The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:1.30AM

suay, i'm so fucking suay~ i already say today got tat long list of prep work to do/help le.. today lao tian ye never bo bi me, still help me create my new record in manna.. tks eh =.= wat a "good" day for me..

my personal record was 1 person in kitchen chiong $800+ de sales until today! suddenly my place bombarded wid office ppl and kitchen's like onli me? since auntie do prep work i better don disturb her, i manage a $1026 sales by myself in E end.. damn cool la~ really work till wanna throw tat fucking apron on the floor and shout "WO BU GAN LE" =.= i thought afternoon so busy le night time will relac abit.. cb, also very busy lei.. work tis 2 day really bo hua~ i'm suppose to SLACK and get free pay!! ARGH

btw during break today go MRT there buy chicken rice, the uncle say closing down le, tml last day... i tink because the new food court will snatch their business thus they close themselves 1st.. sadded =( their chicken rice portion big and cheap, no more le..

manna counting down to closing in about 3-6 weeks.. which means i've been in this job for 3 years, and it's time to end.. seriously i've learn alot in manna, from a dish washer to a kitchen line crew to a kitchen prep work staff to a service crew to a cashier crew and almost becoming supervisor but due to takeover and stuff i could not proceed on but i'm satisfied =)


1st generation


2nd generation (the most owning and powerful one)


3rd generation (cmi liao, falling apart.. LOL)

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:1.30AM

OMGWTFBBQ! i had a update from the sun plaza maintenace uncle this morning, delifrance have close le, guess who's coming in? PASTAMANIA.. wow~ but it would be better if it's long john =( hazel ask me wan consider job hop over anot since manna also gonna close~ slowly ba, i really work too much le and i need some rest =)

work 10-10 today, noon was not busy but dinner was like omg la.. BUSY~ it's a wed night and ppl R walking in like 6pm - 9.15pm.. I HATE LATE CROWDS seriously =\ worst was i wanted to PEE but I CANT GO~ i tahan from 6.15 till 9? seriously now i know how fortunate it is to PEE~ wat a SHOIK feeling =.=

quite jia lat, with the fatigue i've accumulated.. tml even if no crowd i already have a list of thing to do/help le~

muz cut spring chicken (15 chicken spilt half to 30 piece and waste all the internal organ)
muz cook bolognaise sauce
muz cut lamb chop
muz cut beef steak and marinate
muz cut chicken breast meat and marinate

have u ever feel fucking tired but juz cant slp? tat's wat i'm facing now.. omg omg omg =\

my 人生大道理 for today:

-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:1.30AM

met kel 10.30am this morning and headed down to plaza sing meet carrie and shi ying~ we wanted to go cotton on interview but they damn high tech can? ask me go home use online platform to interview, is tat suppose to be a rejection? =\

after tat we headed to sunshine plaza to print PP poster, on the way there really alot of memories flashback, i never fail to go there around 3-4 times a month when i was still with her last time, but fuck tat, the happy thing is i got my poster printed out w/o much fuss and cheaper than school 50% + on the spot take~ EILEEN, got kanna suan de feeling ma? HAHAHA! after print we went to eat the very famous wanton mee there, i don tink it's better than pon tian but still quite tasty juz tat portion is like primary school de =.=

carrie & shi ying wanted go bugis de but 2+ le, i had to work at 5 thus we carry out plan B~ went to The Cathay de B1 buy oyster mee sua, XXL chix, milk tea and slack there till 4, it's a really nice place to slack (provided it's weekdays and not much ppl there) who say ppl muz find entertainment when they R out? we juz sit down at a place, we can already entertain ourselves like siao liao~ LMAO~

the feeling's really sucky everytime i have to leave gathering for work cause they still having fun but i have to work BUT today i'm quite happy i had to work~ cause if i stay on~ i will be wasting like 3 hours of my life in the printing shop again~ i shall not say wat happen, let kel or shi ying or carrie say in their blog ba! HAHA

how was work? shld be slack de BUT i working wid a new waitress and my OM thus my burden more cause she don know anything whole night de order check de waiter no confirm is 11~ cause tat's my number =.= but ok la, new waitress quite ok la, can chat de and she's taller than me, scary eh?

wed and thur is gonna be super duper uber no life for me.. working 10am - 10pm, shit la.. worst than school.. ARGH~ but my friday, sat and sun is no work and still no program lined up.. slowly ba~ let me survive wed and thursday 1st.. LOL!

