The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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TIME:9.30pm

so crap man.. my desktop already abit buang liao~ than today i just send in my laptop to the ICU which might cost me $110! sian-ed.. i'm amaze with wat i'm using to blog now, the laptop that my mum is using to watch all her taiwan variety show! this lappy damn antique liao, brought during 2004 or 2005 one i think =.= but it cant do much thing, even use facebook also lag liao and not to say logging into the attachment system..

SHIT MAN!

TIME:9pm

omg. head feel like bursting =.= IEP de tough part is finally here.. i'm so clueless, need help from the full timers but we don work in an office -_-"

2 weeks are over like this, all the bros are back to their army vocation and life seems to be in mono again.

superman will now face one of the biggest challenge ever even though it's juz a really small thing, how to say? but i think it's about how forgiving one is willing to be, i really wish the couple all the best but when time's up don try to hard, 1st love for either parties is normally an infatuation and fades but wat's important is to be happy now =)

as for those who's falling out of love due to this couple (i know of 3 really suay dao lao sai de victims which 2 are close to me). don be too sad la, no point comforting u guys because what you all shld be doing is move on, look at bigger pictures like for example: your FYP and of coz the clique!

for one, superman doesnt just consist of 3 of u, spare a feeling for me and carrie esp when u keep saying u're going solo, this clique is shared by the friendship between 5 of us, rmb how carrie always describe how important we are to her? mayb u think u can go solo and still be good to her but it's really different, u don eat a teaspoon of sugar follow by drinking a mouthful of coffee, u put the fucking sugar into the coffee and mix it before u drink!

for the other one, i know you have been assured by one of the party that nothing's gonna happen, i was so freaking angry and sad for you when it happen but it happen-ed already, wat to do? =( u confirm have wild thoughts in ur head like those quitting or hating thing but i know u will end up not executing most of ur wild thoughts, we will be there for you and most important i think u muz find the right person to talk to, if you talk to those who are negative then u will juz corrupt ur own mind too.

grades are out (tks shun for the info) but gpa calculation not really accurate. I'm really happy to get 2 A which cover my ass for the FYP and Sales module, HRIS could have been an A too but made a big error during UT 3, but 2 A is already the best result I've ever acheive in a semester in RP, cannot be too greedy =)


Lastly to prevent myself from been MIA for too long, i will reward my dear readers for this post u guys are looking at now x) as we know the Super Import Night was a 4 day event and credits to hardware zone, clubsnap as I've got some pics to update here.

KT so 1st!:

this dress was the one she wore during day 2


i think this was day 1 de dress.. HWAT! *drool*


US standard(2 at the left and right) VS s'pore standard (2 at the centre), can see obvious different.. haiz


keong de dreamgal so naughty one =x


FOR KEONG~ but wait, he's in SISPEC now lei~ cannot see! HAHAHA

TIME:1.45am

omg, was browsing through the import night album than i made a big discovery that might cause keong to tear !!


keong! look at her finger.. i think she purposely show the ring on that particular finger one.. got spoil ur pcc mood anot? HAHAHA

TIME:1am

omg.. juz realise my last post was like 5-6 days ago.. =.=

alot happen this week!

firstly fyp posting is out and my team didnt get any of our choices.. we got a national park project.. sian, don tell me muz go there often liao -.- mayb go there cut cut tree and water flower x)

attachment was scary, they didnt contact either me or shun from monday till thursday. i thought they forget about us but they set a meeting on friday and we went (bukit merah area), me and shun lost our way when going home, we took bus till orchard.. lol =.=.. finally got solid work to do! i wan the $200 BONUS!

ytd i was at thomson supper-ing wid the bros then i saw sheena~ today i went amk hub wid the bros again and i saw sheena again, i didnt realise is her tks to jun notify me, i ask him how he rmb is still us and he gave me a funny answer =x

today is damn cool, went AMK hub first to company yang buy his iphone than we head to expo.. super import night 2009, the car soso la, some very chio.. but the babes and race queen there is really not bad.. 4/5 stars.. will try to get the pic from keong and yang than load it up to facebook =D


taken at jun b'day.. mikel is sooooo cute x)

