he will be a very good driver =D LOL

2am le, we went bukit batok next for porridge supper~ tks nick cause he treat 50% of the damage =D

after supper le everyone seems energectic so we go and "dou dou feng" i choose the right car to follow.. HAHA! i went to yang's car and we wind down our windows + he was running 120km/h.. the feeling is really very nice... at tat moment i didnt have to think of any fuck up things and juz enjoy the wind.. i didnt expect jo to know the road at seletar airport.. that road quite deserted one, it's a short cut from yishun to jalan kaya.. not bad siol~~

ok~ reach home le at 4+.. slept at 5am.. and i'm having work at 5pm later.. leg feeling kinda jelly now T_T

pics taken ytd~

click to enlarge? =\


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TIME:1am

in the bus when going home today, my tears dropped.. life is really fragile..

i receive my bro augustine msg today around 4+.. his dad had already pass away this morning.. As the eldest son of the family, u muz be strong bro. if there's anything and i really mean anything i can do for u, juz approach me ok? we R brothers, i really hope to help or share the pain with u in anyways i can.

my deepest consolodence to ur family bro.

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TIME:11.30PM

damn fuck up today seriously.. i saw the problem statement le plus the way my faci spilt the work.. i find it quite easy so me and my team happily doing w/o much difficulty.. but during presentation.. realise the thing we do was totally wrong.. not even one part was correct... faci still ask us present but i tink the grade C or D liao.. LACK OF FOCUS AR!!!!

after sch i didnt walk to mrt wid the peeps cause i went 6th floor to meet up wid my sis, WENDY =D she juz finish RJ so she went to toilet.. i walk around and saw my previous sem java faci in a class than i went inside say hi but i discover tat she have tears in her eye.. she asked me if i tink she treated chris(last sem one, not my the other bro chris) wid any attitude or not.. hell no!! java faci is damn good and equal to everyone la.. nb.. because of one student she like so emo.. haizz

anyway went dinner wid wendy at W6 and after tat go find one corner to sit and chat.. we never fail to meet each other once in awhile so that we can update each other what we R doing.. seriously sis, after a few months of no meeting u, ur opinion changed alot sia! i believe ur decision of singlehood is correct, juz like wat aiko say.. anyway i'm so proud of her.. she enter the channel U competition siol~~~~ somemore in top 4 finalist liao.. if win le still got money take, my onli qns is whether they will give u 1 year free supply kotex anot sia? LOL!! jkjk~ anyway we left around 6+, wait bus wid her than go home le..
anyway it was really great chatting and laming together wid u sis, thank you!

P.S. i realise we have never take a picture together thus i cant post any pic of us! =x

anyway.. tat was my day.. reach home le, spam my youtube for bball fire le.. still feeling quite down but shi ying gave me a link on youtube regarding muttons to midnight one.. damn funny!! =D

i really hope to find a good day, sit down and type a damn long and emo post.. no mood now.. will blog again ba..

btw this was the pic taken ytd when cutting cake at tommy hse =D


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TIME: 8.11PM

TIME:9PM

let's start wid school 1st.. at PHP programming today.. i have alot of other ppl's code but i write my own code sia~~ LOL.. cause faci got implement some of his own requirement, than i emo go start and write my own code.. somemore succeed.. woo

next is PP~ APPROVED LIAO! like finally... HUAT LA~~~~ =D

btw tks jin hang for the intro.. basketball fire is really lol and nice.. u guys can catch it on youtube.. very funny sia.. i've loaded around 15 tabs in my firefox already and it's almost loaded finish.. will blog again~

btw tis is my grade for week 1 !! my 2nd record of full As but still not enough !!! I WANT MORE As !!!



