im not Christian ; just agnostic.;




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The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

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;Monday, December 14, 2009

TIME:1.30pm

Sean b'day celebration on Saturday.. good food, good gathering, good cake, hope you like the present sean =)

we pre-book 风云2 at 9.45pm, CWP and left sean house at 9.20++ pm -.- missed the starting in the and my verdict is that this movie is lacking those authentic eastern movie feeling, it's really a mimic of 300.. rather than calling it 风云2, i think they should call it eastern 300 =.= most bros find it a waste of money but ok la, cause i get to see my childhood idol ekin~ worth it =D

totally addicted to korea's variety show call family outing.. each eposide is around 1 hour 30 minute, i chiong till ep 23 le. woots

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somehow, somewhat, every word you wrote makes me feel that i'm really a lousy person yet I cant confirm if it's me you are talking about, did I do something wrong?

No matter what, my love has never change regardless of where you are and what you are doing, even if it were to change, I will only love you more.

Every promises between us is forever and I have no plans to go against this promises. Perhaps the only promise I have really broken is me smoking in front of you but that is the first and last one I expect myself to break.


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;Saturday, December 12, 2009

TIME:6.36am

it's 6.30 am now~ SATURDAY.. i dragged myself up but i'm still feeling fucking tired now -.- for wat reason? NAPFA =.= fuck man.. sibei tired.. anyway i'm going there to fail, main purpose is to show face onli =D

realize that during week 3-8, i always 3 day week in school only cause I tend to skip 1 day of school and the grades for 3 day would be like A,A,A... back to week 9 and 10, improvement in attendence cause i come for all days but deprove in daily grade! =.= GG-ed


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;Friday, December 11, 2009

TIME:1.40pm

WOW, today is a WOW day..

normally school starts at 9.45am but i had to reach on 8.30am for fyp meeting, damn tired now -.-

finally after years of blogging, my FIRST CASHOUT status has finally reach $50!

even though my main aim of blogging is not to earn money but i still wan to thank every reader who pay attention to the advertisement for me whenever i have ads, plz continue to support nuffang's advertising partners! =)




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;Wednesday, December 9, 2009

TIME:3.30pm

mid term evaluation at 5pm

things are not going smooth for me and the 1988 ppl(s) recently, I can only hope things go smooth later with the help of 2 1989 and 1 1900 ppl around me =\

I will post tonight why the 1988(s) ppl are so sway recently =.=

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;Tuesday, December 8, 2009

TIME:11pm

Somehow after 2 and a half year when things get forgotten, we met again thanks to the help of a social networking website called facebook. I did hesitate to add you because ur cold and negative attitude still strike the fear in me somehow but i still added you anyway, ur pictures looks to me that you are doing pretty fine and moving ahead in life.

As your ex-boyfriend, I'm happy for you =)


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;Monday, December 7, 2009

TIME:2.45pm

Happy birthday to Yu Zhen and Yvonne =)

satuday: bro's gf treated me kushin-bo as a belated b'day present.. i didnt know that place was a buffet style restaurant and the food was good.. better than zhen fa and sakura in my point of view.

after lunch meetup with nik, yang and keong. keong lost his iTouch so he wanna go orchad and buy a new one than 顺便 lepak at town.. went to the new shopping mall call "313", 1st impression of this mall name is really EL-OH-EL~ semb ppl shld be able to recall last time when we were young and play gangster de era, semb was called "A-S-T(gang name) 313".. classic siol x)

dinner at far east, saw shun and jane at HMV, watch soccer at nik hse during the night and had breakfast at the 'lengendary ba cho mee' store =.=

sunday: i was too busy, busy until i forget my date with joanna! SORRY JOJO =.= FYP are draining me empty, i cant even rmb things i should be doing.. sorry JOJO =.=


I don know if I should work after graduate, i heard enlistment will be push forward way before June because they want things to be done A.S.A.P.
O ya, I will most probably start drinking protein powder and workout under nick's guidance after I graduate IF i don work after graduation =)

I hate when I start loving someone because then I start expecthing things out of them, FML

a poem quote from 晶晶's LiveJournal:
"You thought that they loved you
You hoped that they cared
You dream that they want you
You dreamed, you despaired
Planned that they’d hold you
Wished your life away
Cause love lasts forever, and
Forever came today.

I’m sure that you knew me,
Like the sand knows the sea
And a great wave of ecstasy came
Rushing over me
We went to your heaven,
So virgin, so kind
But yet I was homesick
For times left behind

They knew I was brilliant
They saw I was weak
Forbade me, portrayed me
As humble and meek
Little by little, fair spirit bled dry,
Sweet love for a tooth, warm heart for an eye

So! What am I now, my soul is released
The critics, the selfishness, what I need least
I’m wild and I’m empty, my heart craves a home
My dove seeks new shores, but comes back alone

I’ve so much to offer
I give and they’ve taken
A spirit forlorn, an angel forsaken
And all that I need, drifts down from above,
Warm and idyllic, from others,
True love. "

-Avenger In The Making
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;Thursday, December 3, 2009

TIME:3.21pm

他妈的! 今天的课超难~ 我现在看到数字就想吐! 臭鸡蛋!

好想回家睡觉, 可是放学了还需要 meet mak 去 plaza sing.. 臭 xue li 在我生日那天和 cheryl 买了一件衣给我可是穿不下,需要回去换 =\

希望那间店会换给我,不然的话会让她们俩破费。


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;Tuesday, December 1, 2009

TIME:12.11am

thank you everyone for the birthday wishes! =D

又大了一岁,好多感想。

前方的路对我来说一直都是一个未知数, 都怪年轻时没把书读好,结果现在都二十一岁了我还在读理工学院,看着大多数的兄弟都在当 (tks carrie for pointing out the error -.-) 兵了,真是让我心烦应为将来我在社会的脚步会和他们不一样。

有时候真的觉得老天爷好不公平,为什么我是一个没有任何天分的人?我不善常任何东西,没读书的天分, 没运动的天分,没有一基之长,简单来讲没有一个东西是好的。

我这一生那几样芝麻绿豆的成就都是靠自己努力珍取的,真的好累。。。

老实说,我真的很想放弃所有,在我的心里,这个世界更本不是一个美好的地方,我根本就是在活受罪。

是我太悲观了吗?

可是我真的找不到任何可以乐观的理由。

我承认怕死,但我期待死的那一天。


-Avenger In The Making
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