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The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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;Saturday, March 28, 2009

TIME:12.30pm

leaving singapore real soon~ nothing much on my mind.. will be away for 9 days so my dear viewers if u see any advertisment.. RMB TO PRESS FOR ME. lol

another thing is i hope when i'm back, nik will still be alive.. friday at work (wisma charles & keith) was more fuck up then monday or thursday.. nik still muz survive today and tml + next week~ don die nik~~

ok, tat's all. take care ppl =)


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;Friday, March 27, 2009

TIME:12.30am

tues was my shift at junction 8.. 2 word to describe.. SONG LA~ it's the kind of crowd tat are in order and don give u shit.. i had a good day there!

too bad kelvin call me too late.. my mei already book me on wed =) so wed was meetup wid shan mei mei~ was suppose to meet up wid her long ago but my warehse sales job delayed it =\ tks to shan, now i really know more about chinatown.. i didnt know got so many good food and lobang one =D

today? juz fuck me (learn this phrase from keong) keong wed go wisma and i msg him how's life, his straight reply is fuck me.. LOL! thursday is not a good day to work in their company becoz it's thursday tat they update each outlet's storeroom.. after listening to the fuck up crowd wisma have, guess how many shoes came today in our already very packed warehse? 2000 pair.. WAT THE FUCK~

i really work till very hard until i wanted to do stunt and make in-charge dulan then mayb she will sack me but today is 3rd in charge around so i guess she not much power one~ really can cry siol =.= so busy~ i chat wid a few full timers and around 4-5 actually have been at wisma for less then 4 months and afew near 2 years de all preparing to leave this fucking place.. i tink not much ppl can tahan tis place

tml? wisma again.. fuck my life man.. sat gonna leaving sg wid a tiring body.. how to have fun?

yes! sat 3pm i'm flying off to ah tiong land for 9 days~ will be back on the 5th afternoon =)


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;Tuesday, March 24, 2009

TIME:12.30am

today was the 1st day at retail shop.. feeling now? feel like quitting le actually.. i like the job to a certain extend actually but a lot of climbing is required and it's very high, more then i expected and my knee since young already have problem and it makes my job X2 more difficult =(

another thing i feel is being under-paid.. i know alot of ppl say 5/hr is ok de, when i work manna also 5/hr.. but in charles & keith~ 5/hr is really under-paid.. i don have time to keep my cool and take a good breath like walk around the shop and arrange stuff..

me and nik didnt bring water today and we really thristy like omgwtfbbq.. like i say super busy so don even have time to buy mineral water.. after work 10+ le no more shops selling water so we try to tahan..

juz when we reach orchad MRT, we saw vending selling bottle drinks.. got 1 last bottle of LEMON TEA.. seriously me and nik is happy like fuck! running towards the vending machine like those old hong kong movie running slow motion on the beach or like we saw some pornstar alive standing in front of us.. we faster pour our coin out, throw in all the coin and i say "thank god"

CCB, the display show "out of order".. WTF.. REALLY CANNOT ACCEPT THE TRUTH SIA~ OMFG.. than nik go blame me, thank wat god.. now he realise last btl le purposely don give us.. FUCK LA~ muz be nik beside me, all the good deeds i do cant even cover his sin.. see how sinful he is..

but seriously.. god juz pwn-ed us..

am i gonna cont work? tml will update again =\

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;Sunday, March 22, 2009

TIME:9pm

let me do a update b4 i go MIA again.. charles and keith have renew their interest in me so i will work for them again starting tml.. i will be working at wisma on monday, tuesday, thursday and friday..

nik & keong will also continue working for them~ i know their shop confirm will be busy but till wat extend i really don know, hope not as shiong as warehse sales tat time =\

ok.. tat's all i tink.. LOL

didnt take any pic for a long time~ so no picture to update too~


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;Thursday, March 19, 2009

TIME:10pm

shit man.. next semester is pure shit liao.. i juz use yandao to see my next sem de class and i got 4 class on 4 days.. WTF LA~~ and i tink a list of familiar ppl will be in the same class wid me on different days.. i shall list their name here.. LOL

SIEW LAI YIN a.k.a carrie =x
VINOD!
MEI YU!
JEROME CHUA
sadly i also got JANE ONG =x
wendy (jane & hidayah de fren)
ROSEBEL!! wooo
lastly still got sali~

ok.. 3 classes will feature this list of ppl which mean i wont be so bored.. but got 1 day is totally all new ppl~ T_T

credits to shun for sharing the yandao link wid me~

but i would rather not see.. very sian now.. 4 day 4 class.. WTF =\


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;Wednesday, March 18, 2009

TIME:8pm

so my 10 day job is sorta finally over.. now i'm requesting for a perm part timer job which will be working at their retail shop, so when school start i can still work during weekend..