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TIME:10.30PM

today onli me, kel, andrew, zhen, rosebel and joyco come sch.. a rather quiet day i would say =D

school was easy.. PPT was done at 12.30pm~ so slack around wid kel than too gay liao so we called carrie, shi ying and andrew to join us~ school release quite early, 3.15pm..

i had driving lesson today also.. damn shoik today.. i OWN my driving instructor.. MUHAHA~ all this while he's always suspecting my ability to drive.. today i go in the car (not feelin very confident cause i know he sure scold one) start the car, hack care and whack my pedal damn hard.. but omg la~ overall today was damn smooth.. i went to 5th gear running around 95 - 100 km/h but for like less than 5 seconds? "cause he say ok, can liao.. release oil~" nvm, i very happy liao~ he never scold me today also. i guess i was luckily flawless today so he cant pick anything to scold me.. HAHA~ SHOIK LA~

my bro chris damn emo sia.. suddenly SMS me.. "Bro. Quit manna la. part timer no $2.50".. they have decided to strip off the staff meals and onli full timers will be compensate $2.50/day they work.. part timer? u get shit onli.. not even 1 cent.. i'm suppose to have a very big reaction trying to kpkb here and there but i'm really tired physically, i guess we'll wait and see ba.. i don wanna make a big fuss now.. waste my time and energy..

i'm gonna post a real SEXY pic now.. LOL! i kop it from my nikorasu's phone.. HAHAHA~~ his body de 6 pack is speechless de lor.. he don zi lian de lei.. this is his onli pic he zi lian and i mange to kop it.. LOL! make sure u see le don jealous hor!


i swear all those muscle R firm and hard.. LOL

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TIME:1.20AM


i work today.. 12-10 and it's fucking busy today, rushed home to bath and eat mee siam than rush to jun jie hse for the cake cutting le !! damn shag la.. but for a brother~ cannot say NO!

work was emo la.. not me hor.. is auntie.. she chatted wid mi and i can see her very sad.. i cant say the content here but.... it makes me sad to see her sad too.. she's hold a motherly image to me in my heart.. always taking care of me and cooking all the very nice dishes..

anyway when i was rushing to jun jie hse.. i saw jia en at traffic light, i went over and lame wid her but suddenly i realise, she was crying -_-" but i didnt ask her to tell me wat happen because....... it's obvious boss now onli wan to invest in her, i have to learn to be cruel, i've to get things straight, she's a supervisor to me now.. i shldnt care so much for her because tat's the onli way she can learn.. by independence..

everyone at work seems farking sad now.. wat to do? a good organization means good operation methods but poor team bonding.. it's cruel~

i also don know how long i will continue there.. i juz hope i can work there till 1st of december, so i can declare myself 3 years of experience there..

will blog again~
let mi post the pics taken at jun hse juz now =D



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TIME:11.45am

saturday was quite boring.. from my previous post, i slept at 4am till 1pm and went back to slp at 3 pm till 5.30pm.. than went grandpa house cause it's his b'day.. he was born on lunar calender the 15/8 which is mooncake festival.. i rmb when i was young, whenever the cut cake session, the 3 very yandao male grandsons (Me, Felix & Eric) will be there singing song for either my grandpa or grandma but time have change, a new era have come and I can feel tat I have really become old.. when i enter my grandparent's hse, all those small kids were calling me "jiu jiu" (uncle).. omg la.. sadded T_T

ok, after the celebration i call the guys and know that they were at tom hse so i went over to slack wid them.. nth happening juz plain gayness.. LOL~ reach home 1am or so le...

i saw someone still online.. muz be emo-ing.. so I told tat someone to share share.. sharing doesnt mean problem is solve but sharing can at least make u feel better by a bit.. tat's wat i think.. hope u feel better =D

ytd was a rare photo taking session.. of the 3 generations~

the oldest~ which means all the LAO JIAOS.. LOL


the 2nd generation =D


the most terror 3rd generation =.=

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part 1 TIME:11.55pm
part 2 TIME: 3.17AM

i forget to blog about this.. I've made a female classmate cry 3 times in class ytd.. her name was Jane.. i was doing my usual joker stunts in class.. she laugh till she cry.. 3 times some more.. i feel so honor eh.. my jokes got ppl appreciate.. LOL

today problem still ok eh.. same team wid parry..

