The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:12.30am

let me update about ytd + toady:

ytd half of the gang around 3 at smb mrt and we went to wdls take bus to expo.. the journey there could have been faster BUT the bus driver really make us beh kan.. the bus was on the expressway u know? but the driver was driving like 60km/h and there was no jam, purely bus driver emo shit and drive so freaking slow..

reach expo le the 1st expression we show was sian face.. the amount of ppl there is scary, worst than tat time suntec de comex show.. actually no 1 wanted to buy anything for expo, the expo plan was executed because ME, the b'day boi requested to go there SO i can go and see a NOOB working there, yea~ she's none other than CARRIE. HAHA~ her booth is a sad place.. it's humid and noisy.. went to say hello le all of us faster zhao liao, tat place is really too cramp =\

went orchad next to make reservation at cine Kbox cause we singing Ksupperbuffet from 12am till 6am, had dinner wid them at burger king and we went to Kpool to rot 1st..

tom, yun and hang finally reached town too, didnt really feel like playing pool so i went to look for my present wid tom,yun,keong,yang and hang.. i shld have buy the levis jean, cause flesh imp only sell skinny jeans tat fat ppl cant wear.. SIZE-CIST COMPANY~ so i tink i'll go wid the levis jean if we go town again..

actually tat's how our brotherhood operate, whenever it's our b'day, we tell the bros wat we want rather than the bros go buy and surprise, because...... impractical ba because we already know each others near 8 years le =D

those play pool de also sian liao and the time was onli 10.30 thus we pay le went off to centrepoint de mac eat ice-cream~ finally the time was near 12 le so we chiong ar~~ KBOX FTW!!

we had a rather big room ytd wid 11pax, inside got 2 made in china de LCD tv + 2 wired and 2 cordless mic but the 2 cordless mic not workin, abit wasted.. so we sing sang sung and around 1 plus, mak and me went to smoke.. when we return to the room, they were singing a super lol cantonese b'day song wid a lmao MTV.. HAHA, omg la.. stun tio~ i thought they sing sing for fun nia.. suddenly keong and hang bring in a cake.. wa seh, thank you bros + yun~ my 2nd b'day cake in my life which is brought by frens, the 1st one was also by them too, last year.. =D

2am was the actual peak of the night cause..... THE BUFFET FINALLY STARTED~ everyone rush out like typical sin-ga-lo-lang and snatch all the food.. WOO.. we eat non stop for near 1 hour than all declare bloated and stop =.= hang, loong, keong went into slping mode and the rest of us were choosing lame song to sing.. i even sang ma tong (toilet bowl) wid mak siol.. lol

6am le, got train liao.. but everyone say lazy -.- so we took cab~ nvm la.. no Xtra charge.. went home slept till 1pm~

i really wan to thank all my bros and yun, u guys were great

TODAY~

had driving at 3pm.. he suddenly ask me do reverse parking today, not very well done cause i afew lesson no do.. omg.. this muz not be happening man.. damn it.. i muz stay focus on what i've learnt =.=

so today was my family turn to celebrate my bird day for me, we went to sakura located beside my school to eat.. omg la, very sinful lei.. BUFFET again.. my Kbuffet haven 24 hours i go eat another buffet le.. shit, there goes all my diet plan.. GG~

will update tml again, going out wid poly cliques =)

pictures taken ytd:

the cake =D


my brothers, thank you all =D

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TIME:2am

today super low morale, kel and carrie no come, wj weakshit 9.30 go home le. left me, pali and shi ying

lesson was 3 man team, learn a new software, manageable and quite relaxing. my gay partner JS did not come, sad-ED. tks shi ying for her PATIENCE after school, me and pali was kinda addicted to FM09 thus we play till like near 6pm, she was hoplessly sitting in my class perhaps cursing and swearing at both of us wat time than can go.. lol =x

went to meet eileen next cause my mum SLACKER, never cook dinner, went yishun 925 eat while pali and shi ying went home.. called kel to come down meet us talk cock abit and went northpoint walk walk~ actually all gonna spilt and go home le, so i call mak and wanted to drink at his hse.. went NTUC buy mixer le, than go mac buy ice cream cause EILEEN craving for it.

cannot be buy le than tell her bye right? i'm good to maria de, we went to yishun MRT corner there sit and eat and chat, around 8pm i tink.. we chat till 11pm in the end =.= sry bro! 我没重色亲友, juz tat chat till forget time.. =x

I have a sudden thought,

(1)wan someone u cannot live without?
OR
(2)wan someone whom you can live wid?