TIME:8.22pm

quick update!

on thursday I went lunch with my mum at a thai restuarant, it's opposite Sembawang Shopping centre, 2 stores away from the pretty famous chye lye fish head curry.. tat restaurant really serve classic thai food, it's definitely worth trying and their ingredient are fresh too, the tom yam soup at 1st sight really look harmless, the most i thought sour but drink le only 1 word to describe: POWER! and the strongly recommended die die must try dish would be their dessert: durian glutinous rice.. overall i rate it 3/5 :)
thursday night me, mak, tom, jun, nik and loong went xin wang to makan, tks mak for the treat

so friday was tommy pre-b'day celebration, he's going to tekong tml le so we celebrate early for him.. 1st stop makan at swensen, tks mak again for tanking some damage for us. 2nd stop comex! the only reason i go comex is for the sake to visit carrie (see i so good =D) mak and jun do stunt! both of them brought a LG's 42 inch TV.. fuck man, JJ eye really gonna cui liao (inside joke), so after comex we slack around and once again tks mak -.- he treat us his restaurant de GELATO than we head over to trader's hotel for dinner! (tks tommy for the b'day treat =D) the buffet variety can be improve, taste is ok for most of the food but their dessert area is good, all of us really like it and most importantly, they have promotion which is buy 2 get 1 free! not bad lei, 1 person 50++ like tat.. rating 2.5/5, after movie we went to watch gamer (tks tommy for the treat) the show is lame -.- watch it if u have extra cash in ur wallet ba~

saturday! went JJ's auntie hse condo for buffet + BBQ! condo is quite restricted to sabo so they (take note is "THEY", i was not involve!) throw him into the swimming pool, tommy almost kanna throw inside too but lucky lei, JJ de mother came to the rescue.. HAHAHHA

today! i went redhill depot road there cox my uncle bai 7th month alot food eat, than i cab to woodlands for soocer.. now i got free slot so faster update coz 9pm going over tommy hse cut cake! tml he going inside tekong le, 1 more bro down =x current strength left me, nick and yang but me and nick xiang bu kai already BOTAK! WOOT!

i got 2 pic on hand only, tat gay keong went to genting so need to wait for him to be back for pictures


ok, from the background it's obvious, don need to say where am i -.-


grp pic at the hotel (yang missing coz he haven reach)

TIME:1.15am

i always envy those celebrity chef in the channel 8 or U TV shows but recently i saw this 1 very chef tat totally mesmerize me and really make me so fired up to want to come back to the F&B industry, he is a chef nickname-ed 阿基师.. every single word he speak is simply helping each dish to have the 画龙点睛's effect.. simply brilliant. he is a regular judge for 1 of the taiwan gourmet show call 型男大主廚.. he is seriously my number 1 idol from now onwards x)

please don imagine him like those yan dao young chef, actually i think his age can even be my father already!

he is a very not simple de uncle! salute! x)

TIME:10.15pm

had my 2nd meeting today, instead of using the software i've been learning for the past week, i was doing ERD diagram today siol~ indeed is apply my learning into work x)

after meeting i meet up with nicholas and wanted to go for haircut at the salon below my house but the auntie say must wait 2 hours, WTF.. suan le, call auntie linda (my regular hairdresser), had lunch and off we go to airmalty, nick willing to take bus and go wid me sia, quite shock.. he is lazy dao max one but today like tio enlighten x)

juz realise so many things in life R so not smooth recently and i wanted a haircut tat will really every now and then reminds me that i muz work hard to survive in this fucking materialistic world, fuck it man.. i really hate every single things in life now.. so i went ahead to cut botak.

nick for no reason (i think he zi high), cut botak wid me also.. 果然是 lim bei de brother, 陪我剪光头！

There's actually still time to turn this around
Should I be building this up
Instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late.