shit.. the bros ask me go to pub drink now~ will update tml =x

PART 2!
i'm back~ let me finish this post b4 i slp.. school was smooth today.. after school i meet RAWRsis for dinner actually, we really had fun crapping sia.. tat's the best thing to do nowadays for me.. juz crap! after tat i go home rest and meet my bros at the semb police post there play soccer.. okok lor~ went home le than start blogging the top part..

suddenly yvonne called me wan come thomson "liquid kitchen" pub drink anot.. i say ok~ i go ask the guys.. but after i hang the phone my mum asked me to help her wid the laundry and they miss call me 4 times =x so sorry gals~ anyway.. yes.. in E end mak, yang me & nick was there.. but we drank juices onli (yang no drink at all! smart choice!!) we get ourself seated but seriously.. no mood at all lei.. as in the topic they were talking about not suited for the guys.. LoL~ so we left like 30 minutes later.. sry ppl =x

so wat can 4 gays do? we went to our usual midnight hangout place! S21 kpt.. we sit down le, give each other O.o de face.. cause zi cha still opening~ than aiya fuck la~ juz eat la.. LOL.. ate sotong, beef and tofu.. $37 onli lor.. zi cha is really more worth it.. so slack and chat till now where i'm finally home.. =D

kk.. tired liao.. time to slp.. bb ppl =D

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TIME:12.20AM

problem today was easy sia.. actually 10.30am i solve le.. than i continue to emo~ i ask myself, how can RP give such retarded problem.. so i cont to improve my work.. fuck la~ in the end i change till wrong one.. LOL~~

after school headed over nik hse and rot~ i suggested dinner at khatib zi cha~ all of them so on say anyting sia~ O_O" actually 6+ head over liao.. but nick die die don wan go bath and get ready.. cause he is so fucking gay~ he wanna wait for JJ to finish work than juz nice meet khatib eat.. in E end i fucking 8+ than eat my 1st grain of rice.. GAYNESS TO THE MAX FOR THE 2 OF THEM !

ok~ now for the main reason why i blog today~

LOL! this gal is suppose to be a total random stranger at the start.. but i meet wendy, jasvin and chris to go school last sem.. so most of the time i see a very boney gal wid jas~ which is u la -_-" and juz nice u same block and opposite my class =x so we always exchange ppt and solutions..

when i read ur blog..
what u wrote really stun me~ we hardly know each other but thinking back~ i was wrong.. because i actually know alot of ur problem and u know my problem too~ we have always been there for each other giving comment, suggestion and encouragement~ so............... yup! i wanna thank you too~ and i'll still be as lame as ever because it's in my blood! i cant change it.. LOL~

seriously i very gan dong eh.. i wan cry liao~ =D
but seriously thank you thank you shi ying !!
regarding ur latest problem~ i really hope u take action.. don't wait till to =D

P.S. if u still don know wat is RAM, plz turn over ur laptop and unscrew ur laptop. oh wait, someone laptop is still in ACER lei.. WOO!! HAHAHAHA

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TIME:11.14PM

sry ppl for not blogging ytd.. very rush sia ytd~ after school ( around4+) have to rush to work at 5.. after work reach home le muz do RJ~ after RJ i started to tear my PP report apart and start operating on all the comment my advisor gave me.