ppl who chose (1), i feel that this ppl R idealistic, unreal but if they really can find one, it will be true love for them probability of not lasting is high. (cause love got no reason.. u suffocate, u change, u tolerate for who he/she is because got LOVE)

for (2), this ppl are realistic, they know what they want but they normally lack the feeling of been loved/cherish by the other half, but they tend to stay longer in a r/s. (u don need to change, u already can accept his/her behaviour but lack intimacy)

so at the end of the day.. which would u wan?

the LOVE which is somewhat unexplainable with alot of happy memories but also painful memories
OR
the RESULT which is maintenable/logical/lasting but lack the intimacy between 2 person?

what about me? hoho~ (1) or (2)? ppl who knows me well will know wat's my answer.. it's juz my thought, of cause it wont see fitting to you if we run on different logical platform, but perhaps u all can start thinking.

u all can tell me for (1), they still can maintain de, for (2) also can add intimacy de.. i've really think damn in-depth in this topic, for about 3 years liao.. can is can but the % of it happening?

10% ba.

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TIME:12.40AM

juz a quick post ba~ php today but not really very php.. now my SAD and php can say is mix up le.. which will be wat i'm gonna do in FYP~ i'm coping very well i guess.. not much big fuss

after school had UT, totally tio stun.. enter UT key le saw the qns.. my mind go blank, frens say it's quite ok for them eh.. mayb php drain my brain cell le.. i think get D or E liao =.= still got UT4, muz chiong liao!

jane was the official stunner of the day, let's give her a round of applause.. seriously.. she type 4 chinese character to eileen on MSN.. the 4 letter suppose to be i'm hungry, guess wat she type?

我肚子二 (my stomach TWO)

LOL~ i had the best laugh of the day, TKS JANE !

today, i saw tat person in the canteen again, tat person was sitting behind me, less than 1M de distance, although i've said that tat person is not the same person but whenever i saw tat person.. i really can emo on the spot, mental pressure i guess..

and tks to yun, tom and mak.. saturday finally got a decent plan le.. hoho~

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TIME:12am

YTD
i meet chris as usual, i swear i walk as fast as i could and chiong till class... marked LATE cause i reach at 8.31AM..

jun jie is a gay, a self-pwn gay.. stupid arsehole, ytd night I was playing FM09 than he keep ask me zip le send him, so i went to zip it into RAR (15 minutes) and send him.. than he say, i no RAR.. KAO EH~ so i spend 5 minute find download link for him to install RAR, than i'm sending him 900mb de file siol, it's near impossible to be send in 4 hours -.- in E end he ask me cancel, cause he got the game le.. he didnt install the direct X =.= JUN U GAY ASS!

TODAY
other than driving lesson, i practically stay at home whole day.. i've finally learn all the essential driving skills le.. left S course and crank course..

hoho~ as u all know, my bird day coming liao, i'm gonna be in my 20s soon.. i've been thinking of all the events that have taken place in this past 20 years.. i didnt acheive anything big in particular but i've actually been a loser always lacking 1 mark in my life. 1st PSLE, 2nd 'N' level, 3rd ITE (don wan to elaborate again le, but i believe most ppl know wat i'm referring to) becoz of this 3 most significant event that have happen in my life, i had to take the alternative route which was tougher, mayb it was good actually.. i've train to become a stronger person in terms of mentality, thinking and decision making.

i do regret the path i take but i didnt regret knowing all the ppl i know be it frens or foes i've met.. each and everyone of u had made an impact in my life, seriously.

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TIME:12.30AM

my post R redundant cause I'm still getting late frequently.. damn it.. seriously RP shld give 5 minute grace to W6 and E6 ppl, the block is too deep la damn it, class was okay la.. last week ask us install windows on a fresh laptop, today is install linux on a fresh laptop, next week lagi worst.. muz install both windows and linux to 1 laptop.. wtf =.=

i didnt believe my eye last week when i saw tat person quite afew times at smb mrt and in school but today during 1st breakout while eating wid the peeps, i saw tat person again.. so alike tat my past R waking me up, i know tat person is not the same person i'm referring to but they look too alike, so alike that I can seriously take both of them as the same person.

feeling confuse after reading this paragraph? it's ok.. i didnt want to blog it out but.. i've really got no place to vex it out thus this blog would be the best place..

my 人生大道理 for today:


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TIME:12am

ytd i meet my bro chris and went to bugis~ i mange to buy him a super duper ultra belated birthday present at sim lim.. after tat we went to buy smth else and headed to lunch at parco bugis.. went home and the rain was omfg de big, thus we decide to take train till woodlands than slack awhile there le sit 962 back to sem.. but when train at smb, wtf man? stuck there near 20 minutes.. i tink god's trying to tell us not to go woodland -.-" we alight le the rain still freaking big, so we went to ................. LIBRARY =.= friday juz went wid carrie and shi ying, than sat go again.. omg

today work whole day, no life la.. but for sake of money, bo bian~



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TIME:1.30am

i had a hard time in school today.. problem was rather hard for me because i wanted to keep things as detailed as possible.. i even had to smoke to get some energy, tks pali for the stick.. it's been so long since a problem can force me smoke..