my 人生大道理 for today:

today's pic:

i got the -_- face


=)


grpie pic~

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TIME:1.45AM

i woke up 7+ early in the morning today when it's a freaking holiday, reason was simple.. my mum and dad go market at tat time, i had driving at 9 so they woke me up at 7 cause they know alarm clock dont work on me during public holiday =\

lesson was ok, just tat he was late for 10 miunte, spend another 10 minute at esso pump oil, other than tat ok la, my slope can say can do w/o any more fuss and reverse parking also zai le cause he got paste one sticker in his car as a marking for us~ even road marking i also can do le, got pole no pole not a problem~

went to meet shi ying and carrie at cwp around 2 (suppose to be 1.30 i know carrie sure late and yup, SHE WAS LATE) guess wat they wan to do at CWP? 1 stay hou gang the other 1 stay clementi~ they come CWP to eat KFC wor.. LOL~ CWP de kfc extra juicy, so u all plz support next time.. HAHA~ shi ying went off around 3+, so i went to watson to buy gatsby de "moving rubber", not condom hor.. is wax hair de~ i tink it's time i style myself abit le.. after tat went to kopi-alley wid carrie and chit chat + la kopi~

dinner was nice, went to chong pang nasi lemak to eat wid my bro, after tat packet beancurd and you tiao home for my mum..

during dinner my bro was discussing about my future, he told me how lucky i am to be born in this family cause for education financially, my dad provide them all for us, my bro wants me to go uni and forsake my dream, i know my gpa is decent and might be able to enter some private uni, but RP's math foundation is like crap and my maths suck~ he also diam when i told him tat, cause he know how pathetic is my maths... LOL~ but still, he manage to talk alot of sense to me to go for uni =\

my dad had some free time earlier today so he chat wid me, as expected la.. nth good ever come out from our talk, last time he also kpkb ask me go uni and say my dream is no future de, mayb he realise now i'm a stupid person, he ask me to get mobile crane license cause those kind of driver earn up to max 5k per month~

wat's so similar between my bro and dad action/words? they neglected my own dream, to them i'm young and still childish~ but cmon, my dream is a achieveable one, i'm not trying to be a pornstar, racer, clown~ why cant they "fang shou yi buo" and let me try?

omg.. tks sal, shi ying and eileen for seeing my poster, i've made some improvement and it's gonna be send for printing tml =D

lastly a message to the u know i know de gal:
u give each other 1 month de time, i hope u use ur feeling this time around and not the sympathy towards him, he'll change but this change will feel awkward for u. will u be able to take it? try ur best to find those feeling u've lost, if u cant~ don force urself

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:1am

woo.. juz a quick post

1. slack at work 11am-3pm

2. had steamboat dinner out of randomness

3. liverpool win chelsea and end their 86 unbeaten run (congrats to Man Utd fans, now man u gonna win epl)

4. my bro jio me dota so i ask wj and jw in game and they really pro siol, jw is zai till max and wj is tyco till like sai =\ (wj and jw is 2 different person)

5. i mange to finish my 2 pages of poster le, juz need some revamp to make it look more chio

6. time to slp =D

woo, it's easier to blog wid point form sia~ LOL..

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:11PM


due to mak request, decided to change blog song, but it's ang moh de emo song~ the lyrics is really so fucking meaningful dont u tink so? not alot of english song lyrics R able to capture my attention except Shayne Ward' ssong but this singer is call banky~ i've never see or heard before actually but the person who wrote the lyrics muz have some talents

i worked 11-3 today~ slack as usual, first table was around 1pm.. slacked at work though, was chatting on the phone for 38 minute outside the restaurant, auntie thought i went home w/o jia en permission~ LOL..

went to soccer at 3 straight after work.. i admit during soccer my mood wasnt good, there were several reasons to my action;
i juz wan to play serious abit (i swear)

i wanna polish my long shot cause i'm a sucker at dribbling (even got other bros stand in front of me i'll still shoot, it's ur decision to block but it's also ur own responsibility if u get whack by heavy shot, i'm juz aiming for goal, fair enough)

i was venting my anger (too much shits happening to me recently, i cant breath and i don wan to resort on drinking and ciggs)