reflection after this 10 day?

job - i self proclaim this job is the one i put in the most effort even though not i willing to do de la.. cause i suspect the supervisor got superman vision.. she don really do anything except walking around.. don ever let her see u empty handed, she will on the spot drag u away and do smth else.. 1st time i totally cant slack when working -.-

r/s wid ppl - i know quite alot of ppl even though we didnt exchange contact, no trouble-maker or so.. so i'm pretty happy.. juz a few very childish de kids but it's over~ sad thing is... i didnt get her number in the end.. FUCK =.= no fate eh.. she was selling shoes and i'm always on "guard duty" wid my cisco department.. thought of approaching her the last 3 day after the sales but management send her back to outlet.. SAD LA..

anyway juz change my blog song.. the lyrics meaning perfectly fit my blog URL~ lol


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;Friday, March 13, 2009

TIME:12.30am

let's me do an update after wat keong has blogged.. today the sales officially start.. i rmb 2 days ago i was laughing at nik been "security guard" during the sales.. end up this morning i got transfer over to his department also.. WTF =.=

1st job for us? which was the job i had to do the whole fucking day... me and nik morning 10am stand at a traffic junction untill night time 8pm, outcome = sunburn till super red now.. even our supervisor saw us also say omgwtfbbq.. lol~ at least like tat we show her we working.. HAHA

but i muz admit the job is pretty interesting when it's peak hour.. i withness alot of dummy driver who cant do parallel parking, and i was standing behind their car to give guide.. the most shoik part is after they park le, they come out will smile and thank me.. I PWN THEM DEEP DEEP~

the weather is really torturing.. i bring 1 bottle of water by 10.30am actually finish liao.. i estimate i drunk 8-10 bottle of mineral water today (company free flow)

so once again for all ladies who wan to kio cheap cheap leilong shoes.. still got friday, sat and sunday.. tai seng road, charles and keith warehouse sales!


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;Sunday, March 8, 2009

TIME:11.15pm

how do we know that we R truly growing up? i tink at each stage of our live, they same things will happen during each stage..

when i was really young.. i rmb playing around wid cousin around my age and life was carefree tat time, all the uncles & aunties are juz like our hong bao machine.. we greet them during CNY and the red packet will come..

when i grow up abit more.. all the kor kor and zeh zeh (cousin who are older) will get married, i attend loads of wedding during tat primary - secondary school period.. and it's this period relatives always compare their childen around wid us.. study where ar? got get bursery anot? blah blah blah

and now when i'm suppose to be in the army period.. older cousins R all married, and i've been promoted to uncle also le and the irony part has arrive too.. tat's when ppl start leaving us.. last year feb, my dad's brother has left us the chua family..

and sadly today, the time has arrive for my aunt (mum side) to leave us.. although i'm not super close wid my relative, but this aunt of mine has left me a very deep impression.. i rmb when i was super small (K1 or K2) i told my cousin my b'day is on 1st dec and during 1st dec, this aunt of mine suddenly came up to my hse wid my cousin(his 2 son) and bring us to HANS and celebrate my b'day.. tat was the 1st time i celebrate my b'day wid other ppl except my own family member.. i was really grateful

舅妈,和病魔奋斗了蒋经一年, 你终于得到了解脱。
真对不起,我星期四不可以送你最后一程,请你一路要走好,希望你在天之灵可以保佑大家。

侄子 - 永豪。


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;Saturday, March 7, 2009

TIME:9pm

despite the bad weather, me and my bros had our regular soccer session~

and today was my mum b'day.. we juz ate a simple dinner at TOT.. this is indeed a pathetic year, wanted to give my mum a hongbao since her b'day but she reply me ' u go where squeeze $, cut ur butt de 2 piece of meat and give me ar, ur father juz give u $50 ytd rmb?'

FUCK~ this jobless period has really made a deep impact to me.. so fucking useless all of a sudden.. conclusion? i didnt give my mum anything.

有時候,我會有很多煩惱,大的、小的、有的沒有的

有時候,我常常會胡思亂想

有時候,我莫名地對自己沒有自信,或者因為挫折而想放棄

有時候,我被壓力掐得快要窒息,整夜輾轉難眠


可不是嗎?