another issue was my elective.. i finally submit le and my four choice became my 2 core module(forget wat le) + Human Resource Information System and Finance and Banking Application. good luck to me?

my very sarcastic mum purposely mention to me tat today earlier in the afternoon, my neighbor asked my mum a qns while they were chatting.. "why so long never see ah how de gf liao" nice la~ where to find a mother tat suan her own son one.. kns.. mayb u all don know her well but she love to put salt on my wound..

man kind thinking R always contradicting.
When I was attach, i wanted to have freedom ( in the area of doing things wid fren, drink, party, smoke )
but now when i'm single, i sought for a companion? i gave up party, smoke, drink all of a sudden on my own will..
i don know~ i really don know..

CONCLUSION: i still wan this single life more than attach life because .....

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TIME:1am

omg, thursday is finally over.. i hate thursday, the module is torturing.. i'm really glad i changed team.. kok ann + jimmy = gayness

after school while walking to interchange, i saw ah huat and i ran over to chit-chat wid him.. seriously he's a lagi good faci, during year 1 sem 1 he was the faci who gave me the MOST B(around 9 - 10) daily grade lor but in the end his module was the only 1 i score A till now..

he have a "fatherly-like" figure to me cause everytime we chat, his comment and speech R all very down to earth, constructive and realistic but i feel guilty halfway chatting with him, he really hold high expectation from me but i feel so damn weakshit to tell him my GPA, he's like expecting 3.7 from me? it's already a impossible result to reach after my calculation but i'll still try my best to hit as high as I can..

so my FYP teammates, I'll be counting on you guys too.. yes, i haven officially introduce my FYP teammates here so let me do a short summary about them..

1. NG JUN SHUN -
my secondary school junior, he was in bin zhe class if I not wrong, if my VP mrs chang had allow me to retain if i failed 'N' tat year, i would be retaining in his class if i'm not wrong but we didnt meet tat time cause i went ITE, we met now~ we R fated.. MUACKS~~

Possible role for the team - FUCKING GAY de PHP coder, SAD drafter, JAVA programmer

2. PHANG KOK ANN -
i love the way he react whenever i autoroam him, he is mr "jay zhou" style one so let's keep his introduction short, muz cooler abit.. MUACKS~~

Possible role for the team - PHP coder, DATABASE inserter (but i labelled him as an all-rounder as he's quite flawless)

3. EILEEN CHEN YING YING -
MARIA MARIA GO~ ok la, stop making fun of u.. why do u see eileen in my team? hmm, gd qns.. i think her ability to digest information fast is the reason she's in this team and her frequency rate wid kok ann and js should be high since 3 of them R in the same class last sem ( i feel outcasted, LOL) Possible role for the team? pour tea, buy food, massage for us.... LOLOL! JK-ING NIA =x MUACKS~~

Possible role for the team - Scribe, Researcher

4. MYSELF! -
Hi, i'm alex. 19 going 20, single and available but i prefer guys so.. ya~

Possible role for the team - All-Rounder ( i got near 3/4 tub of water for all modules, no strength~ no weakness~)

tat pretty sums up my FYP team.. 1 word to describe this team - GAYNESS.
LOL!

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TIME:12.40am

I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT~
YOU LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT~
WE LIKE TO~~~~~
MOVE IT!

lalala~ i went to watch Madagascar 2 wid shi ying, kel and wj at cine today.. part 2 is as funny as part 1 in my point of view.. we had a good laugh in the cinema =D

after movie actually no solid plan at all.. thus we walk around aimlessly.. so we plan to give shi ying a pleasant surprise by treating her ben & jerry ice cream, i really had a hard time thinking methods to cheer her up since afternoon.. i've onli been thinking about where got ben & jerry cause u will sure like it de right? hoho~ so in E end we had 6 scoops of ice cream + toppings.. it's nice la really.. but the damage also nice, $28..

cheer up shi ying!! cause no matter wat happens:

Carrie the stunner will always be there for u
ALEX the emoster will always be there for u
WJ the joker will always be there for u
KEL the loser will always be there for u
and not forgetting all the frens around u

u R not alone. Take ur time, get some rest, and move on =)

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TIME:1.30am

late again wor, tat makes it 4 late for MIS in total now le.. the class wasnt really interested or focus with the problem statment today, everyone is talkin about the electives.. i've been thinking for sometime and here's the few module I have in mind now:

Human Resource Management Infomation System (Elective),
Sales Management (Elective),
Human Resource Management (Freely chosen),
Event Management (Freely chosen)

yes, all of the course R management course.. I've think about my future.. i don wan a 8-5 job, i want a job that I can be in control with unexpected challenges.. if i go into econs, business stats, financial a/c.. my future will be wearing smart formal sitting in office 8-5 doing reports.. no way i wan tat kind of life..

after sch i saw someone.. and tat someone juz flamed me on her blog.. KNN~ WU XUE LI.. u die liao.. yes.. she's the stupid luo han fish tat i have spend 6 month with during W34R.. her smile is totally CMI, she is logic-LESS, she say she looks like rihanna, she is UBER WOLS, she adjust her luo han fish hairstyle everytime i hit it onces, she's simply tio own-ED by me and has never win a arguement.. SHE IS A SADDIST WHO ESCAPE FROM HER BIGGEST FEAR WHO IS ME!! muhahaha.. NOOB! NOOB! NOOB! WU XUE LI U R NOOB!! ROARRRR

damn u xueli, i write this post laughing like mad, i miss BULLYING u.. and in return i shall post ur pretty face with auntie hairstyle.. don blame me~ blame the internet.. LOL! my blog have around 40+ view per day la.. so i guess u will be famous in RP soon.. don wry ok =D

despite all this, actually she's a very good fren i've known in RP la.. we still talk alot nowadays via MSN cause she don dare face me in person.. i also restrict myself seeing her in person.. my hand might juz get itch and fly to her luo han fish head~ lalala

NOW IT'S TIME TO SHOW ALL MY READERS HOW THIS SELF-DECLARE RIHANNA LOOK ALIKE ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE:


below R 2 more pictures



OR



o my tian~ plz tell me.. RIHANNA OR LUO HAN FISH?

LUO HAN FISH FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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TIME:1.30am

I realize that I've become quite inconsistent in regards to studies..

System Analysis and Design - 2 late
Wed App - 1 late
OS concept - 2 late
MIS - 3 late + 1C

recently i keep waking up either stomachache or restless.. today had stomachache thus i 8.30 than reach smb mrt when class's suppose to start at 8.30~ saw my bro, nikorasu~ he heading to school too, 9am at SP~ he say he mostly late also~ rofl

i was in class trying to concentrate but i couldnt, my teammates was confident wid me but i gave wrong instruction thus we had to waste more time on the practical thing.. my fault, but they didnt say much

sometimes I really feel down that I always live in my own world with my thinking and my logic, I cant live like a happy-go-lucky person, carefree, non-sensative, friendly and sociable~ I always prefer to think and think, in E end think so much got wat use? wat I think might not happen~

I don know how to elaborate further, sorry to make u guys waste time reading this whole load of crap..

I've realise a change back to the old me once again, wat can i do?

I'm not okay
I'm not happy
I'm confuse
I'm feeling extremly 辛苦 now
I cant laugh to my heart's content
I.... I...

是环境变了吗？
我只知道现在的我，只剩下一半

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TIME:12.40am

i strike 4D wor.. this afternoon saw ah hai taking 4D paper to draw so i suddenly hand itch go take 1 piece and write also.. i was thinking of some lame number.. start i tink of 1111 but really too retarded le.. so i write 1101 instead~ in E end came out as consolation prize, i buy $1 big.. won $60.. rofl~ *BONUS* =D

other than tat nth much to say lei.. o ya.. my 5 girlfriends won best song award today or smth.. forget the actual title they win but still, they WON! congrats my dears~ =D

guess who R my babys?

wonder girls !!! =D

tks to shi ying and carrie, somehow now my playlist never fail to have some korean song.. not juz WG but also some gay band de.. the song's quite catchy la.. not bad.. but WG still best~ cause they R my galfren.. bo beh zhao one.. MUHAHA

ok.. tml gonna have sch, UT and work.. i'm feeling very tired =.=

my 人生大道理 for today:


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TIME:1am

so ytd i help mak and nik till 3 le, wait.. shld be help mak onli, nik was like playing WOW? his partner poor thing la =\
anyway, after helping them it was like 3am onli.. still early, so called yang to meet me and mak go mak hse to drink.. didnt manage to drink till our heart's content cause the blogshop still need amendments.. cant even finish half bottle, perhaps it's chivas de problem, i felt disgusted by the taste =.= martell FTW seriously!!

