;Monday, November 30, 2009
TIME:1.40am
*WARNING* potential long post
I've never host a zhap pa lang celebration before but I was really happy cause everyone manage to come together and 30+ ppl singing b'day song for me is really one of the best moment i've ever had in my life. it will be memorable =)
tks everyone who came and again like i've been saying, sorry if i was a bad host! it was hard to juggle evenly between every single guest, sorry to make any of u feel leftout (if any) !! it's hard to say what happen in my chalet but i do wan to thank everyone who came and make it so memorable for me =)
shan mei mei and dy sis handmade-ed a gift for me, really is very touched by their efforts and not forgetting the bracelet they give me =)
chris for helping me settle my cake! ordering and delivering it for me =D
superman + eileen also wont be forgotten because they helped me decorate my food area which made me feel 'young' cause i feel like celebrating my 12th b'day. HAHA
my BRO-s, i've know all of u for 9 years already! and i'm glad this brotherhood is still going strong! tks nik for returning home 2 time to get PS3 fix so we got recreation, tks yang for the car contribution, tks mak for cooking on the 1st night and his gelato for the 2nd night, tks keong for helping me out no matter what i request from him and of coz tks them for the very expensive present which i feel that i'm not worthy to receive it cause it's really too expensive but still, thank you all my brothers.
alot of wishes i get was~ get ur true love soon, have a gf soon and gf gf gf and more gf -_-" but indeed,
somethings need to get out 1st before new one can stay inside and i've been struggling this with my inner-self for a long time but i really have sort out my mind and in fact it was decided quite sometime back but i didnt wanna blog about it but since everyone are wishing me this, i can clarify with them what's happening now.. i made a cruel but much needed decision, Z should go away for good in order for me to really start a new relationship and i really set my mind on someone because she was able to make me feel that Z isnt so impt in my heart anymore, every minute spend along side with her manage to let me understand her more and the feeling towards her till now are only increasing and not decreasing, i've know this gal for sometime already and i feel that onli after i know her really long enough than i shld confess to her because i don wan to let her feel that i was being random or like a player who court gals after knowing them for awhile. but fate love to play games i guess? just when i finally think that Z shld be gone for good and I shld confess to this gal, her fate came calling and i feel depress, really depress because i was so close to make my confession but the kind of pain i suffer at that point of time was juz the same pain that stab straight through my heart when i fallout with Z, i told myself if it's her fate than she should grab it, i encourage her to go ahead and because life's short and it's great to fall in love and be loved thus i didnt confess and got myself into real mess, i emo and depress almost everyday.. what can i do now was the question i kept thinking after that? i was about to let go of Z for good but such ironic things happen, is this my fate? i don wan her to follow in Z's footstep where i turn love into hatred and spend endless night crying and most of the time emoing. i act ignorant and try to move on with life thinking i can find someone replacable but i was wrong and end up hurting a few gal's feeling and wasted their time because from the moment i started breathing till now where 21 year have goneby, onli Z and her manage to give me this feeling i cant describe, i love her and i know it's her i want to be with together if possible. i don wan history to repeat, she's the one and i will wait but while waiting, i wan to be at the 第二順位 for her. when she's sad, i wan to be there and comfort her. when she need help, i wan to solve everything for her. when she's happy, i hope to get a share of her laughter. when she's lost, i hope i can be the light for her path. And when she lost faith in everything in life, i hope she know i'm there. indeed the special one have came into my life and i was given crappy reason to people around me saying that i don wan to go NS wid a gf, i was lying la. sorry to all those ppl whom i say this excuse to u =x
i don know if that gal know who she is, but she is a name i wont disclose because she's happily in love now and i just wan to fulfil my 第二順位;s role.. i don know if the next time she read my blog, she will know it's her or she will still see this post or not because she might not be a frequent visitor of my blog. but when i was making my 21st b'day wish, i did make a selfish wish hoping one day we can be together, but a wish is juz a wish. i'm not placing much hope into my wish x)
i purposely choose not to paragraph what i blogged because i hope no one will read finish it actually. if u really read finish the whole chunk, really is damn zai. LOL
any the chalet pic got too many, i should blog the facebook album's link =)
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=126109&id=688583341&l=1c144106c2
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Blogged @ 11:11 PM
;Thursday, November 26, 2009
TIME:2.40pm
don be deceive by a person's look seriously~ XUE LI just unveil her darkest secret to me /gg
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Blogged @ 2:35 PM
;Wednesday, November 25, 2009
TIME:10.30pm
i forget wat i do during my weekend, i really forgot.. can anyone refresh my memory =\
and this is my 626th post
ok. done~
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Blogged @ 10:24 PM
;Thursday, November 19, 2009
TIME:4.15pm
had fyp meeting ytd~ after meeting went to meetup with mak for lunch and we ate at dian xiao er~ we had a sinful lunch because other than their famous duck, we also eat promfet steam fish~ and 2 abalone x) total damage 70+~ tks mak for the treat..