我們已經習慣把自己逼太緊了或者我們都被生活給逼太急了

總是急著找答案,急著找出路,急著想辦法,急著要結果


找不到答案,就別逼自己找

看不到出路,就緩緩地前走

事情搞砸了,下一次再努力做好

機會錯過了,永遠還是有明天

讓自己慢下來,會發現很多事情沒有想像中的嚴重

讓自己慢下來,會發現很多事情不是沒有答案

因為答案就在每一天消逝的生活裡、每一個事件裡

讓我們學到、看到、得到


if ur chinese suck, don read then.. it's juz a small little reflection in my mind now..


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;Friday, March 6, 2009

TIME:12.30am

1st of all let me wish 2 person happy birthday!

wendy sis who's having her b'day today (march 6~).. happy b'day to u! i've written all my greeting to u in ytd night sms =x happy birthday to u once again =)

next? to this women who's so so so impt in my life, 1st of all w/o her i wont be here and also i bet she's the women who loves me the most! who is she? wa lao bu la~ XD
march 7 is my mum birthday!

today went to J8 around late noon to walk walk, btw keong was driving yang's swift~ after J8 we pick nik up at yishun and head to dinner at chong pang~ OCC for pool after dinner.. last stop beancurd city before HSH~ tat's it.. hoho


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TIME:12.30pm

it's kinda hard to blog now cause i have lost track of time and wat i've been doing.. hmm~

i tink on tuesday~ 7 jackass went out together wid 2 car.. they were hunting for food, the "wise" one intro the other 6 jackass to eat at the parkway parade hawker centre(marine parade area) so the 7 of them went and got lost here and there but manage to find it juz tat.. the hawker close le (self-pwn)

everyone give the "wise" one a -.- face.. so next up, the "curtain guy" intro bedok 85 and the other 6 jackass agree, but they had a hell of a time finding tat place, they keep U-turn at the same street finding the place.. when they finally found the place around 11pm after getting lost for 1 hour plus, the hawker also close le.. (another self-pwn!)

so the "dinner" have become the "supper", everyone was truly desperate for food~ they finally set their sight on changi T3 to eat popeye chicken -.-.. wat a day for the 7 jackass..

wednesday i meet up wid nik, keong and yang.. went to paya lebar Charles and Keith HQ for an interview for their 10 days warehse sales job.. after the interview we went to amk~ went to watch Marley and Me.. the story not bad actually, can watch..

ytd, meet up wid the same old ppl again, we went wdls sports hall and play..... badminton! actually juz wanna sweat it out.. play 2 hours there and went home.. also it was ytd the Charles and Keith supervisor call me, nik and keong and told us we have been shortlisted but yang still haven receive his call yet, hope he can get called today.


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;Sunday, March 1, 2009

TIME:11.36pm

juz reach home from genting~ let me do a summary of my trip so u guys can know some tips when going genting if u haven been there for a long time..

firstly to those north ppl~ juz go sun plaza top floor the tour agency there book ur tour~ it's damn easy la.. their pick up point is at sun plaza.. so freaking near my house.. lol~ last time go tour still muz take cab go wat golden mile complex =.=

so we started the trip 6am bus set off.. reach genting 2.45, wait for book in 3.30 liao =\ ok, i've onli been to genting 1 time onli during primary school and i rmb staying at resort hotel.. this time i go is stay 1st world and the room is... uber small~

1st stop~ resort hotel de internation buffect.. 1 person is RM68 but damn owning.. after u try then u will not wan to eat buffet in spore anymore, spore one like bluff ppl... the variety there is really... alot alot =.= too many to list down..

2nd stop~ cinema! they got 3 type, normal seating, premium seating (larger than normal) and OSIM seating (sit osim massage chair watch movie -.-).. we watch kung fu chef wid premium package de~ the show not bad.. and guess wat? they already showing the legend of chun li le =.= don know spore when come out

end of movie around 1+ went to buy some finger food at marybrown, kfc and starbucks then head back to room and R&R~

today moring woke up had a rather expensive and not nice breakfast.. located at shopping area de chinese food corner.. =.= some food taste "sour"

slack around~ head to bus and come back sg le.. reach home? 9pm~

i got myself a new pair of shoes =) sry to my puma bao bei~ i left him at genting.. didnt feel like carrying new shoe back so juz wear it and left puma bao bei there~ bb =(



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