i'm impress by tat stupid steven gerrard.. DAMN IT! there was 1 day when i spent around 1 hour looking at a 15 second replay of gerrard goal against PSV, his side foot long range shot is powerful and can curl, i always rely on my toe part to "ton-jo" and get power from there but it's always straight ball, i've try alot of methods today but i still cant get the kind of power he can unleash, I MUST TRAIN TO BE LIKE HIM!! DAMN IT~

home after tat, when i took off my shoe i was so gross of myself la.. omfg.. my left leg last toe de finger whole thing like can take out now le, if i take it out than blood will be flying everywhere.. omg =.=

of all the shits happening, i suddenly had a source of warmth in my heart, tat's why i put my life on brotherhood more than anything, i muz say my bro tommy is a super zai motivator! don wry bro, there's no blame who or what actually, just our luck, LOL~ i was lazy to go ubi, yck and BB to learn too, tat's why i agree on using the same instructor wid u =)

i admit i had some fantasy imagination on driving a lancer evo if change to my fren instructor but ur words is really like fucking gave me 2 tight slaps and giving me a SOS to wake up. yes, tat mr tan seriously suck our balls, but we've actually been doing quite well even though he suck, i should focus on passing and not thinking of changing instructor, despite everyone cursing and swearing on our instructor, it's still up to us at the end of the day.. suddenly i saw one of the 人生大道理 i wrote afew days again which is: Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.

tks bro, i've woke up from my hibernation, with this new re-discovered will power, i believe i can do it, or rather, we'll do it =)

ok, i still have PP to be worried about, i've onli done 1 page.. zzz, i shall go and do the 2nd page now~ adios ppl~

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:1.30AM

I found a new MMORPG, sure will be more powerful than WOW, WARHAMMER or watever hardcore & bloody & stupid game, make sure u take a deep breath before u enter the magical world of:

LOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, school's like omg de easy today, juz made some small error, completed my work at 12.07~ presentation was smooth too.. after school headed LJS to makan wid kel, siew chen and eileen, went to play ARCADE after tat.. wow.. stun~ lol, mayb the 2 gals wan to find back their childhood.. HAHAHA =x

had dinner wid most of the bros + yun and MEOWsisJOJO at TOT tonight, 10 person eat thus $10 each, everytime also quite standard one.. talk cock abit, all headed home~

i've been struggling with myself emotionally since ytd, i just hate it.. what am i thinkin? i feel so helpless when I cant get things under control, i feel like a bastard, i feel like~

my 人生大道理 for today:


my dinner place tonight:


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TIME:

i finally got some sense of relieve and i'm looking forward to next PHP lesson too, i changed team! not tat the last team suck but it's always 3 person onli.. at least now i'm in a 5 MAN team wid 1 good programmers and 1 good "kop-er" le.. KOK ANN ge ge and JIMMY~ woo! GAYNESS =D

afternoon i went to a year 3 elective and FYP briefing talk.. after the talk i really keep thinking in class, frens or competent teammates? frens or competent teammates? frens or competent teammates? frens or competent teammates? frens or competent teammates? frens or competent teammates?

i've also analyze in my mind on all the SIT ppl i know, i've finally thought over it.. this team is like a jigsaw puzzle that consists of 4 pieces, I have to find 3 other different pieces with their own unique size and ability to fit into my border in order to get the best results.. let's see how it proceeds ba..
i really wanna apologize to all in advance 1st if the team i end up with doesnt have u.. i'm sorry =\

my 人生大道理 for today:


btw i've did it again, 2nd time in a semester and 3rd or 4th time in RP =D


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TIME:1am

i slept till 12 today, went yishun to run some errands for my dad wid my mum together and had lunch at northpoint, no fancy food today cause my mum not in good mood~ she have been very troubled recently due to the recession of the economic cause she do investments..

i went home emo awhile than go meet parry (forget wat time i meet him already) and headed to khatib de MAC to meet siew chen and eileen because siew chen and parry gotta do their PP poster so me and eileen was like their guide but we 2 end up playing PSP after eating.. ROFL~

parry LOST motivation to do halfway and keep saying go home he can do better -.-" siew chen i tink kanna demoralise by parry so we end up packing earlier and erm, we went amk around 7.30~ play pool till 9+ than went home, super long never play pool liao lor, the last time i rmb i play pool is like the last freedom day for hang before he enter army =\

tml is been rumoured to be one of the easiest problem for PHP so far but wait, my faci is damn good one, he sure wont let the class be easy, the thought of this makes me wanna go on holiday earlier BUT got UT after school lei~ ARGH! LL liao.. muz go school T_T

my 人生大道理 for today:


btw this R the pictures taken today =D

I think their tongue numb or smth =.=


siew chen and me


the picture says it all~


zui ai jiu shi this gal liao (strictly no puking allow plz)


last but not least a grp picture wid blurry effect and illustrating how much parry cant hold onto his lust for me =.=