stay at mak hse till 6 plus than took train home wid yang le~ went soccer as usual.. nth interesting juz tat i injure the nerve/muscle behind my toe area.. i'm walking like a "bai ka" now.. i cannot apply any force wid the toe if not.... PAIN

tml i'm working.. sad-ED


chivas! is not the limelight.. but the bag.. it's damn cool la, the interior is for 保温 de.. but it practically can let u put nth inside except ur chivas =.=

my 人生大道理 for today:


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TIME:2am

ok.. i'm actually at nikorasu hse now cause my bro mak and nik got a big plan ahead and they need my help.. i'm pretty amazed by the things i've done so far by myself but now is the really tough part so joyce's helping me.. THANK YOU JOYCE =D

actually i didnt wan to waste the things i've learn thus I've try applying them and the result's not bad lei.. i revise on web multimedia (html, photoshop) and SAD to help me on their blogshop.. lol

school today was easy siol... revision on the design process onli~~ i walk home alone today, initially was ok la, i don mind once in a while tio karma and walk alone but the sad thing was when i reach semb walking halfway suddenly freaking heavy downpour, spoiler man~ perhaps too tired and suddenly feel very cold and lonely, so I decided to walk in the rain like nothing happen in E end and thank god i'm not having any flu or fever now =D

alright, i'm gonna end this post and continue to help them =.=

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TIME:1.40am

didnt want to blog actually but....

the day started wid a rainy morning, didnt wan to go school initially cause was worried about my bro tommy but got test so left wid no choice but to go school...
a bad idea indeed, reach class and saw a black face faci...
he scold, he shout, he kp, he give attitude the whole day...
i cant skip halfway cause if i come back for UT, he sure make my life worst...
but UT was a relieve, i manage to do the 2 killer qns cause both code was somewhat similar wid 6P, at least 1 thing not so bad...

at least i finally have a sign of relieve tat tom got his money back~ since they kept the promise i will not blog the details to defame their brand or anything.. but i urge u ppl don try to buy things from ppl who is suspicious or say very good story.. we can all become victims..

the rain juz make everything worst, no mood to do work, no mood to eat.. watever la.. a gloomy day...

I was really speechless to saw the offline msg u type, I was smiling to myself =)
despite all the shits today, at least something brighten up my day because to me, you care, but....................... did it juz make u more stress? i'm so sorry =(

ALL HAIL JANE~ don see her small size emo one corner in class, she is fierce de ok~ the pic below was extracted from her blog..


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TIME:

i've actually called wen jie juz now to teach me how to change so tat i can type chinese.. tks to shi ying post in chinese cause i find it more expressive =) so mayb i might be using alot of chinese in my future post =x

reach tommy hse around 10.40am this morning but the "che dai ji" plan failed because the other party was reluctant to meet up and it was late already so it's most slightly no1 will be at the warehuse but we manage to have a war of speech on the phone with the other party.. i juz hope they got the balls to meet up tml but it's hard to trust them cause they R a bunch of scammers that goes around to cheat ppl money..

slacked at tom hse after tat till 2.30 cause got driving.. damn shoik la.. reverse parking settle liao.. i realise wat's my fucking mistake during the previous lesson.. now i never hit pole le.. =D

tml PHP~ let's not talk about it.. anyway tml after school and UT, will have to rush to tom hse.. so i urge all bro who's free plz meet up too cause we need as many ppl as possible.. the scammer wont be so stupid to come ALONE, we need backup =D

alot of things happened.. esp to both of us who think alot.. i have predicted the outcomes from the start but i didnt expect it to happen so fast.. yes, i'm scare of the outcome because i care and actually i wanted to try and make an impact in ur life which i guess i've failed. I don wan to be just any 阿狗 阿猫, my onli wish was tat i hope i can be someone u will find when u R feeling upset or down and vice versa so we can help each other.. it's not about love, affection or what. It's a very simple thinking tat my brain ask me to take action. Yes, protect u by all means, perhaps tat's wat i'm feeling/thinking

i know wat actions u might take to prevent all the negative things to happen, it's really hard for me to tell u "wat about me?" because it will onli give u extra burden/stress plus another side of me are thinking, 如果你能快乐没担忧, 我牺牲并不算什麽.. yes, i hate the other side of me who's thinking this way now because it's like asking me to give up.. i feel helpless, i wanna vex it out, i wanna shout out loud and worst of all i'm forcing myself not to hold any more hopes..

i'm really at maximum already.. i don know how to continue typing~ 我恨我自己, 死了不是跟好？

if u R wondering who/wat issues i'm talking about.. it's actually randomness.. to nobody and about nothing.. i onli wan to drink now, nth else.. i'm back to my old-self, i'm feeling pathetic

thinking back now~
moving to sembawang was wrong
studying in sembawang sec was wrong
getting addicted wid RO was wrong
failing N level was wrong
entering ITE was wrong
working at country manna was wrong
knowing joycelyn was wrong
entering RP was wrong

i'm so wrong and i cant change the past.. perhaps me been here was wrong from the start.

