im not Christian; just agnostic.

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My Beliefs

The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

About Me

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

MUSIC;

;Saturday, March 7, 2009

TIME:9pm

despite the bad weather, me and my bros had our regular soccer session~

and today was my mum b'day.. we juz ate a simple dinner at TOT.. this is indeed a pathetic year, wanted to give my mum a hongbao since her b'day but she reply me ' u go where squeeze $, cut ur butt de 2 piece of meat and give me ar, ur father juz give u $50 ytd rmb?'

FUCK~ this jobless period has really made a deep impact to me.. so fucking useless all of a sudden.. conclusion? i didnt give my mum anything.

有時候，我會有很多煩惱，大的、小的、有的沒有的

有時候，我常常會胡思亂想

有時候，我莫名地對自己沒有自信，或者因為挫折而想放棄

有時候，我被壓力掐得快要窒息，整夜輾轉難眠

可不是嗎？

我們已經習慣把自己逼太緊了，或者我們都被生活給逼太急了

總是急著找答案，急著找出路，急著想辦法，急著要結果

找不到答案，就別逼自己找

看不到出路，就緩緩地前走

事情搞砸了，下一次再努力做好

機會錯過了，永遠還是有明天

讓自己慢下來，會發現很多事情沒有想像中的嚴重

讓自己慢下來，會發現很多事情不是沒有答案

因為答案就在每一天消逝的生活裡、每一個事件裡

讓我們學到、看到、得到

if ur chinese suck, don read then.. it's juz a small little reflection in my mind now..

-Avenger In The Making
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