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TIME:12.40AM

know from my other class frens that MIS was quite easy so i happy happy went school today~ the moment i step into class.. sian X1000000~ tat !@#$% who gave me 'C' came to replace my actual faci again.. hong gan, beh gan, pua gan.. aiya.. simi gan also can apply la..

meeting 1 i sit there stone and tinking wan pon and go where, didnt really discuss the problem, meeting 2 i still tinking wan to pon anot cause i realise since my faci alternate weeks will absent, chance of me seeing her again is like 50%, if i skip today will give her bad impression and my grade might become worst

during break 2 i didnt care and went loiter around wid kel, pali and carrie.. the moment i step back into class my teammates also all sian face and no mood do work =\ anyway my team members R frank, jimmy, siew chen and eileen and MOST OF THEM they don belong to slacker type one, i swear~ mayb it's me influencing bad aura to them + that jiao faci spoil the team mood so i shld be responsible abit, thus i do the whole PPT myself in less than 20 minute.. *MUHAHA* the problem was easy, alex chua wont be defeated so easily~ especially in RP~ ROARR

after school was a rather strange situation, suppose to go off wid my classmates, than kel joined us, suddenly joycely came too, after tat parry say his fren meeting too. omg la.. so rojak~ nvm, get use to RP system, it's too random.. HAHA~ after months and months of rehabitation, i had 3 puff of cigg today, main issue is not to smoke, i'm trying to make the 'O' shape to demo to don know who liao~ but cant! omg la~~ bo skill le

as for work~ slack lor, wat else to say? hahahaha

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:12.30AM

RP's temperature taking exercise was crap~ but thankfully because of this exercise, i reach school at 9am like tat faci still mark me present~ woooooooo~~~ but truthfully i was been delayed la~ =x

nothing much happened in school, my team was...... fun? lol~ i was in a "zi high" mode in class thus i didnt really do much work =x

after school walked to interchange wid "ms zhu tou" and "ms O level", good luck for ur O level tml "ms O level".. and erm, "ms zhu tou" is sick.. take care =.=

after tat suppose to meet MEOWsis to chill and slack at cwp but we changed to sun plaza MOS MOS, i tink sun plaza is more peaceful, cwp is noisy everywhere~~ slack from 5+ all the way till 8.. chatted alot and it's rare a noob like MEOWsis manage to prove me wrong this time round.. i really mange to witness a miracle, thank you =)

joycely call me around 5+ and was crying, i cant do anything actually.. sometimes consoling does not help, she have to know the problems. whether a problem can be solve depend on both party's willingness to forgive and forget. If 1 party chooses to give up and end all hopes, the rest is up to the other party to take action le..


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TIME:12.50AM

On and on the pain goes on And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力
對你的眼神選擇了逃避
恨自己 恨自己

On and on the pain lives on It's hurting so much more
就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去
懲罰過後能否帶來解脫
I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried listening to God
讓堅強不只是種偽裝
So many lies listening to you
天亮後 I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on and I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛
最後信念別放棄 I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

當我再也不對任何事期待
只剩下你 只剩下你
有天當我捨棄一切見你
請妳要微笑不語

So many cried listening to you
希望你能再給我力量
So many lies listening to you
什麼時候 I will be fine

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finally change blog song le~ to another hot shot song, more smoothing this time around, no more wo shi superman ni shi loser~~ HAHA

work near 10 hours today.. + the activities i had ytd, my leg really sour now, too long no stand long hour liao.. old le~~ =.=

ytd i work 11-3~ than headed to soccer~ than go home meet family for dinner at thomson de chinese restaurant, once in awhile will go there - good food but portion small and quite ex =\ than head back semb nick hse~ very long never had a day with so many never ending activities le.. shag sia~

i don know wtf RP is thinking, they wan student to bring thermometer tml~ R they trying to curse for another SARs outbreak? zzz.. so i guess some precious time will be spend tml trying to Q-up and take temperature liao.. lucky my module is not coding tml~ if not i pon liao.. where got time do work when u wan us do such bo liao things?!?!?!