fuck u alex chua,
fuck u yong how.

u don belong here-

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TIME:10.20PM

changed team today and my team's pretty fine.. =D

after school went AMK cause carrie go buy smth, had dinner at S11.. we came up wid the idea of contributing $10 each and buy as many food as we can~ got me, carrie, shi ying and kel~ in E end we mange to buy BBQ stingray, sotong, 1 whole spring chix, oyster omelette, meatball soup and drinks.. wa.. damn full la.. rofl.. worst part was i make carrie "angry" =.= wo bu gan le, pai sei pai sei~ juz for laugh nia, don serious =x

tml having driving and gonna help tommy wid smth~ let's not get into the detail 1st, but yes~ we might be going to "che dai ji" wid some ppl, they deserve it~ i muz snatch victory for my bro. MUHAHA~ NO MERCY..

ok, I muz rehersal my vulgarities now so i can scold tml~


my 人生大道理 for today:


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TIME:12AM

there's alot of thing i wanna do/buy now.. jia lat.. my fountain of wealth is depleting suddenly.. stress =.=

i wan to-

• cut my nails (too busy to cut)
• go hair cut (too busy to cut)
• go dye hair (already no time cut, how to dye?!?!)
• play Bball ( i wanna do - "kang long bu hui shuan feng shi guan lan" and "lan die you shen bu")
• go sim lim wid my bro, chris
• find new job
• buy new shoe
• buy new jeans
• apply uob debit card
• eat sakura
• buy new phone (decided tat W980 is better than Iphone so i'll go wid W980)
• get at least 1 A for UT ( i really wan it =.=)

ok~ too greedy le~ lalala

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-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:2.37pm

didnt blog ytd as i was out and having migraine whole day which really no mood to blog =\

school = nothing much happen

after = go seragoon eat zhi cha cause jia en de 21st b'day celebration.. me chris von were like the 1st to reach (7pm) than she got 4 table of relatives all around 8pm than reach, than the dinner was not like zhi cha lor, more like wedding dinner =.= course by course one and no rice.. lol~ the dish i rmb and taste good was:

B'DAY MEE SUA~
MAYO PRAWN
"HENG CAI GENG"
STEAM RED GROUPA
THAI STYLE CHICKEN
YI PING GUO
BRAISED DUCK (made by jia en aunt one.. homemade dish)
ABALONE WID VEGE

the most owning one was her b'day cake.. i will post it when i take the picture from von.. Jia En bought it at my ex-gf workplace(Pan Pacific orchard) wid a 20% discount still cost around 50+.. a BLACKFOREST cake but the taste and look is very different.. seriously it's one of the best cake i eat.. esp those berries soak in rum, omg.. deadly~ *SLURP*

didnt went to the usual hangout place Villa Bali after dinner cause the migraine really pain plus already 10+ liao.. come home emo better can save cab fare after Bali session too plus wanna say BYE to my brother cause he went to thailand and have fun W/O me.. =.=

relative side have something happening again.. i don know why.. arent bad people suppose to have their karma, why R they still not facing the punishment they deserve but those who's kind and always giving a helping hands R the one suffering.. forget it =\

had driving lesson today.. he never put pole let me practice =\ it's hard to use line siol.. =.= other than that no big fuss.. all his minor crappings will NEVER stop and i'm so used to it liao.. lmao

gonna have soccer later.. i hope it's just us playing onli.. don wish to play wid other ppl.. kids nowadays R so competitive when they play BUT we, the older uncles juz wan peaceful game, they don understand, they really don understand~ haiz.. LOL

1 piece of news i heard at the radio station when having lesson juz now.. do u guys know that Jay de song "gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian" is actually one of the most expensive MTV despite the video onli show him use micheal jackson moonwalk left to right~~~ cause the room he was in is a taiwan most famous hotel de president suite and 2nd part of the MTV is one of those fucking expensive car that they rent.. omg.. such insignificant details contain such deadly cost.. and worst part is he onli do moonwalk, at least drive the fucking car or show him bring a gal into the hotel and piak piak ma.. omg =.=

ok~ 2.37pm le, gonna get ready for soccer =D

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-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:12am

i wanted to slp like 8pm today but in the end till now still haven slp =.= reason been shi ying gave me a link to youtube see a female singer, than i bu xiao xing saw other link quite interesting thus i spend the past 4 hours watching "kang Xi Lai Le".. 3 eposide total... luo zhi xiang, angel lover and zhuan jiao ai de 3 eposide.. damn funny =.=

anyway congrats and THANKS to my bro, KEONG~ cause he pass his TP liao.. sakura treat on him.. WOO!