next i went to buy 4D while mak went to pay his bills~ after that we went outside civic for a stick and was discussing where to go next, we set our mind on sing K but at night so next plan was to slack at starbucks.. the place we were smoking got no bin to throw so when facing such ironic situation and being a good citizen, i make an effort to aim properly and throw it into the drain.. and when we was about to walk back into civic, the worst possible scenario happen~ fucking NEA ppl approach us.. really is fuck up liao~ how i wish i can fuck them upside down.. fuckers man, FUCK!
whatever~ now wat? nth much la.. $300 fine each~ our fantastic government just earn $600 like that in seconds~ it's ok to fine us since they caught us, take it as charity to a country in need of money desperately by fining their own people esp when 1st offender like us wasnt given a warning but direct fine
fuck!! _l_
since we take it as a charity mindset~ went to nick hse after tat to play lan de FM together and rot our way till 11pm =D had dinner at nik hse and his maid's cooking is quite ok i think and tks to his maid we had cake to eat also cause ytd was his maid's b'day and his dad brought a b'day cake for her maid x)
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Blogged @ 3:45 PM
;Tuesday, November 17, 2009
TIME:11pm
Chris shared a piece of news with me~ weeks ago i discovered in school that I cant visit one of singapore's most influential forums anymore because i could still surf it when i'm at home and i thought the school block it! but chris told me it was some mother fucker that post stupid explicted content or comment and the RP server's IP is now block by that forum tks to tat weakshit.. fuck him man! now i cant find forum to kill time liao!
sch is not smooth currently! no wait, is the UTs that are not smooth! i need to gambate!
tml got fyp meeting for a mere 30 minutes and i gotta stress about mid term evaluation but i'm having sore eye now and grandpa's in hospital all of a sudden this afternoon + he might be doing a operation tonight and i haven got the time to go visit him.. FML
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Blogged @ 10:45 PM
;Monday, November 16, 2009
TIME:11.45pm
it seems like every Saturday is movie-ing with my bros since most of the army guys does not wan to play soccer.. it's been months since i play-ed soccer and my fitness level is definitely going lower than before =\
2012 on Saturday was great and we manage to watch the digital one, at that point of time i feel that this show was really great especially for someone like me who can blog 5 pages just talking about humanity
Sunday was a rest day because i went over to nik hse to watch soccer till 4+ am
today i didnt went to school~ i meetup with chris early in the morning for breakfast at mac and jia en meetup wid us around 11 then we head to amk hub watch movie~ and which movie did we watch? 2012! =.= they 2 haven watch so i guess majority wins -_-
lunch at ichiban and the bento set's portion are really huge, rice, miso soup, soft shell crab tempura, chawamushi taste ok~ the main actor which is the teriyaki cheese chicken was not so good coz if u really taste anything that goes into your mouth like me, u know how fridge chicken and normal chicken taste like =\ they didnt thaw properly and it's very common nowadays to eat this kind of taste de chicken without u guys knowing it!
so after watchin 2012, i had another verdict for this movie, i feel that the ending was crappy ( i swear i didnt feel that during the 1st time i watch it) build arks to save mankind? human will never learn because give those survivors another 640,000 years and it will still be the same result, no matter what happens~ mankind's greed, temptation and selfishness will never go away
when will we learn that we are wrong?
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Blogged @ 10:56 PM
;Friday, November 13, 2009
TIME: 12.05am
today too zai liao~ 2 man team the whole day but my teammate and I manage to survive the day~ 1st attempt in RP siol x) school suddenly jackass us by sending a mail saying we will be having mid term evaluation, they think funny uh? =\
carrie did so well to brainwash me, i feel enlighten when she came to talk to me and she company me in school till like 7+ cause i don wan go home straight as i'm meeting jo for dinner.. thank you carrie =)
i was late when meeting jo and my punishment is buy kinder-joy for her -.- dinner at bakerzinc at northpoint~ tks chris for giving me fabulous staff discount =D chat for 2+ hours and headed home..