there's afew things that i have not do for a really long time.. drinking, clubbing, pubbing, smoking.. my emo container really gonna burst le.. i need some of this activities real fast

ok.. i wanna end this post by saying just one thing:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:12.30AM

jia lat~ ytd wanted to blog but having diarrhea siol so i went to take a rest around 8pm to numb myself and the time i open my eye~ early morning 4am liao =\

yea, so wat did alex wan to blog about ytd? of cause is my most sincere apologise to afew ppl~ and they R: PARRY, EILEEN, SIEW CHEN and SHI YING~

sorry to parry, eileen and siew chen is because of my gey kiang-ness =\ we were having PHP and they were having some problem so they approached me thus i told them my concept of the program.. which is like fucking wrong can? omg la.. during 3rd meeting faci sorta "scold" them, i tink it's gonna affect their daily grade real jia lat.. i'm so sorry =\

sorry to shi ying, HAHA~~ cannot say detail here.. u see me apologize can liao =D but now ok le.. so nvm~~~

so this morning~ after 9 hours of slp ( i don have 9 hours of slp during school day one, mostly 4-5 hour onli) i woke up feeling very HIGH and ready for school, but my bro chris would be late so he ask me go 1st~~ than my hand itchy go call a very NOOB person.. she told me she'll be late la although i reach wdls 8.10am, still waited for her at wdls.. reach class 8.47~ now we officially sabo each other 1 time liao~ let's see who sabo who next.. *evil smile*

school would be quite relax to alot of my classmate but not me.. mayb my expectation was higher but i'm satisfied with my final output =) so for the rest who's reading this, rmb to come for ur SAD lesson this week, very fun~

had driving after school, my instructor change nice car siol~ so considerate for his student hor? change new car let us drive~ MY ASS LA.. ccb.. because his old car fail the expectation from ubi there liao so he LL change car.. knn cb, i really hate him to the core, he's juz like my workplace's new chef, talk alot no action.. si lao uncle.. pui~

reached home le my bro jio me watch max payne at sun plaza.. jia lat lei tat movie~ it's draggy, no climax, no ending, totally different from wat i heard.. rating? i don even wan to waste my time to rate la plz -_-"

lucky i didnt have to pay for the tix~ my bro treat XD

i wonder when KTV will have jay new song!! there's so many new song in his album tat i wanna sing!!
稻香
给我一首歌的时间
说好的幸福呢
兰亭序


no special meaning to this pic, juz tat i miss my golden hair and tail.. MY TAIL!! SOB

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TIME:11.15PM

in case u ppl R scratching head wtf am i blogging in my last post, i did those handwriting quiz on the net and tat was the result

ytd was a busy day so i didnt blog~ had school as usual but PHP ut was a killer, this is a module i'm really starting to worry about, worst than java.. why muz those ang moh invent so much programming language? in E end is almost 90% of IT personel suffer u all know? damn it~ stop inventing ur whatever language, speak english plz =\

suppose to sing K with afew bros + jing and yun~ but due to communication breakdown btw me and mak, the 2 gal was not notify.. SORRY! so in E end me, mak, yang and nick went partyworld at wdls to sing, the bill was $98 thus we decide make member and get instane 20% d/c plus 1 more drink for each of us and bill end up $99~ we R talking about long term investment here~ =D we select our song by singer name.. shit man, we dedicated around 20+ jay song.. singing them in 1 row is sucidal act seriously T_T we sing till 12.30 like tat planning to take cab home but still got last train lor.. wow, on a tuesday night 12+ le still got last train towards amk.. heng siol~ save the cab fare =D

today was mother day~~ i mean company mother de day~ went cwp shop wid her, had lunch at the newly open ajisen ramen~ their price now more afforadable and taste really better le and their nan-kotsu ramen never fail to satisfy my need for tasty ramen, i rate 2.5/5 for them, service need to improve =\ she won 4D siol, 2nd prize = 2k~ so she claim the money le than during shopping spend 300 liao -.-

sian~ PHP tml.. zzz.. yawn.. no mood~ my bro will be on MC, means when i wake up tml i will see him sleeping and it will result in a tempation for me to skip school too.. HOW HOW?!?!


I MISS LORA!!

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TIME:3PM

ROSEBEL'S BELATED B'DAY CELEBRATION WAS A SUCCESS, THANK KEL AND JOYCELY FOR TAT =)

WARNING FOR THE NEXT PART: WALL OF TEXT

Chua is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.