PHP killer again today.. and 90% FYP is using PHP, sian-ed =.= i was a weak teammate today, no excuse.. i onli manage to come out wid the logic and needed kok ann to translate to php language for me =\ muz try harder next week!

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-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:12.20am

warning~ WALL OF TEXT post, get rdy to be dmg 9 999 999~~~

PP is finally over~ it's been quite a mental torture ever since PP start cause it's a solo project, either u do or u die and a lot of self initiative must be taken which I'm glad i did.. I have so many people to thank cause they gave me so much help especially SAL, EILEEN, KAYATHREE, JAVA FACI and DATABASE FACI aka my adviser.. they really gave me a lot of help along the way =D

i had my presentation today, carrie also same time slot wid me but different booth so i meet her in the morning and go together. Conclusion: 10 miss call to her + 2 msg cause she was late for 15 minute and make me like a gan chiong spider =.=

i went leo check comments from adviser and accessor and both juz say:"good presentation". i guess tat's the best answer already? actually starting i got rather turn off cause 1 of the accessor was the MIS faci tat gave me 'C', I really sian but this is PP man~ no mood also muz perform my best, but it seems like my presentation today was able to satisfy her so i'm glad =D

my PP was fast, carrie was SLOW~ so i called my bro chris and he was on the way to sch thus i meet him, went over to IT helpdesk to fix his laptop and saw AH HUAT, the most uber zai faci in RP~ talk cock wid him for quite sometime and he's doing great i guess =)

had lunch wid chris & carrie than carrie classmate ke ying suddenly popout and we all slack in canteen to eat and talk cock for a hour~ shi ying called and say she out of hse le so we all left too, went to take 169 wid carrie to AMK, seriously if u too free than take tat bus.. i tink 1 hour journey time.. now here's the funny part about a conversation btw me and wen jie who is the joker of the day:
me: wj~ come meet us lei, at amk
wj: wat time? i might be late lei.. take around 1 hour
* my mind tinking, wj cannot be so steady one, he super planer one *
me: eh, u know who am i ma?
wj: hey hey~ tink i stupid ar, u soon yong right?
me: knn la ccb! wat yong? yong ur pi gu ar.. me alex
wj: ya la~ alex lor, u wat? ( he know 2 alex)
me: w64n de u retard, can u regonize ppl voice u ass

finally meet up wid shiying and wen jie than 4 of us head to K-box to SING SANG SUNG, too much funny thing happen i cant elaborate all~~ headed S11 eat dinner and last stop amk hub walk walk~ now is time for the stunt of the day:
Carrie went NTUC buy cereal, after she spend like decades to choose the cereal she wan, she do a stunt.. she took 2 box and ask us which one is HEAVIER? ROFL + LMAO on the spot =.=

today was really fun, especially PP is over which makes me more relax..

i'm tired after seeing so much joke and stunts.. time to slp


PP IS OVER! WO MEN DOU SHI SUPERMAN !!

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TIME:12am

class's pretty alright cause my original faci came to class =D

UT 2 for OS was easy compared to UT 1

tml is the BIG day for my year 2 in RP, the must pass PP module~ feeling abit stress now but don know why, manage to come up with a flow for presentation tml so i hope everything will be fine~ seriously it's juz PP, i should calm myself now, i have encounter even more stress presentation b4 during ITE fyp and been EmCee during tom and yun wedding~ PP IS NTH! (ok, i'm joking.. still very stress =.=)

wat to dress tml is also a problem~ starting i tink of jeans + man at work T-shirt + blazer but seems too former so i tink it will be long sleeves shirt + jeans tml?

thank you those who wished me good luck =)

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-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:1AM

back to school le, my team was so dead today.. monday blues + sian~ tml will be a good day IF my faci Kimberly comes to class cause i'm keeping my finger crossed because no 1 in W65G would wan to see tat replacement face.. i swear

had work after school, all early crowd and job done quite fast~ this friday gonna be a good day hopefully, gonna have dinner at seragoon zhi cha cause celebrating jia en b'day and most probably after dinner, going to villa bali to drink?

my brother is going thai on free and easy tour this sat till next tues.. than december he got another confirm trip going to don know korea, taiwan or japan~ forget le =.= if i'm not wrong he will be quitting his job after getting this year's bonus~ and he's spending like water tap now..