It's like one step forward
And two steps back,
No matter what I do
does not seems to be right
And I can't change your mind

It's like tryin to turn around
On a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me,
I don wan to believe that we're not meant to be

TIME:2.15am

feelings lead to confession and leads to courting and supposingly leads to a result, but i didnt expect error intermediate events to occur, who will expect non-logical thinking tat leads to anger tat leads to ... i don know how to describe, perhaps strangers, 2 strangers that knows each other but seems like they are forbid to communicate with each other.

i've only got myself to blame now. speechless, emo, irritated, down, hopeless and most importantly, REGRETS.

i really reminisce the past when u give me that stupid nickname and how i always give u stupid reason and act like the timing was just nice to meet u and go to sch even though the journey is just a mere 10 minute walk.

ahhhhhh, it's all in the past. human should be forward looking, change topic!

i finally meet up with the kuku NS bros today.. keong and jun + nick, yang and me went to suntec today, jun brought a i-touch and nicholas finally not using tat kuku nokia phone le and is using iphone now, FINALLY x)

our meals today also damn budget, lunch at subway, dinner at FOODCOURT.. OMFG, i cant rmb the last time i step into a shopping centre's foodcourt with my bros -.- we always indulge ourselves by trying different restaurants..

watch G-force, ji cute yi xia. x)

and last but not least tks ah shun for not spoiling my DAY, but spoil my NIGHT. LOL, shit u x)

Labels: stupid robert

TIME:4pm

omg.. sian till max =\

saw this pic on the net.. kinda interesting x)



i'm done wid CE.. i really waste time during year 1 going for NDP talk, totally no use one! and the 2 talks i specially crop it out coz it's the most lengendary talks i have ever went for in my life. LOL!

TIME:1am

went to visit yulong today together with augustine.. my god, looking at the tube been poke into the lung, i already can feel the pain.. plz recover soon my bro

as for attachment, 2nd meeting is at next monday.. finally got meeting liao =D

i saw a picture from the forum.. the thread starter ask what would u choose if u can onli choose 2?


i wonder why is one of the option 'emotionally stable'... lol?

TIME:10.30pm

working from home is not as relax and easy as what everyone think.. it's a very hard task, how i wish the application i'm using does not need internet so that i do not need to on my freaking router.. INTERNET IS THE MAIN DISTRACTION..

i have endless online video tutorials to see, even though got voice.. it's MONO one and if u listen long enough, u will seriously get freaking irritated, i need some HANDS ON STUFF to do to let myself be familiarize with the system =.=.. ever since the meeting after monday, the staff never contact us le.. this company really super duper flexible -_-

tml i will be visiting my bro yulong at TTSH, poor him got pneumonia.. hope he get well soon

不再 陈乃荣 lyrics-
挂上电话了之後 彷佛整个世界都跟我沉默了
打开收音机听见 你最爱的那首歌让我失眠了
你隐瞒了我什麽 其实我们心里都明白
到底是谁 到底是哪出了错 也许是你变了
紧紧闭上的双眼 为何还是能看见你幸福的脸
微微颤抖的指尖 撕碎了你我曾经爱过的纪念
你隐瞒了我什麽 其实我们心里都明白
到底是谁到底是哪出了错 也许是你变了
你不再爱我 你不再想我
无情和冷漠 就像从没认识过
再多的抱歉 也不能够挽留什麽
连最後一句再见都不必说
你不再爱我 你不再想我
无情和冷漠 就像从没认识过
你美丽笑容 从今後不再属於我
轻轻说声我爱你 从此分手
挂上电话了之後 彷佛整个世界都跟我沉默了
打开收音机听见 你最爱的那首歌让我失眠了
你隐瞒了我什麽 其实我们心里都明白
到底是谁 到底是哪出了错 也许是你变了
你不再爱我 你不再想我
无情和冷漠 就像从没认识过
再多的抱歉 也不能够挽留什麽
连最後一句再见都不必说
你不再爱我 你不再想我
无情和冷漠 就像从没认识过
你美丽笑容 从今後不再属於我
轻轻说声我爱你 从此分手
轻轻说声我爱你 从此分手

so if u listen to this song, you would think how good this lyrics is talking about the singer being cheated but hey, after u watch the MTV you will find it's ironic.. really let me relate to the past when i keep thinking my feelings were cheated by.. come to think of it, tat's not really true

still, it hurts..