Chua will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Chua an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Chua is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Chua is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Chua doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Chua will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

Chua is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Chua learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.

Chua is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.

Chua is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Chua basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better

Chua is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect his ego when he feels hurt. He pokes people harder than he gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Chua is having a lack of physical energy at the time this handwriting was written. If someone has very short and straight down lower loops (like in the y or g), this indicates this person's physical drive (activity or sex) is compromised. Usually, this indicates the person simply isn't interested in getting too physical right now. This could be a temporary mood which often happens when the body is sick and is healing. Or, this could be a result of an emotional or physical issue that is effecting Chua 's energy level and interest in sex. Sex doesn't seem to be a priority at the moment.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Chua has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Chua fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Chua has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Chua just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Chua finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

the red part R so true
the yellow part is so WRONG!

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TIME:1AM

today is the 1st day i saw our new "chef" reporting to work.. seriously la, he look like a KPT uncle, onli know how to talk, 0% action, hopeless.. i doubt he can make any improvement to Manna~ noon de busines was CMI, night was still ok~ i actually onli had 1 hour break but i requested for 1 more hour cause I wanna spend more time wid my bros rather than work for $$~ so i went to tom hse, they were experimenting on COOKIES~ the moment i reach they juz bake finish, nice timing~ LOL..

i was thinking, if joycelyn and me hasnt breakup.. i would choose work than meeting my bros because tat's the only time i can spend to be wid my "gf" as she was the closest one to me during tat time, but ever since she quit and our breakup, manna is nth but memories, which makes me realise... spending time with those close ones are actually more impt than earning money. Yes, money can buy some form of "happiness", but non of it can satisfy u long term but developing strong bonds wid those close one is a different thing, seriously =)

why am i saying all this? i really don know.. alot of ppl say i've change, even today hazel who's not very close wid me also say tat.. have i really changed? isit because of the cruel environment in RP tat lead to this change? or the events tat happen in my life which leads to this change? i don know the answer either.. everyone will change, but i will find out the answer on whether i've change to the better OR worst =)

tml all my bro's gonna go back to school.. jia you all of u~ welcome back to hell.. LoLoL~~~ 2 more weeks till my hols.. LALALA~~~

there's a big project by my fren~ so ppl, plz stay tune to this blogshop, it will be different from wat u see elsewhere, i promise~ stay tune okies? =)



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TIME:12.00AM


ok.. i juz wanna wish my sis a happy b'day.. having migraine, cold sweats now. =\
still need to work tml, sian-ed

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TIME:1.30PM

school hasn't been so good recently, recent problems isn't hard i should say, but i did badly in terms of my own expectation.. normally during past 3 semester, whenever my team get questioned I would always be the hitman to reply and defend for my team but.... wat i can rmb is for the past few days, i simply stand there like a wooden block and cant do any shit to help.. it's not tat'C' grade tat demoralise me, it's the environment tat i'm sick of.. ARGH

anw after school ytd.. went home to take a nap and meet nik, yang and keong around 7.30 cause they juz swim finish. yang drived to mak hse tat area to park his car and we went northpoint walk (saw kelvin out of a sudden~ which i think is pure GAYNESS tat result us in meeting~) , i think we should get excited for the new change, northpoint is not juz renovating but expanding too... omg =D when we passby KFC, i saw a familiar face inside, xuan zhu~ no point elaborating who she is cause already in the past~ lol

i was freaking hungry la, finally can have dinner at 8.30 cause mak reach home, bath, pcc ok already than come meet us.. had botak jones~ wat's so good wid botak jones? i would only say i will eat Cajun chix and Fish&Chips onli.. because Cajun chix taste good, Fish&Chips got hugh portion~ yup..

after dinner slack at mak hse till near 1 than went home~

going soccer later

my mum cooking buddha jump over the wall tonight, i'm so gonna skip dinner.. i hate "xiang gu" and sea cucumber FOR LIFE!! =\

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TIME:12.02AM

jia lat la.. super hate myself today.. sitting in school whole day like a bai chi + laptop don wan cooperate wid me.. PHP is disaster, i tink i will flunk this module~ i really cant help it le.. i do in class till dulan and start scolding foul words randomly.. do the code till even i close my eye all the $_ POST, $query, mySQL all still in my brain.. omfg.. worst than nightmare.. really wanted to ask pali go buy cigg and smoke wid me.. BUT WAIT, NO! i say no smoking means no smoking bloody hell.. ARGH!

