The world is evil, I hate the world: how society functions, how materialistic we all are, how judgemental we are, how appearance orientated we all are, how capitalist we have turned out, how sinful we are, how selfish we are, how we destroy our world I reckon God should just kill us all and start the human race again.. No, im not Christian just agnostic.

; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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someone special to me all this while is having her birthday today..

it's been 3 years but it feels like yesterday to me like i'm just the same old fool who is waiting for you almost every morning at boon keng station juz wanting to have the chance to walk to school with you.

when I was with keong and the rest ytd night, this qns pop-ed out suddenly "if you can return to any point of your life, where and when will it be?" and i said: "secondary school." main reason is i wanna enjoy sec sch life again, the fun and the stress-free life is what i want..

would i wan to fail N level and go back to ITE again? despite how i've been look down when i entered ITE, i would say i wanna go ITE again.. and i wan to go back to balestier ITE no matter what. to get hurt again and suffer for another 3 years if i still cant fight for the chance to be with her? i don care if that happens again actually, i juz wan to spend those simple times together again even if nothing special is gonna happen between us.

been able to see the person you love everyday or at least spend sometime with her is better than nth. am i right? keong, u answer me. yang also, answer me~ and mak, answer me.. right?!?! i'm damn right and i know that.... i know!

finally have the courage to communicate with u again, after 3 year. i shld feel satisfied i guess? you already have the special one in your life. i'm not really happy but i guess i shld learn from those tv series: "i wish you and him the very best from the bottom of my heart."

the conversation sound like a hi bye fren conversation, it's not that i am at lost of words to chat with you, i have too much that i wan to tell you. i cant.

Happy birthday Z.

ps. i'm writing this entry as a diary writing mood, she's not a blog viewer of mine so nth's gonna change from here. i'm still me, the artificial tiko and lame me that u see when i'm in person.

and so~ life goes on...

and happy birthday to GLEN and SU LING too. why so many ppl b'day today?!?!

i had lunch at this super nice place which i will give a 4/5.. cant rmb the restaurant name but it's at northpoint 2nd floor de old building beside manhattan fish market, they serve really nice food.. i wont advise you to eat with your frens but your family instead.. and don eat their ala carte rice, noodles.. order those zi cha items + hong kong dim sum.. really very nice. (Y)

你教我爱的善良
你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记该忘
伤心太伤

那些你教我的事
让思念更苦更长
只想问
想 念的
想念的
想念的你
怎么样................

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