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; Alex Chua ; 1st of December

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I came across an article titled "Always the friend, and never the boyfriend?"


1. Don't become a shoulder for her to cry on.


2. Be wary of becoming a stand-in boyfriend.


3. Don't share deeply about past relationships.


4. Don't try manipulating her with jealousy.


5. Don't spend one on one time together


6. Don't be so available


Actually I always thought the above mentioned should be ways of how I should treat the girl I like.


At least I know now that I'm an epic failure now because I'm just accelerating the process of  becoming "Always the friend, and never the boyfriend"


Even though my previous post before this was written on 2nd August 2011.. it felt like I have just written it a few days ago..


Not able to move on, getting more depress, endless night of mentally torturing myself and reflecting why things became like this and becoming a paranoid till the stage that when I'm on the street always thinking what if I saw you suddenly and how should I react..


7 months of self torturing and still counting, I am not really surprise because I was expecting it.