my driving lesson was ok~ learn reverse parking today le.. w/o pole de though~ too dark le, he put pole i also cant see, so i basically learn how to reverse and keep car straight lor =\

reach home, enter LEO see see le than sian diao.. tat MIS REPLACEMENT faci give me C... C... C... although daily grade C is nth.. i juz don like it.. imagine when i see oveall summary, got a C.. PUI! knn.. seriously i hate those jackass tat come in class and bastard everyone, i've got another teammate who stay whole day and did okok in presentation, he got D~ fuck, wat's the meaning of this? PUI!

not my day, definitely not my day


HARDOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~ GAY~ =D

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TIME:1am

went to meet 2 siao char bo at wdls mrt today~ i was late because i went to help my mum buy 4D~ (sry ar) headed to school de PP column cause our main priority was to do our poster, finally got some idea le and by 4.30~ i manage to complete 1 A1 size de liao, 1 more A1 size de to go~ YES!!

took cab to cwp cause it was raining, suppose to have teatime buffet but when we reach there the manager say last order was 5.30 and time was around 4.40+ le so go in also bo hua thus we reserve a table for dinner buffet instead and than walk around cwp lor (wait for 2 hour -_-") 1 of the siao char bo is really siao one~ went into the shop and try and talk cock there for like 30 minute in E end never buy.. LoL~ than continue walk around, they 2 finally buy a dress, same design de somemore ( so les ) but 1 of them taking it back to change tml cause she don wan les liao~ LOL.. no la, she don like it so she wan change =\

finally, DINNER~ eat till really really full~ till now still feeling full, omg omg omg =.=

tml got PHP.. sian 1/2.. heard from frens minimum i tink have to do 5 pages of codes + one of my stronger teammate already tell me he tml not going.. jia lat.. gg liao.. =\

pics for today:

siao char bo 1 spotted


omg la, siao char bo 2 spotted


the ONLY grp pic but onli got 1/2 my face, cannot blame la.. siao char bo 2 de hand too short ( did i mention she's like 138cm in height?) LOL.. JKJK =x

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TIME:1.30AM

today i should have skip school~ it was a replacement faci and she was rather ... hmm.. don know how to say, my english not good.. anyway, amazingly crunchyroll is loading quite fast in school~ manage to watch 2 eposide of Angel Lover, 1 eposide was during Talk, yes.. i went to a talk again.. i wan to finish my points asap.. another eposide during 3rd meeting.. woo~

after school went to work, rather late crowd but still manageable.. von help me polish my thumb after work cause it's still early (actually i'm white rat let her do on me T_T) ok la, quite well done siol~ make my finger till shiny shiny like gay like tat.. =.=

i'm losing interest on Angel lover le, jia lat... i watch this show cause i wan see jiang yi~ but her main story over le... now i keep seeing tat ming dao and don know who face.. not nice de.. ARGH~~ i wan more jiang yi de scene !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, it's so fucking late already, time to rest =D

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TIME:12AM

seriously wat my bro tommy blog was true.. he wrote "I dont wanna blog shit like "i woke up...... bathe...... scrub balls...... stare on my computer screen....eat,sleep... haha hehe hurhur..." but i've got nth better to do le~ i've no desire to game anymore.. yawn, life's boring =.=

i finally went for a CE talk after 1 sem of not going~ means i still got 11 points to go before CE is complete, will try to chiong as many as possible =\ nth very happening in school today, problem was rather simple thus i let my 4 very cute teammates handle them while I manage the final output.. UT was rather hard but still, done within 14 minute.. after school company Ms Carrie walk to interchange, HA! she LONER~ no ppl company, see her small company her la~ (she's really very small =x) LOL!~

reach home le, wat to do? someone so no life like me, no choice but to chiong Angel Lover =\

i really feel bad to my 2 classmates, they wanna organize dinner de but, i'm really packed~ sry to 2 of u, i guess they wont read my blog anyway~ nvm =.=

I wanna paste this lyrics here, I wonder how many of u can really know wat it means..
一堆灰花凌乱着，
在这个时刻。
我想起斑鹃般的白鸽，
甜蜜散落了，
情绪摸名的拉着，
我还爱你了，
但你断断续续唱着歌，
假装没事了，
时间过了，走了，
爱情面临选择，
你冷了，觉得我哭了，
你开始的不快乐，
你用卡片信写着，
有谁爱只给到着沉的痛了，

怎么了，你累了，
说好的，幸福的，
我懂了，不说了，
爱倒了，梦怨了，
开心你不该信疑，一心述着你再不舍，
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得，
你不懂了，说好的，幸福了，
我做了，那个那，放手了，后悔了，
只是回忆那音乐和汗水转着，
要怎么停呢.?