which is quite a good new for me, HAHA~ he was asking me the other day wat i wan for present this year and straight after he ask tat question, my desktop making strange sound, i look at him and give him a evil grin and remain quiet than he give me a -_-" face and say: "FINE, go sim lim after i come back from thailand, i buy u a new desktop" SONG BO~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA~ omfg.. i'm gonna combine the best spec and drain him DRY.. =x

my b'day is coming soon, been thinking how to spend it and this would be the plan i have in mind now:

SAT;29 nov: celebrate wid my bros cause got army guys and sat seems the best to gather for all of us
SUN;30nov: dinner wid family is wat i thought of so far~
MON;1dec: if i go to school, i'll most probably have dinner wid some poly frens after school or smth? or i might juz stay home and do nth =)

juz the plan in my head, will be change~

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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TIME:10.30PM

watch 2 very interesting EPL matches at tom hse ytd till near 4am..
1st match was MAN U vs HULL~ i thought 4-1 was a decent result but turns out to be 4-3, hull damn funny when taking free kick, got 1 clown will hold the ball and do some stupid action than place it for the other person to kick~
2nd match i believe everyone know le, the rank 1 team kanna beaten by the rank 20 team, lol? liverpool got no luck especially gerrard, the number of times he hit the post i tink nicholas own him 2 cheese fries liao (inside jokes among my bros, lazy to elaborate) good job tottenham~ HAHA

don know why but i made a wrong decision to stay home today, cause my dear fren came to visit me out of a sudden, he very long never come visit me le but today he came to find me, damn u bastard~ guess who's this fren of mine? Mr. Migraine.. FUCK~~ the pain is indescribable.. ARGH~

tml back to school, SIAN-ED but tat's life, how siol?? plus tml have to work at night somemore.. omg.. tired lei =\

perhaps it's fate, i normally would work on a sunday but out of a sudden i request off for today and jia en was on the phone wid me juz now when she told me she went to manna.. i'm glad i did not saw her cause the pain and memories will all come back if i were to see her out of sudden now.. we might be having our 30 months anniversary this coming 13th but.......... nvm, forget it..

not so much 人生大道理 for today but my personal thoughts:

Of all the objects of hatred that i classify, a woman I once loved would be the most hateful and I'll cling to my hatred so stubbornly is because I sense, once hate is gone, I will be forced to deal with pain.

I had come to a conclusion on my thoughts, there is no medicine to cure hatred but I won't deny I still have cinders of affections for u because u were ONCE so special to me in my life.

i'm fine, i'm fine. juz let me fucking indulge in HER for tonight because tml i will continue to hate HER.. we R over, tat's all.. actually everything i wrote has no effect or whatsoever because from the start, we belong to 2 different world and it's rather amazing to alot of ppl(everyone in manna + some frens) we lasted near 24 months


我一个人拼命挣扎, 总比两个人一起难过还好吧?

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TIME:

had a rather busy day ytd thus didnt blog.. had my driving lesson~ tat uncle finally get his ass off the car and put 2 pole let me do the reverse parking so over a period of 40 minute, i actually hit pole twice and as usual he scold and nag like a auntie.. but now i know i should not give him a damn, i'm better off by myself learning so i keep trying since time is limited and he stand there kpkb (take it as listen song ba)

after dinner went home do housechores and meet up wid my bros for dinner (mak, yang, keong & nick) very long no eat the famous white chicken rice le so we went there to eat.. NICK got SELF-PWN~ he order $3.50 de so i was wondering how it look like thus i jio yang to wait 1st see his order come, so it came and all i see was 1 plate rice, 1 oval plate de meat (estimate 9 pieces) and 1 bowl soup so i order $2.50 de with yang.. our order came and we each had 1 plate of rice topped wid chicken (estimate 6 pieces) and 1 bowl of soup.. everyone seated was going: "HAHA, SELF-PWN-ED" LOL.. SAD-ED for nick~~

after dinner we took train to amk planning to play pool de but too full liao, after discussing we all decided to head home and change to shoes than yang drive to OCC and we play there, nick took his dad's membercard along and we play around 2 hours was like fucking cheap la, $12.40 onli.. good deal~ headed to supper at our "best place", S21~ eat the teochew porridge and reach home around 3~ started raining at 4 =\

today slept till 1pm~ woke up makan than wash all the fan in my hse le went to soccer around 3 lor.. seriously i'm super useless today, i should have say play full court since my skill is long shot, play half court i really got no use at all liao.. had a clash wid one of the cb opponent, he elbowed the back of my head, my vision blackout for 1-2 second instantly.. i'll never forget tat no8 guy name RAY.. i guess i manage to drag him injured along wid me cause i play dirty le since i got no use in the court~ he didnt play after tat match le, injure? weak? noob?

ok~ time to end cause i'm going over to tom hse watch soccer le, adios ppl

my 人生大道理 for today:


-Avenger In The Making
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