after all 4 lesson for my 1st week of RP year 2 sem 2. i can conclude every tues would be my most shitty lesson.. the WAD module.. do u know wat he specify in his RJ qns? minimun 200 words.. fucking lol~ his lesson was boring also.. juz because his voice loud, i tink quite alot of gals + some guys scare of him liao.. but i find him super funny~ cmi type.. i tink his ambition is to become GTO~ if wan to be beng juz bring it , don act beng + knowledgable at the same time.. hahaha

i was suppose to company my mum to the doctor thing today but she told me the date is next week =\ so i didnt wan to waste the afternoon thus i continue to repair PP~ but then.. the whole afternoon become MSN session with quite afew ppl.. LOL~ half chat half edit until 7pm~ i went for a jog at my usual place.. quite scary sia at 7pm.. cause dark le.. the lamp got light is like no light =.=

anyway~ i finally submitted and i hope my next rejection of my PP would be those minor error juz change than can upload le.. but finally i submitted it.. more relax now =D

rmb the post where i say tat faci mark me late? he's quite good eh.. after realising his mistake, he email the school and edit my attendence to present.. WOO! =D

damn it! my msn suddenly cannot sign in !! CHEESEPIE!! no MSN how to survive~~ NOOO~~~

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TIME:12.15am

just a normal day.
had school
had driving
had dinner with nik, yang keong

my mind cannot stop emoing
1)work
2)PP

No, smoking will definitely NOT be my resolve
I can handle this by myself

tml is my programming module
half of the class was saying how bad this faci is
let's wait and see
I don wan to add more burden to my brain

I've been thinking, passions/dream R actually unattainable
how many people in this world can really be working in the line of their passions/dream?
cooking is my passion/dream, but IT is what I'm really studying
I'm thinking of giving up culinary, so I can quit manna with a ease of mind too
i don know

My mind is working like a spiral model now (those who study SAD will know)
coming out with prototypes
will try to find a best solution for everything with my own pace since my spiral model deadline is till the day i die

after all
I'm still emoing at the fact that I cant get your image out of my head

MOVE ON STUPID ALEX!

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TIME:1am

work getting fuck up~ or should i say I'm disappointed wid my supervisor jia en who have been fighting along all this while wid me until now? wanna know wat shits have been happening at my workplace?

they wan improve until like high class restaurant, are they gonna increase our pay tremendously ?
then say chit-caht at work means standard low
if busy, not say we stand there joke~ we joke coz there is so little or fucking no customer
making things stricter can make us work, but the bonding within workers will surely decrease
now wadeva the new malay in-charge say, if can be done sure implement~ can be done is one thing, have u thought of the worker's feeling who is affected is another thing..

I don know how to treat jia en like a friend anymore, she's has become a supervisor to me now and even more terror than kate. I think I have to adapt to it~ or shld i say everyone shld adapt~

sun plaza outlet confirm gonna close at decemeber, which is just nice 3 year working there.. i guess it's the end this time seriously~ I don't tink i will work at the other outlets they plan to open..

anyway fuck this piece of shit~ i came home and check my PP~ TIO REJECT TO REWORK AGAIN. omg la... why suddenly all bad things come together.. sian

ok.. my advisor more yandao this time.. he send back the whole report and highlight area he wan me to change, some is easy but some is very hard and it's in a rush already. shit lor..

LIFE IS SO TMD STRESS NOW!!!

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TIME:2.05PM

OMG LA~ THE NOOB JOYCE FINALLY PASS HER TP!! CONGRATS GAL BUT I'M SO NOT GONNA SIT IN UR CAR.. LOLOLOL

ok~ back to posting.. 11 different msn conversation not easy to juggle ok~ XD

yes, i was suppose to go mak hse and start a blog but cant leak the infomation out regarding the blog 1st.. secret project~ but in E end i didnt go~ cause really too tired to walk le.. wanna know why?
cause around 5 after school.. my mum ask me go don know wat woodland loop buy satay.. so i take cab there to buy.. come out le i walk walk walk till i lost than take cab again.. reach home liao realise got 2 library book datedue le haven return than i go out again to sun plaza
TIRING LA~ plus ytd got school.. zzz

i went to have a chat wid michelle(2 years no chat liao) my ite classmate for 1 sem onli~ than she go drop herself out~ but i'm totally stun la.. she's in melbourne now pursing bachelor of communication and media.. WTF LOR~ kao~ really is print money one.. HAHA.. and his bf is at perth learning pilot now -_-"... good life sia~

oK~ i muz stop posting again~ going play SOCCER after like months~ woo~~ will blog again