怎么了，你累了，
说好的，幸福了，
我懂了，不说了，
爱倒了，梦怨了，花都还记得,
你不懂了，说好的，幸福了，
我做了，那个那，放手了，后悔了，
只是回忆那音乐和汗水转着，
要怎么停呢.?

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TIME:12.40AM

omg la~ apparently i'm stuck to chio bus on my computer screen this few days so i didnt have the time to blog.. as u guys know i've been watching basketball fire so i did a search on who 'W' was, her leg is really.. WOO! "bo beh zhao" catergory one.. *SLURP* ok, i sound sicko~ back to the topic, after my research it seems like her name is coco jiang yi and she's a model but she got act in 2 taiwan drama.. don wait liao~ i went to watch the other show she acted b4.. very old le i guess.. "Angel Lover", tian shi qin ren anyone rmb?

so sat was simple for me, woke up 12+, went soccer at 3, emo whole night at home watch Angel Lover chiong from eposide 1 till 11 in 1 night.. LOL~ but her scence not alot, sian~ anyway halfway during the show, i saw another very chio gal.. ROFL~ still cant find her name.. will try my best to search and share wid u guys.. LOL~

today work full shift, nth really happening at work, juz tat auntie teo have verbally resign le, tml will give letter.. one more manpower down~ woo.. song bo.. wat to do? =\

i really wish i can put lesser time in my studies, so i can do things i want.. as day pass, it means my days in manna is getting lesser, i need an alternate source of income.. i have a plan B wid mak but school cant afford to give me the time i need.. after PP, after Nov 5th, i will be free.. mayb i shouldnt be such a saddist, let's be our own boss.. let's DO it.. i don wanna see other ppl temper anymore.. PUI~

ok~ here's a pic of Coco Jiang Yi =D


stay tune to my blog wor~ i'll be uploading Wonder Girls individual pic soon and give u all brief intro of wat i can get.. LoL~ =x

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TIME:12.30AM

anyway a warning to all, recently i was surfing my EDMW forum and there have been cases where singtel, starhub have send letter to user notifying tat they have found their IP downloading things, so ppl.. cut down on ur download 1st ok~ wait for a few months le than continue ur activity

today school change team~ jane's still wid me and i've made her laugh till cry again -_-" jun shun the gay's wid me too~ and the last one is fahmy~ ok la overall.. work's done and i've got nth much to complain..

work's super busy =\

anyway tks to Carrie and Shi Ying, i'm starting to get addicted to K-pop. but i'm not so gay to go into DBSK or Big Bang.. i'm into WONDER GIRLS =D

they got good vocal, very gal next door but cute looks.. omg omg omg~~ chio la.. LOL
some of their song i recommend would be Nobody and So Hot =D
grp photo of WONDER GIRLS:



reference from: http://wondergirls.wordpress.com/multimedia/

wat's for tml? i tink it's play soccer at noon and watch soccer at night~ not sure too =\

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TIME:11.20PM

today's quite a different day than what i've expected..

PHP coding was hard because the presence of the faci already stress us.. everyone was doing their coding till 3.30 le.. i was tinking today jia lat liao, mayb presentation till 5pm liao.. but the faci suddenly take wire and connect to his lappy and present 6P siol~ means no presentation for us =D

I went home after school straight to get some rest, 7pm driving lesson was ok la~ nth much

anyway was surfing forum and click the link below to see wat the china kids R doing back in their hometown.. LOL~~

LINK

Another thing i wanna share is this website: http://www.faceyourmanga.com/welcome.htm
damn cool eh~ create ur own avatar here~

i rmb i had smth that i wan to blog abt.. erm.. wat isit? shit.. i forgot =\

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TIME:12.50AM

stay home Wednesday for me today, didnt join the bros for OCC cause very tired..

nth much happening, just hopping to get a good rest because next few day is a torture..

thursday - PHP coding + driving + a default 200 words RJ waiting for me
friday - SAD module + work =\

ok~ this post is short.. i'm gonna end, suling juz call me for supper.. she muz be too free -_-"

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