The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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haiz, not again~ not all this shit at this critical moment.. she added me on facebook yesterday, instant flashback of everything in the past and i really mean EVERY SINGLE THING. final product? i EMO-ed + skip school today

I've really met my 死穴.. it's been 5 years. 5 bloody long year but she remains inside my head even till now.. she made me realise love has no limit.. i really love her until i don know how to describe.. 很爱很爱， 真的是爱到极限的那种爱。真爱？

here's a story about a foolish guy, good for you if u can read chinese (i know shi ying will be having tat evil grin on her face now coz she confirm can read this whole paragraph -_-")

为了她，我学会奋不顾身的爱， 结果变成了悲剧。
一气之下， 我两个礼拜就跟一个我一开始根本不喜欢的人在一起， 以为这样我就能够忘了她。
我可以对天发誓，我真的一心一意的爱着我的那个“女朋友”，我把一个男朋友该做的本分都全心全意的给了她。。 可是心里根本没有办法忘记“她”。 两年过了，那个女朋友跟我分手因为我们想法不同，我尝试着想挽回不过想着想着。。。 我觉得自己都骗自己两年了， 挽回也是浪费大家的时间所以最终我选择了放生。
我的世界没有停止转动，生活还是照过，可是每当想到她，就发现我爱她的程度更本和当初看到她都一直没变。
写了这么多也没用， 她已经有了交往三年的男友了。大家也都没联络了，连我ITE最好的brothers也都应该没来我的部落个了。
我觉得好失落好失落。。 伤心到极点了可是什么也做不了，我只能一直问我自己为什么我他妈的这么爱她，五年了~ 真的是要疯了。。。为什么~~

this is the story of the past, present and most probably future of that foolish guy, onli afew ppl know about this till now but he have decided to blog it out because he wan ppl to know how stupid he was and hope ppl wont follow him after readin this story although he still will be like this most probably in the future but he have done everything and she still remains in his head.

isit true that the heart and mind can only stop thinking when they stop completely which leds to the word "death"?
But dying is not an option so what else can he do?