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TIME:1.30am

today i was officially malign early in the morning.. i had a real stomachache but i tahan all the way chiong to class le 8.26~ faci flash team le, i go settle down and on laptop than i go toilet.. i came back obviously 8.30+ liao ma.. HE FARKING MARK ME LATE~ FUCK LA! sian lor.. -0.5 gpa for today's grade liao.. ARGH!

parry was in my team today lor.. damn happy~ 2nd day onli can team wid him liao.. but he never come!!! OMG LA~ zzz.. spam call him also no use.. 12.17pm he gave mi a sms, sorry juz wake up.. DOTS~ but lesson was quite easy, all mostly copy paste from wiki can liao even with 3 man team.. haha

during break i saw my mei shan! after school i saw my sis DY! it's been so so so so long since i last saw dy~ had a quick chat wid her before moving off..

okok~ i abit off track damn it.. 9.30 open this post now 1.05 le than come back blog~ busy talking in MSN~ guess wat? i'm gonna offline le.. i juz had a 11 different room de conversation in MSN~ for the past 3 - 4 hours.. very tired + hand "sour"

LOLOLOL

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TIME:

woke up not feeling any better in fact worst because of ytd.. took my own sweet time emoing even though i woke up at 6.40 and i'm so sorry i let my bro chris wait for mi at semb mrt like a fool..

i suddenly realize one thing, this is the 1st semester I'm walking into a class wid BLACK hair, class was silent or should i say my grp was silent, really is .............. all the way till 11.30 than we start talking but less than 10 sentences i suppose.. PPT was quite well done i would say, at least important points R been covered.. during break hor, joycely and parry went to smoke~ BUT me DIE DIE never smoke, since i say le.. i will do it no matter wat! after school they smoking also!! lucky chris beside me can give me divertion.. ha~

my break time was all delicated to W64N peeps.. zhen, andrew, rosebel, wj, joyce, kel, parry, joycely.. and so fuck up~ everyone dismiss le than me and parry was the LAST~ than i don know why all so on~ never do RJ or anything than wanna leave le.. cause i can go semb take pay and bank in the cheque~ so we went CWP 1st as they wanna buy thing.. when we leaving.. the sky omfg de dark.. =.= reach semb i saw RAWRsis !! take care of ur eye sia, i tink see too many yandao liao.. infection =x so we chat and camwhore till her train come..

hurry to manna~ once wei li hand mi the cheque~ suddenly one thunder than i turn my head left look outside.. RAINING BIG BIG.. -_-" it was juz so dramatic.. really =\

haiz.. no mood to blog le~ tml ba..

picture taken wid RAWRsis juz now



it does not pay to be faithful
i've learn my lesson somehow
the pain, agony for staying faithful is fatal after the love is over
suddenly I had a feeling
as if it has juz happen ytd

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TIME:12.30AM

my level of emo-ness have reach it's MAX suddenly.. i feel like breaking down now..

Semester 2 is going to start in less than 10 hours.. Excited? surely not.. i've made very good friends in RP, i've get a rather above average GPA but still.... I DON FANCY RP AT ALL~ i graduate ITE hoping to step into poly so people can look at me differently from the society stand but I was wrong to enter RP.. it has been named like "woodlands ITE", "joker school".. o man~ no comments.. another 3 more semester in total to go before i fark off from this place. i juz hope everything go smoothly..
I HATE SCHOOL!!!

another thing was when i sorting my document juz now.. i saw this pic and stare at it for a very long time(30 minutes?).. i don know why.. i feel the pain the very moment i saw her face.. it's been years but i just cant forget everything tat took place.. The love or the hatred? i don know the answer, despite asking everyone around me to move on, i found myself unable to move on too.. human mentality is really farking weak. i don know.. i really wanna breakdown, wat a bad timing especially when school is starting tml.. nvm.. i bring this headache upon myself, why was i so fucking dumb suddenly so random go sort my document? fuck myself !!