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Blogged @ 11:38 PM
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TIME:12.45am
not much ppl know about this but before chelsea was taken over by the 什么都没有但只有油跟钱 de owner~ i was a chelsea fan =)
i adore Lampard every move on the field, i respected both Le Saux & Marcel Desailly in the heart of defence, i appreciated the rare 4-3-3 used in e.p.l back then with Zola, Hasselbaink and Gudjohnsen leading the frontline and lastly i really like Cudicini as a idol back then.. but when the 什么都没有但只有油跟钱 de owner took over i switched my sight to la liga because chelsea became different
but when i saw the espn news just now, quite sad nehs.. the keeper i once liked now might not be able to play soccer anymore!
plz recover soon! would love to see u back in action again =)
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Labels: not forgetting my once beloved idol in football
Blogged @ 12:26 AM
;Tuesday, November 10, 2009
TIME:10.30pm
7 days ago i was tasked to ask 2 person go sing K and respond was negative~ but 6 days later this 2 person went to sing with another grp of ppl, cool or wat? i think all male creatures really use penis to think than their brain including me which i'm not denying but at least I use it on women worth my penis erecting.
this is the 2nd week i'm fighting this current wave of migraine, it keeps coming back and it's on a daily basis.. my mum try to act professional and cut a few piece of ginger ask me place on my 'tai yang xue'(forehead area) claiming the migraine will go off -.- as if~ it's still fucking pain now.
i think E65H got a bad feng shui, i don like the feeling when i'm in this class =\
this semester is tiring~
HRM is a class not worth to go for becoz no matter wat u do seems to be a 'B'
BF is my top not to skip priority module because everyone know my maths sucks thus i wan to attempt to pwn everyone in UTs and daily grade-s
IT security is the onli 'ok' module and basically i got not much to worry cause i'm coping well
Marketing and sales IS module is ok u know? but the team i'm stuck with is ......... a typical RP team =\
smth to share with everyone, when u are eating food and talking with people especially to ur left or right, rmb not to swallow ur food when ur neck is turning at 90 degree angle~ i did that afew days ago and my throat could feel the instant pain and till now i'm still in pain when swallowing food. wtf man? =\
i juz cant seem to find a single trace about you on the web but i'll find u 1 day， good things need to take time to be unveil =D
只要度过辛苦的煎熬，就会真正的去学会珍惜
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Blogged @ 9:31 PM
;Monday, November 9, 2009
TIME:9.30pm
watch poker king on saturday at amk hub, typical comedy which i manage to have a good laugh but i still wonder does 刘青云 and me still look alike? often ppl always say i look so much alike with him -.-
meetup with august and yu long on sunday~ went to a multi storey carpark to meet them coz august washing his wife over there x) august and his 2 brothers really is woah!~ manage to see the 3 bikes each of them riding ytd coz the other 2 bro passby too.. zai-ness~
i keep tossing and turning in my bed ytd night till 5am than slp so when the alarm rang at 7~ obviously i turn it off and went back to slp, the moment i open i eyes... i think it was 2.06pm so yup~ i miss-ed school again and since this is the last semester, i hope to take a different approach actually.. skip sch once in awhile~ don really make any frens~ go home straightaway after school~ quite lonely but i guess i'm coping well, at least life to me now is more peaceful =D
and talkin about b'day celebration~ it's a damn hectic chore =.= headache and problem everywhere but i really wish those who have already told me u are coming, don plane me and come because the food portion i order cant be changed! =.=
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Blogged @ 8:52 PM
;Friday, November 6, 2009
TIME: 11.30am
This song from FAME soundtrack keeps repeating in my head, a very nice song and I will try to upload to imeen asap to share.
Asher Book - TRY
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready
but im trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough
if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready
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Blogged @ 11:27 AM
;Tuesday, November 3, 2009
TIME:10.45pm
http://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=dGtjNTE1Wm9IVkNhQzNxc25CZkFJYmc6MA
ok. this is my fyp survey 1, plz help me do. ty~
i know i lack of update, coz i got FM2010 liao!! the playing style is really different! i like! i'm so addicted to it now as it's still new to me =D
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Blogged @ 10:39 PM
;Monday, November 2, 2009
TIME:12.30am
i had migraine just before lunch on friday, how great? fuck it. thank god class end at 3.30, zhao home, eat 2 pill and slp~ woke up with a really swollen eye but ok liao =D supper wid jun and yang on that night too.. jun is really extreme, he told me he ate biscuit for his 4 days of field camp so when he came back to our little island on friday: he ate dinner at come, reach home ate his mum cook de dinner again, during supper he fucking eat a chicken chop + 1 kosong and 1 egg prata =.= really is yao dio~
sat had lunch wid mum, bro and his gf at bugis crystal jade~ after tat movie at cine wid keong, nik and jun. my gf is an agent~ actually i watch at PPS le but i don mind watching the movie again even at weekend becoz i have UOB card =D i really strongly recommend all human beings to make a uob card~ it's quite good for a debit card a number of restaurant also have 10% discount for UOB card.
i got nth to say anymore! life's pretty empty
我在想念一个我不能想念的人
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Blogged @ 12:13 AM
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