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TIME:12.19AM

i self-pwned my own ass juz now.. OMG~~ i always go to a bus-stop to wait for my car instructor so i went there as usual today.. saw a young xiao mei mei quite cute de wor.. sitting at the bench.. than i sit at another bench.. i had to look at ---> direction cause my instructor come from <--- than that cute xiao mei mei keep looking <--- than i keep having eye contact wid her, i mean it's a common thing la.. so in E end i don know why i juz smile at her since we like have quite afew eye contact, guess wat? she just look away! SOB~ u know wat is the self-pwned part?? i saw one car coming towards the bus-stop and tat cute xiao mei mei get her things and wanted to enter the car and i swear tat car is so fucking familiar.. "SAAB" brand de.. LOLOLOLOL~~ my bro chen yang's dad was inside the car la.. wtf.. tat was chen yang's sister... LOLOLOLOL.. omg, damn stupid can? omgwtfbbq XD why am i bloggin about this? i seriously don know.. juz find it fucking lol lesson still ok la, my instructor damn sick today still teach, but not much on the main roads, went carpark to learn 3 point turn.. woohoo~ work was ok~ nth much to comment on school gonna start le.. really damn sian.. all the other 4 poly holiday so long.. RP like trying to entertain us 3 weeks onli.. SIAN LA NO LIFE JOURNEY GONNA START AGAIN!! btw pics of me and shan mei mei took in K ytd :D




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TIME:1.30PM

shit~ this post suppose to be blog ytd night but i watching movie and forgot to post than go slp liao!! lazy to change the past tense to present tense la~ so u guys juz read it as if i post it ytd ok? LOL~

woo... i go work today saw 2 quite fat de guy.. 1 is chinese , the other malay.. anyway kate (my manager) is going on maternity leave soon so tat malay will be taking over as manager.. hmm~ we sell pork u know? =\ work wasnt busy.. anyway my colleague do stun at work and make kate angry.. lololol~~~

there was 2 table side by side each other, tbl 24 bill is $113++ and tbl 25 is $90++.. tbl 25 ask for bill but my colleague give the bill of 24 to 25.. song bo, the customer also no check juz sign and go~ onli when 24 bill then we found out.. GG lor~ call bank also no use, cant track the user.. =\

after work rush home bath~ and went straight to meet my mei, shan.. went over to AMK hub to find her fren 1st then headed to Kbox to sing our lung out~ 2 person K is quite harcore so really bo bian we is sing, chat, sing chat and sing.. if sing all the way can die -_-" after singing went back to AMK hub cause mei's looking for bag so shop around wid her~ than she couldnt resist the nail spa so i told her to go ahead and do her manicure while i wait for her~

so i continue to rot around than i walk pass OCBC bank suddenly a super loud and sharp siren rang lor, got ppl looking at me thought i am a robber or smth, 9+ pm liao lei.. i very omg wtf liao so look insider the bank cause i tink no ppl inside since it's all dark and door's close~ but suddenly i saw 1 MAN 2 LADY inside the bank.. HMM~ wat can they be doing inside such dark place.. LOL~ okok.. my imagination abit too good liao.. rofl~~~

the manicure took about 1/2 hour, after tat send mei to bus-stop and headed home.. msg my brother wan makan anot, he say ok then meet mi coffeeshop.. had indian rojak, satay, chicken wing.. than the order drink de auntie came ask us wan to drink wat.. my brother say heineken.. wa.. dots la.. than nvm u know, while eating he ask me got confident brew beer anot, he wanna buy those fermentation device which cost a bomb available in singapore to brew our own beer.. LMAO~ he's good at doing stunt nowadays.. i didnt bother to reply him.. juz ask him to eat more -_-"

jia lat la !!!! 2.30 got driving lesson, 6pm need to work.. T_T

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